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i've officially moved.

blogspot has been with me for almost 2 and half years.. sometimes i'll read through some of my entries when i got nothing to do.. the entries reminded me a lot of memories.. all along i've been so not wanting to leave blogspot.. because i'm too lazy to open a new account at somewhere elses and be a noob trying out in that new website.. so troublesome for me.. but i think live journal is really better than blogspot.. and since hon helped me with it, i've decided to move.. i'm getting to like live journal..

if those who wanna link me and be my friend to read, do get it from me personally like online or something ya.. =)


i'm gonna move to live journal soon.. honey helped me with it this afternoon.. as promised to her.. i'm gonna do up my work when i get back home now.. no editting of my live journal unless i got my work done for the day.. in case i got so addicted and engrossed that i failed to do my work.. i shall update soon when i'm totally done and satisfied with my live journal.. =)


headache =(
my head is freaking ache now. the pain just can't go away even after taking my medication. i can feel that my head is spinning cause i see double visions from my sight. i have to turn in now. nights.


i don't like the movie, murder of the inugami clan.. sucks like mad!

i need some time alone.
and i really don't feel like going home.

probably it's time to make a change in everything. i don't need anyone but just myself. all myself. just let me be. don't ask me why, what, when, how. because i don't wish to answer anything.
i think i'm almost there. reaching or even already over shot.
going down soon.

haha.


i hate loving you at times, and that is why i can't stop loving you
somehow somewhat i can't understand you at times. i tried asking but answers are just too vague. did you ever tried understanding me? i wish to know what are you thinking. tell me please.
or do we actually understand each other?
you always kept me thinking
i found the reason of being like this. but i don't get the point of this. things became better each time but worsen after some time. seems so neutral. i admit defeat because i'm left with no choice with you anymore.
so many reasons held me back just because of one single silly reason
i wish i can how i want to be. but it's just way too impossible. perhaps i've pinned too much hope which turn out all to be unrealistic.

just anything to prove this


abbytayszelee is sick..
my nose's tap can't be closed anymore.. i'm using tissue to block my nose from "drooling".. what an unglam thing to do.. i'm glad love couldn't see me looking like this.. SPANNER spoilt already.. CUI! NEHNEH SAI!
cannot webcam with cousin today.. so sad! =(
sick and tired.. omg! probably i'm gonna skip school on tuesday..
because of this, i cannot concentrate on sketching today.. oh man, wasted one day.. but i'm gonna wake up early to sketch later before going to the movie with mummy..

nose block - like a can't be close running tap
ear block - like half a deaf like that, i can't hear properly when people talk
sore throat - like bapoh like that, sounds so sexy and manly


i love webcamming with cousin tayweishan..
she's the first i webcammed with using notebook..
haha.. we both look so super retarded but FUN to the max!
new hobby enlisted.. haha!

my pretty hon..

my favourite picture of the day! yeah! cousin shan said we both look super sweet in the picture above.. ha!

met up with love this afternoon.. had kuay chap, nice! one of my favourite food.. after dinner, went down to meet up with honey.. silly me forgot that we were supposed to meet at junction 8's coffeebean but i went down to hub's instead.. i almost fainted when i realised we were at 2 seperate places..
double yay-ness! we said to go for k session next month! woohoo =)

apologies to sweet for not going down to look for you just now.. apologies apologies apologies.. i hope you really ain't angry eh.. we shall meet up soon alright.. i promise!
sore throat seems to be better today but i still didn't drink a lot leh.. strange!!

anyway, my yyq was so sweet to have called and asked about me this afternoon.. thanks my dear! really touched.. update you tomorrow!! =) thank you thank you and many thank you.. love you!

and i guess i'm really serious about cutting my hair shortly.. around shoulder length.. not manly haircut but girly one.. haha.. but i'm gonna discuss with the hair stylist first before coming to a decision.. i'm always so excited when it comes to having a haircut or colouring my hair.. haha!

yewwwwwwww........ booooooooooooooommmmmmmmm!!
what if i crashed and exploded like an aircraft someday? haha.. retarded me.. thinking a lot again.. chill abby chilllllllll..

it's a saturday.. wheeeeee!
what are the activities with love?

my sore throat is worsening and yet i'm not drinking enough.. i can't drink too much at night, otherwise i'll start to pee every few minutes.. haha.. ok, this is disgusting i know.. i shall stop it.. ha!


chop of my throat anyone? sore throat la! irritating. each time whenever i'm having sore throat, i'll always sound like bapoh.. because my voice is super sexy.. omg!
drink drink drink like mad..

i think i need a haircut, like again..
i wanna get a new watch..
i need to get my swimming costume..
i want more games for psp..
i need a sun tanning session..


supergirl today!!
got home at 4am and could only wake up at 1030.. but i'm still on time for school.. got into class and lecturer said we just have to do our own work for the day.. so decided to go off since i didn't bring my sketchbook along.. went off to meet bee eng after that and headed home while she went for movie with her parents..
so tired now but i can't sleep without doing any work today.. gogogo!

i know i'm just being unrealistic and contradicting.


happy birthday jia hao!!

i finally slept enough last night.. went to bed at 12 plus because of gastic pain.. omg!! that pain almost killed me la.. but sufficient sleep made my day!! =)


anything
whatever
i don't know
up to you

i can't be bothered anymore.


boo bleah rarrr wooo weeee chacha!
just a simple entry without any meaning at all..

went back to my old house there this evening, passed by 7-11 and i saw one of my favourite game.. zoo tycoon! it's a pc game and it's only for $9.95.. but my notebook cannot be used to play if i buy la.. i can only use the house com.. should i get it or should i not? but my house com is a bit sot.. super lag and it will hang at times.. nehneh sai!

something is wrong?


yeahyeahyeah! pictures are all done.. happyhappyhappy!


boat quay with the usual bunch of friends last night to celebrate jia hao's birthday in advance.. drank, play games and took pictures.. kok heng kept me, florence and buddy entertained throughout the whole night with his stupid games and behaviour.. 3 of us laughed like mad la.. kok heng is really funny.. i really can't stop laughing whenever he did a stunt.. kenrick is so so cute when he takes pictures.. omg! i even told florence to get everyone to load his picture in friendster and set as primary photo then the caption shall be OUR CUTEST FRIEND.. haha.. learnt quite a lot of new games last night including kok heng's introduction.. we were all crazy last night.. drank till morning and had mac for breakfast.. while walking to the bus stop, we started taking pictures on the road again.. but they were all damn nice.. super cool! took bus home after that and i slept straight till 7 plus in the evening.. went for dinner with mummy after that and home i went after going down to 577..

gonna go get busy with the pictures already.. bye!!


i'm tired but i can't sleep yet.. why? because i still got work yet completed.. omg!! been drawing so hardly but i just can't finish.. well, i'm still left with a little little bit.. haha!!
ok, having diarrhoea and running nose again.. i hope i't's normal.. drink as if i've never had water before.. but there's something that i'm gonna be happy is, i'm not gonna wake up early to do my work tomorrow.. just gonna wake up naturally without setting alarm.. yeah!! so i'm gonna complete my drawings by hook or by crook today..

omg!! i saw from ying hui's blog saying there are tofuman at wheelock!!!!!! arhHhhhH!! oh please, money money drop from anywhere from the sky can.. even if it dropped into the toilet bowl, i'll still pick up.. i so wanna buy la.. i haven't shop for tofuman for super long time already.. money money, drop from the sky please!!





there was this cute little caucasian baby my classmates and i saw at the national musuem.. damn cute.. the baby even posed for me to take a picture of him/her la.. super cute!!
meet up with sweet yesterday after school for marche at vivo city.. we didn't ate a lot but the food just kept my stomach full like mad for the whole day.. but the food there was quite nice yet expensive.. but we got 50% discount because sweet's friend's sister is working at marche.. so all thanks to her we saved a lot of money.. haha.. sweet bought food for her colleagues and we went down to reds.. sweet is sweet like nobody's business.. she got her friend to buy me HONEY STARS la!! i'm super happy ok.. so xin fu.. hahaha! waited for dumbarse to finish work and we headed down to toponeKTV.. bro came after that and we were all so crazy singing and playing around.. accompanied sweet for supper and we all headed home.. but i'm the only who need not wake up early today.. yeah! but i still got quite a lot of work to do.. pictures first then off to do my work.. =)


events for the month,
but certain dates haven't been confirmed yet

-singing session with sweet
-ikea with cousin and 2 HMs
(haven't ask the 2 HMs yet but planning to)
IKEA is COUSIN'S and MY PLAYGROUND!! =)
-jia hao's birthday celebration
-fireworks on national day with zjr

love, when shall we go for our singing session?


we'll just treasure the special moments we have from now on.
because there's nothing we can do about the future decisions.
at least to me, this is for all i care and talk about now.
if we are to be, we'll be.
this is all about fate and destiny i guess.


the last thing which i'm gonna do to end my day and start my day afresh for school in around 8 hours time..
i always have to thank somebody in my blog whenever they did something for me.. well, here's to sweet and honey for always being present for me.. you girls'attendance are always so excellent.. i swear it's always the 2 of you being the first 2.. thank you for being so so super supportive.. =) sorry to sweet for missing your calls the whole afternoon today.. i'll be good, i promise..

i wonder if you understand how i felt.
sometimes i really can't sense you.

mummy still haven't buy me honey stars.. omg! i think i'm gonna get it tomorrow by hook or by crook.. probably i'll be happier after i get my honey stars.. or is anyone sweet and nice enough to buy me a big box of honey stars? i swear i'll be happy like mad.. haha.. do i sound like a kid asking mummy for honey stars? haha.. i'm mummy's kid what..


i'm trying to stay inside my room so that i won't need to face anybody outside in case i go out of control.
yes me.


TONNES OF THANK YOU TO TAY WEI SHAN AND KOH HWEE MIANG!!
i don't know how to put it. but why do i feel that we ain't on the right track somehow. is the ********* ****** is over or? i can't remember when was the last time we ended message properly.
these 2 girls were super sweet.. the surprise they gave me was like omg so super sweet.. i thought we would only be meeting very late because they haven't got back to me for nearly 2 hours..
why do i feel that i'm always the one suggesting to look you up. i feel that i'm always the one asking if we are meeting today or not because you don't ask me anything regarding the meet up for the day. i told you to text me the time later but you...
who knows they appeared right outside my door when cousin gave me a call 2 hours later.. i was like ARhHhhHhHH, why are you 2 outside my house?
i'm ok that we are different from other couples. i'm alright when we don't meet up on weekdays. but why do i feel weird when you don't reply me messages when i don't ask you questions. somehow i feel that something is not right. i don't wanna be a pestering gf and neither do i wanna be the one always doing all these.
this is one of the sweetest thing anyone done for me ok.. thanks girls.. love you 2!! =) thank you cousin for the oreo cheesecake.. thank you hwee miang for the delivery of cookies to my door..
did you feel it? or am i being over sensitive? i'm not trying to change you nor pressurise you. i really don't know what to do and... i just feel =(
why do i feel that way. anyway,
i'm trying to sleep early today.. good night.

happy birthday to my hao peng you Teh Cheng Ai Shi

act cute only though we are born to be so cute.. haha!

i'm trying to advertise florence's LP(miang) wallet..
not LV ok, is LP..

lovely us!

don't you think we look super duper lovely in this picture?

before my face turns really red, my eyes will turn out like this..

back from movie at hub with love just now..

ai ya, i forgot to remind mummy to get me HONEY STARs..
cravings la!!

now then i remember, i got many many pictures which i haven't edit.. omg!! too engrossed with my school work.. i think i'm gonna edit them very very soon soon soon.. otherwise both my blog and friendster pictures are gonna go rusty rusty rusty..

been spending 2 saturdays without love.. as for this week, of course will be spending time with him la..
lovehim.. (: