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oh yeah!! the 2nd day of the week that i'm staying at home.. feel so good to be at home cause i can take a break and do whatever i feel like doing man.. might be going to ikea with mummy later to buy my study lamp.. if not i'll go blind real soon without a better lighting for me to study..


met up with dumbarse, honey, pauline and bro yesterday.. went town and met caleb and jia hui at cuppage.. supposingly, we are going to thomson for prata one, but dumbarse was cropped up by something.. so we only ate the prata at town, not nice la!!! after prata, dumbarse left and once again, we were left with nothing to do again.. wanted to watch movie but bro don't have much money, so bo bian, went to accompany the guys to play pool.. then the 4 girls like vase like that la.. sit there do nothing, but we were real nasty, keep saying nasty things about the people beside our table and most retardedly, we were laughing real kuku-ly on everything we started to talk about.. haha.. after that, caleb and jia hui went to "lomantic" and left me, honey, pauline and bro.. wanted to go esplanade to lomantic one.. but end up honey went home, so i accompanied her home and went back to ang mo kio to meet bro and pauline again.. walked around and rot at cheng san cc with some people whom i don't know.. felt so weird but they left before 12 to catch their last train.. then we started our nonsense again at 596B void deck.. OMG LA!! bro drove us crazy can! after that went to meet jia hui and caleb again at central for supper.. but only me and bro didn't eat.. then rot at a void deck and in not a while's time, 2 policemen came to screen us.. like, ah dueh!! so fast la.. but non of us were holding to anything la.. all good girls and boys!! haha.. sat there a while and realised there was nothing much to do so i left.. luckily i reached home before daddy does, otherwise he would nag again..
alright, i hope i'll be good girl for this weekday by staying at home to study as much as possible.. not going out unless i finished my revision.. it's coming to august now!!


sometimes i realised that i just love to blog without any purpose.. take this entry for example.. there's nothing that i wanna update about.. but just to post it out of boredom.. otherwise i'll be sticking to my books now.. but due to having tuition just now.. i need some rest and some relaxation like using the computer.. otherwise i will breakdown super fast!! haha.. i'll normally get myself to settle down to study during the night time.. cause there's no distractions at all.. that is the time when i really can totally concentrate la.. all peace and quiet!! =) if not then is go out to study.. see, until now i'm still continuing to type.. with no purpose at all but can just go on like that.. i know it's retarded but it's till the point where i'm really sick of studying at the moment and also will be going out later.. therefore i just don't wanna off the com and leave.. haha..
some more i just don't like to leave my blog for days without blogging.. not even one day.. i'll feel uneasy.. but it's also because i couldn't have the chance to blog much due to the timing i got home.. also didn't have anything much to update about as i had been a good girl to stay home for the past 2 days.. it's only during the day time, during the evening then i'll phew... go out liao.. haha.. i'm just being playful.. but at the same time, i know i must also take good care of my health.. don't wanna it to get worst again.. the previous time was scary enough to freak me out.. cannot let it worsen again.. but until now, i'm still drinking enough water whenever i can.. just like how i drank when i'm at holland.. but only when i'm at home.. i'll try to drink even more.. i must stay healthy like how i am now.. =)

oh ya, almost forgot!!! my chemistry tutor freaked me out just now!! f*** shit!! she says i should target my science for an A1!! nehnehsai!! it's like, impossible la.. how is it possible for me to jump from D7 to A1.. like 6 grades different eh.. then my mathematics for an A2.. i'm like the topic, Rate of Reaction.. when there's increased in pressure, the rate of reaction increased.. to define myself is like this, the more the pressure, the rate of me going crazy is higher!!!!!!! don't know how should i continue typing..... =(


finally!!! met up with honey this week.. only managed to see her last week.. we went to amk hub, sit here walk there then accompanied her home.. stayed at her house till 3 plus in the middle of the night then came home.. cause me and bro just didn't go even when we said what time we should be leaving.. used the com, listen to some songs, watched tv and rot rot rot.. nothing much had happened but we still have fun.. was damn tired when i woke up this morning for tuition!! damn it!! had been having tuition for the past 2 days.. but the lessons for the past 2 days were great.. was joking and fooling around with my tutors.. all i can say is, they are really nice tutors i have!! oh man!! haha.. intend to catch a nap after my tuition just now.. looks like i don't need a nap already.. suddenly so energetic la.. i better be able to sleep early tonight..
now then i realised it's been some time since i last composed phrases.. been some time since i last stitched pictures using photoshop.. been some time since i last did some stuffs.. sort of missing those things that i hadn't been doing for a long time.. met up with some people but i know i still left some out.. just couldn't have the time due to my tuition homework and tuition that are all almost driving me crazy.. i think i better be good to stay out less often nowadays.. at least i can have more chances if i'm good..

don't know why, but i've been a little weird nowadays.. like being emotional some times.. i'm also wondering what's wrong with me.. like nothing much had happened but i'm still being emo.. ok.. only i can call myself emo, people, please don't use that word on me unless i don't mind you calling me that.. =)
i miss going to some places too.. but didn't have the extra time to spend.. so i can just forget it.. haha.. shall go when i have the spare time.. still owe some people some dates.. sorry guys, a bit not enough time you see.. shall meet up with you guys soon okie dokie.. =)


happy belated 18th birthday florence.. =)
went to k-garden to celebrate her birthday last evening.. we were supposed to meet up at amk train station, 7.30pm.. as usual, half of the cliques were late, including me.. haha.. i swear i was damn excited when i saw most of them when i first came.. especially the girls.. super excited.. but because i was on the phone, so weren't showing my excitement until i hanged my phone.. haha.. gave out those chocolates to them.. updated them a little bit.. waited for the rest till 8.30pm and we took bus 73 to serangoon.. was bonding a little bit when we were on the bus.. went into the room and realised that everyone was like haven't eat, so some of the girls went to take away for us.. damn nice eh!! haha.. we were singing and singing then when they came back, all of us were like.. "let's eat everyone.." everyone looked hungry can.. so they bought those seafood and we were all like a one big family who were having our reunion dinner.. we sang till 1am and we went to rot at lao pa sa.. then some of them were hungry so we went back to chomp chomp to eat.. BA CHOR MEE! another food i miss!! haha.. after supper, we headed home cause some of them still have schools tml..
after last night, i seem to have a lot to think of.. i swear i was super happy when i saw them and when we were all having fun.. it might be because i haven't seen them for maybe 2 months or so.. but the feeling of being with them last night was totally different compare to the past.. i even sent them a random message.. haha.. some of them may think why am i suddenly so random ba.. i seem to realised their importance now.. i hope i weren't too late but i swear they do stand a place in my heart.. =) for the rest of the meet ups in future, i'm gonna put in some effort and time to meet them..
baobei came my house last evening to pass me my stuffs before i'm going out.. thanks loads!!great to hear a little bit of your update.. glad that you like the sovenirs.. we'll try to meet up after your exams ok.. take care loads.. hope to see you soon.. =)


what a random neo-print.. it was fun going out with dumbarse!!! =)
i know it's not very clear, but just to post it for fun.. haha..



OMG!!! i woke up at 2.45pm today.. supposingly i'm to get up at 12 to study and do some other stuffs.. but i went back to sleep when i heard my phone's alarm ringing la.. shit man!! my tutor was actually knocking on my door and shouting for me to open the door.. was damn paiseh when i went to open the door can.. made my tutor waited for so long.. =( sorry cher..

anyway, met up with my dearest dumbarse yesterday.. honey was supposed to join us but she was cropped up with some stuffs, so only left me and rena.. went to town to meet her, met her friends, waited for her to finish her long john silver.. then walked around, one of her friend left while me, she and another friend of hers went to take neo-print.. like super long didn't take liao la.. after that was intending to accompany her friend back to amk but still early so asked rena to walked around after we sent her friend to train station.. train-ed to orchard due to us being lazy to walk.. haha.. walked around at far east and we sat down at gelare eating the waffle ice-cream.. she kept on making me laugh like kuku la.. chatted a lot and we really had a crazy day out.. our craziness just made the day so awesome can!! =) after that went to her friend's working place to disturb them then home we went.. gonna meet up on this coming sunday again.. haha.. it's another kuku day with her and the rest if they are coming..


went out last night.. waited for everyone for like so long la.. waited for almost one and a half hour can!! so frustrating to always need to wait and wait.. like don't know set the time for what la.. but anyway, had quite a nice day out with them.. even went to chit chat at void deck till late.. woohoo!! another way of bonding that i like.. but we can only do it in small group, will only be effective in this way.. haha..
it's just a matter about who you like and not a matter about gender.. this is quite true..
i know that meeting up needs putting in effort and time.. if you have the time and no effort, then forget it, don't even bother to meet.. i'll try to put in more effort in meeting up, provided when i have the effort and time.. meeting up can just be cancelled because of the time i don't have.. if not then is too last minute then cannot meet up.. i don't wanna be isolated cause some feedbacks can be upsetting and disappointing..
but what i need now is just spending time for my revision first.. haha..


last saturday, went chomp chomp for dinner with benben then caught invincible target at amk hub.. the movie was damn cool la.. very nice.. like xing jing cha gu shi like that.. watched till very late, managed to only reached home at 5 or 6 in the morning.. had a nice day out.. =)
didn't have the time to use computer nowadays therefore my blog seems to be rusting already.. haha.. gonna be good girl today again.. having tuition at 11.30am later and gonna go supermarket with mummy and kor kor maybe in the evening..

people do change therefore sometimes i shouldn't take things too hardly to heart.. like me, i've changed too, if others can accept me for who i am now, i should also accept others for who they are.. i know i can adapt to changes and time will just let me adjust everything.. don't wish to broad over anything that i need not broad about.. i was so weird last night.. just teared like that without any reason.. i don't think i'm upset over anything.. just cried at moment.. well, i can just be so emo at times without any reason.. but after that, i'm back to my happy self again i guess..

now then i realised i'm actually quite busy for this week.. oh man!! i better have some self-discipline to get myself to study before i go out this week.. as i've said, i must be determinded to study starting from this week.. not much time left for me!! also need to go to bed early.. drink more water.. i don't wanna fall sick again.. getting my homework done is the most important task that i need to accomplish for now..


arhHhhhhh!! was super depressed just now when i saw the monitor screen appearing that i failed my basic theory test la.. don't know what went wrong can!! so bu fu qi to have fail la!! so registered again.. was thinking back, actually i don't have to get so affected anyway, it was just a test, failed then retake again.. it's just a minor setback.. i've been through even more major ones, this one.. nothing at all!! just retake it and it's another day past.. it's not that i'm consoling myself.. but it's just that i don't have to be so depressed over this.. it's really a small matter.. although, it's really impossible to have fail btt la.. really way too impossible.. but i just have to accept it.. not so sad already, just disappointed with myself..
i think i'm thinking more sensibly already.. haha.. if i were the last time me, i wouldn't have picked up any calls nor reply and smses after i received that news.. i'm growing up!! haha..
this time, i'm gonna work harder to pass!!! cannot fail!!!


have nothing much to update cause have been a real good girl to stay at home for the past 2 days.. been back for 5 days and only went out for the first 3 days.. ok, i know i've been having fun during the 3 days till very late.. but no choice, i'm just playful.. haha.. tuition also gonna start from next week onwards.. super sian la!! gonna get back to that kinda life again.. nvm, just like what some people told me.. after these 3 months, i'll be able to have fun already.. come on sze lee!! chiong all the way ba!! you can do it!!
i need more concentration!! more time!! oh help!!!!


i'm super guai today.. haha.. decided to stay at home today and do some revision later.. hmmm, went to town yesterday.. i really have to apologise to hsiu-chi, sorry for being so late.. my damn phone keep having this kinda problem can.. hope you weren't angry for long.. so we met at 5.45pm i think, late for so long.. OMG!! then train-ed to somerset, bought tickets for transformer, wanted to catch the 6.30pm but sold out.. so bought the one at 9.20pm.. walked around, went to breeks for dinner.. not bad, the food was quite nice.. jie shao de bu cuo orh!! was super full la, ordered too much food liao.. haha.. so we walked a bit outside and i'd tried the whatever drink, not much difference.. but not bad la.. oh man!! transformer was nice la.. the graphics are nice and it was quite funny also.. haha.. after movie, someone got hungry again and so accompanied him for supper.. then went home already..
anyway, i had a nice day with you yesterday.. thanks for everything.. let's meet up again someday okie dokie.. haha.. had my famous amos cookies but still haven't get to eat my oreo cheesecake yet!!


ok, finally have the time to sit down and have a good rest.. this entry may sound really boring, but!! i really have so much fun for the past 2 days!! thanks to all my friends!! simply love you guys so much!! haha..
First day arrival..
oh man! on my very first day of arrival is just so enough to shag me out!! slept at 11am, intend to get up at 12 but i was so so so tired that i got KO till 2pm, cause my dearest bro called.. so met him at his house to pass him some stuffs, shun bian go see shabby!! OMG! she's got a haircut, super small and cute!! haha.. so after that went to eat at yes cafe, not bad.. then walked around, meet pauline and went to void deck to talk.. went back to bro's house and watched a little bit of television.. went off at 8 plus to novena to meet my dearest siaocharbors.. wei shan, an qi and jo!!! so excited to have meet them la.. then waited for them to close the shop and had supper at yishun.. ate those lala zhap zhap food.. OMG!! i miss those foods man! haha.. then cabbed to honey's house.. ai yo!!! i super happy to see her man.. like 6 weeks didn't see her liao la.. chatted and wanted to go home at 4 plus, but due to some problem, went to meet bro and his mum for breakfast.. ate wanton mee!! haha.. missing it also.. went to his house again, watched some youtube funny videos, talked a bit.. was so tired, so he accompanied me to the bus stop and home i went at 7 plus in the morning.. i'm really really tired!!
Second day..
was actually meeting wei shan at 2 to accompany her to queue for donut factory.. then too tired, cannot make it, slept till 2 and i'm still very very tired la!! it's killing me lohz.. wa piang.. didn't wanna her to go alone so i pulled myself up from the bed, showered and chiong to mrt station to meet her.. went to suntec's df and surprisingly, the queue wasn't that long.. only queued for around an hour and that crazy ass, bought 2 dozens la.. siaopeh right!! but she bought one box for her dear colleagues one.. she's so sweet to them can.. haha.. so cabbed to novena square with her and i went off.. went to honey's house again, donut for her, talked a while then saw aunty jenny.. haha.. also so long didn't see her liao.. haha.. treat her donut too and went home.. cause they gonna have dinner soon..

long day for me for the past 2 days.. i'm gonna stay home this thursday.. if any of you misses me, feel free to come my house to look for me.. haha.. i'm just gonna stay home.. REST!!! =)


hey everybody!! i'm back to singapore already.. haha.. just came back at 6plus in the morning just now.. was super happy to see daddy and mummy coming to pick me up.. so went home, unpacked my stuffs and also clean up the room a little bit.. so finally, had the time to blog in case i'm going out later.. =)
a little bit not used to the temperature here.. things here are also different.. just so bu xi guan man!! the temperature for today is around 27 degree celsius, i thought i can escape this kinda weather in holland.. but!! my first day home is already so warm already.. i'm feeling quite tired already.. think i'm gonna go catch some sleep.. still early now.. haha..


yupyupyup.. the worst part of departing was just now.. even though i'll only leave tml.. me and jie jie talked a lot.. finally i finished packing everything, except for those toiletries.. then gonna wake up at 7.15am tml, eat my breakfast and set off to the airport.. 11.55am(which is around 6pm in singapore), then phew... 13 hours later, i'll be in singapore at 6 or 7 plus in the morning..

don't know if i have the courage to say some stuffs to them tml.. so just in case, i better write it here as i know they'll come read it.. =)
here's the message..
jie jie and jie fu, thank you so much for taking such great care of me when i'm over here.. the care, love and concern from you guys just make me feel as if you 2 are like mummy and daddy.. i've really enjoyed myself for the past 6 weeks here.. although you guys made me do some housechores and cookings and maybe some stuffs that i don't like.. haha.. still, i did it and i've also become a little bit more independent.. just like what you 2 said, not so pampered like when i'm in singapore.. for the past 6 weeks, i've really learnt a lot from you guys.. you 2 really set great examples for me.. also made me understand more about you guys.. i realised that the life in holland is so much different compare to singapore.. i quite like it.. also learnt to be more self-disiplined that i never had it before.. things you guys said to me do made me know how to handle certain problems better.. the advises that you guys gave do helped me a lot.. at least i have a better sense of direction on what to do.. also learnt some photography skills from you guys.. just learnt so much that i couldn't be able to learn in singapore.. the fun that we had together, like singing the lulala song, also the song for the bunnies, going to the bungalow house for stayover, going into the forest to take some pictures, playing poker to train up my skill but not turning me into a monster.. haha.. brought me around to take a look at holland and renting of movies to enjoy it at home.. and so much more.. also had to make you guys spent expenses that are beyond the limit.. like bringing me to restaurant for good food.. know the expenses for this month has gone up.. sorry and hope it wouldn't be too high.. =) thanks for helping me in my homework too.. sorry for having to trouble you guys sometimes.. but no matter what, you guys are really being greatly appreciated by me.. i'm just so happy to have stayed in holland.. i didn't regret or anything.. you guys really gave me the sense of security that i need to have.. the care, love and concern and everything that made me feel so protected by you guys and with you guys around then i can just totally be who i am.. talking about leaving, i wish i don't have to.. gonna miss you guys and the bunnies so much, all the fun and stuffs like that.. i know you guys are gonna miss me too.. thanks for the book, i really love it.. hope that you guys will be able to go to singapore soon to visit us and we'll have more fun again.. shall give you guys a call whenever we can okie dokie.. and the 2 of you, try not to fight over some minor stuffs alright.. talk nicely to each other ma, you 2 are so sweet and loving eh, don't let those minor stuffs affect the 2 of you okie dokie.. take great care of each other.. shall see you guys some day.. have more rest during this last day of the week.. i love my jie jie and jie fu so so much.. =) muacks!!


went to the centrum to do my last minute shopping this afternoon.. bought some stuffs and jie jie and jie fu bought me a photography book about skies in holland.. OMG!! i damn like it la.. it's a book consisting different skies of 365days.. thanks jie jie and jie fu.. love you guys.. =)
so came back home and waited till 4 plus and we went to rotterdam for dinner.. they brought me to shabu shabu.. place where they sell SUSHI!! OMG!! the sushi there are quite nice but it's a little too expensive.. came back to delft.. went to the movie factory to rent a movie.. waiting for sis to shower and we gonna start watching when she's out.. so the end of my day will be packing my luggage later.. left with some chocolates and stuffs to pack.. well, my mood is getting from bad to worst.. haiz.. already wasn't really good in the morning.. i know the worst part should be either tonight or tml morning.. time flies really fast.. yupyupyup!


oh ya.. as usual parties here will never end early even though the time here is going 2am which is going 8am in singapore.. haha.. just finished the poker game.. can anyone believe it.. the game started at around 9pm and it lasted for like 4 hours.. i really like this game.. was really losing big when i got into the final.. sort of the last among them.. and guess what, i won in the very ending and got 2nd among all 10 players.. everybody, say, ABBY TAY SZE LEE is superb!! haha.. the champion of the game is a colleague of jie jie's colleague.. he's really cool la.. OMG! well, top 3 winners will get their prizes.. 3rd got 10euro which is 20 sin dollar.. 2nd, who was me, got 20euro, 40 sin dollar can!! then the 1st got 70euro la! wa kao eh! 140 sin dollar man!! at least me and jie fu managed to win back our own money that we paid initially.. haha.. when i'm back, i must play it again.. texas hold 'em.. i love this game.. haha.. luckily i played, also because the VIP saved me.. she camed and i played.. otherwise i'll be in deep deep shit if i didn't play.. or may even die!! haha.. also tried cigar la!! OMG!! although it sounds only old man will smoke that.. it's not ok.. all the guests in the house are adults, no old people!! haha.. my first time trying the cigar!! cool i can say.. ok.. people who gonna totally disagree me taking up smoking.. don't scold me okie dokie.. just trying out new stuffs.. at least i didn't try drugs.. i know what i'm doing.. don't worry guys.. i'm self conscious.. *wink* oh ya, cousins who read my blog.. please don't tell my mummy that i tried that, otherwise she's gonna start nagging at me when i'm back.. please cousins.. don't make me get into trouble.. colleagues of my sis also brought some cupcakes, made by the winner.. very nice!! i like it.. and one guy name kai fan, from taiwan, prepared yan su ji.. taiwanese food la.. super nice also.. haha..
well, my last day for tml.. going back on this sunday.. hmmm.. i don't know if i should be happy or not.. maybe just glad.. haha..
message for that somebody: sorry for replying so so late okie dokie.. gotta concentrate on the game you see, that's why i didn't have the chance to reply.. but i still kept my promise and sent you 2 goodnight messages ok.. haha.. so you better be glad.. haha..
yupyupyup, gotta get out of my room and keep the guests in the living room entertain.. haha..


here's a message to jaime.. i'm sorry my dear, for writting your name wrongly.. haha.. i've changed it anyway.. ya ya ya!! we really must meet up with the rest okie dokie.. i've been telling this to so so many people about wanting to meet up when i'm back.. haha..


ok.. was doing nothing for the whole day cause didn't wanna study today.. intend to give myself a break today.. was watching some mvs in youtube just now.. watched s.h.e's latest mvs.. i like the mv, shuo ni ai wo.. i like the male lead even better!! he's so cute la!! OMG!! super cute boy!! haha.. but i don't like the ending.. so sad la..
shuo ni ai wo bian cheng yi zhong wen hou..


At some point, my heart will tell itself what to do.


well well, today is the poker night where jie jie and jie fu's friends and colleagues will be coming over in the evening.. i'm still thinking if i should join in the game.. i'm not a chicken and of course not afraid of losing money.. just a little bit not used to gambling with so many ang mo-s la!! haha.. maybe i can kick some of their asses instead.. haha.. see how, if the "VIP" is coming over, then i better play, if not, then i may not be joining..
i know i wanna be with you..


okie dokie.. was being brought back to my childhood days today.. i just can't imagine how much i love watching TOM & JERRY! seriously, i think i'd watched it for maybe 20 times or even more for the whole series when i was young.. which is like over 10 discs of LDs for a series.. ya, you didn't read wrongly, it's those kinda OLDEN DAYS OF BIG "CD-ROMS".. i still have them at home together with the player now.. haha.. i can just laugh throughout the whole day just by watching them.. even though i knew what will happened to jerry next and what will the ending be like.. i think i'll just take them out to watch it again when i'm back to singapore.. i will really do that if i'm crazy over it again.. haha..
i miss my childhood days!! haha.. suddenly have the cravings of donuts just now.. i think i'm just crazy.. heard so many people talking about it and i just miss it out of the sudden.. it was just a sudden craving, you know.. but not so tempted to it compare to oreo cheesecake and famous amos cookies.. =)

ya, someone went clubbing tonight leaving me all alone in msn just like that.. i hate you! =(
haha.. no la.. i was the one who said it's ok.. so you must be so thankful that i'm not blaming you or anything kz.. i also went offline after chatting with you to do other stuffs to spend my day more wonderfully.. haha..

oh man! i'm so into Project Runway now.. watched it here and i just wanna watch the whole season of it la.. including season 1 too.. how i wish they still have it in singapore.. then i think every week of that day, i'm definitely gonna stay home and stick to the televison to watch the show like what dumbarse said.. it will be even better if they are available in dvds or vcds.. i'll just buy it no matter how much it costs..
oh yeah.. off to check out if project runway is available in youtube or not.. i'm not sure how late am i gonna go to bed later.. at least gonna catch a few episodes if i managed to find them!!

ik hou van je..


Beautiful Soul..

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah

i like the lyrics of this song.. =)


damn! last night cannot sleep again.. this time was worst, i'm so sleepy, but just couldn't sleep.. isn't this so damn shit.. then this morning automatically wake up without my alarm.. i think i'm used to the time to wake up already.. haha..
random message: you dumb! next time, you better don't disturb me if you cannot sleep.. otherwise i will kill you!! haha.. i say liao, only i can disturb you, you cannot.. girls need our beauty sleep.. guys don't have.. maybe only beast sleep.. muahahaha..


oh man.. i'm damn sad now.. was viewing some people's friendster and i got to realise that one of my friend knows my eyecandy!!! arhHhhh!! i'm just so envious of my friend.. OMG!! i'm damn sad.. i didn't even have the chance to get to know him, only get to talk to him for a few times.. and also just a smile.. =((((( i know i should be contented already.. but, i can't!! well, at least i know his name! haha..

a random message: i miss my eyecandy!! i hope he'll still be working there when i go back to the shop to visit him when i'm back to singapore.. haha!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i'm going back soon..

maybe i had found you, hoping i'm also the right one whom you've been searching for?
hoping that we'll alight at the right stop where there's only you and me..
everything may have start too fast, but i know the feelings seem right..


finally, i came to realise my significance of having a pair of rings for 2 bestfriends..
significance of ring: that the friendship between them will always be like the ring where it has no ending to it, everlasting. that the friendship between them will never rust nor break as it's stainless steel and it's a solid one.
due to my standard of english.. i can only manage to translate till this standard.. but if anyone ever ask me about my significancy for a pair of friendship rings, i'll be able to say it well in chinese.. haha..
i know it's kinda ridiculous to have post this entry.. but.. i just wanna blog something for today..


did nothing much today.. woke up super late, like 12.30pm.. used the computer while waiting for them to wake up.. then chatted online a little bit.. haha.. ate my first meal at 2 plus i think.. a good meal.. helped to clean up the house a little.. although i never like cleaning the house.. doesn't mean i'm filthy, just plain lazy.. haha.. but things i'd done were all easy jobs.. not so bad.. =) after that, jie jie thought it was a buying sunday today(the first sunday of the month when shops will be open. other than that, shops are all closed other than supermarkets.), so we went to the centrum after doing the housechores.. then realised, buying sunday was last week.. couldn't buy some stuffs but went to get some food from the supermarket.. came home with bags of food.. had greek meal for tonight's dinner.. damn nice! having chicken burger with french fries tml night.. all prepared by ourselves.. haha.. rented a movie, You, Me and Dupree.. nice movie.. funny and sweet.. haha.. like it too.. well, it's my last week here already.. can't believe it, time flies, i've already been here for 5 weeks.. looking forward to going back but also quite reluctant to go back.. anyway, must enjoy myself for my last week here.. i still have the chance to come here again someday in the future.. cheer up, abbyness!! =)


i'm bored.. really bored.. no one's online, no one's at home(they went for a wedding party), nothing to do in friendster, nothing to update.. nothing nothing, plainly just nothing..
BUT!!! i've done my revision.. managed to reached my target for this week.. haha.. yes man! felt the sense of satisfaction.. hoho!! i'm damn satisfied with myself this week.. at least i keep track of my schedule.. not so bad.. =) can i reward myself?
i think i'm sleeping soon, not gonna wait for them anymore.. otherwise i'll get back to the habit of sleeping late again!!


i shouldn't think out of the box too much for certain stuffs since i ain't doing any mathematics problem sums or IQ questions..


well, perhaps this saying is quite true..
there are certain things in life that need not be cleared out..
i think it doesn't matter whether by talking about it or proving it with actions.. what matters is, just be happy.. just do it in whatever ways you like..
cause if you aren't bothered about it, you need not start thinking of the pros and cons and etc.. i think sometimes it's really stupid of me to complicate things everytime.. like what for? i'm just silly!! i think i should have a change of mindset.. maybe a change of brain perhaps.. haha.. shouldn't complicate things myself.. just be carefree, that's the word.. CAREFREE!! =)


went to the centrum today to get some food, and souvenirs cause sis may not be free to accompany me to buy them for the coming week.. finally, bought them and only left with a few boxes of chocolates i think.. i hope i don't have to buy a lot otherwise i have a feeling that my luggage is gonna be overweight.. i hope it wouldn't be over for too much.. if not then i gotta pay..
=(
i think i'm already done with my shopping unreluctantly.. cause, like left with not much money already.. haha.. i should be a little bit contented i guess.. haha.. but i think i may wanna get more when i'm back to singapore.. =D


certain people opened up new doors without fully understanding where they lead..


oh o.. i went shopping again.. haha.. bought a black shorts, blue top and a orange with black print "boxer" for girls one from H&M.. i so love them la.. also with the help of my sis then i can manage to find all these clothes.. she says i'm already old enough, so it's ok for me to go clubbing actually.. ya la.. don't really understand why mummy don't allow.. =(
haha.. i guess i'm more and more becoming a shopping freak already.. haha.. i guess i need more heels too.. gonna see if i can find any here, if not, then gonna buy it when i'm back to singapore..
dearest heels, please let me find you soon here.. i really need you a lot.. please! oh please!! haha..
i seem to be prepared for clubbing already.. cause these clothes that i bought today are suitable for clubbing.. haha.. i want more clothes.. shopping, shopping!! =)


tay sze lee, well done!! i only slept for 4 or 5 hours i guess and i'm already up.. really damn damn shit laaaaaaa!!!!!!! how can i do this? i'm so surprise that i can actually get up earlier than other days.. super shock!
sze lee ah sze lee.. come on.. you need more rest.. cannot always stay up so late.. bu hao bu hao.. tsk tsk tsk.. zao shui zao qi shen ti hao.. zhi dao ma.. i must be independent!! even if there's no one to shu mian yang gei wo ting at the moment, i still must try to get to bed early..
i know i'll just be super tired today.. arhHhhhh!! can anyone save me please!!
i pray hard that i better be able to go to bed early.. my sleeping hours are getting lesser and lesser..
anyway, sent wei shan, jo and an qi a random message just now.. so happy that all 3 of them replied.. i'm missing them too.. oh man oh man! i need all the meet ups with everyone soon when i'm back.. got so many catch ups to do.. it will be better if one day has more than 24hours.. haha.. i also miss those days when i went out rotting with friends.. oh ya, i need a change of glasses already.. yeah!!

movies
oreo cheesecake
famous amos cookies
kway chap(opp mf)
shopping
staying out overnight
prata
liquor
clubbing
meet up for coffee
basic theory test
revision
duck rice(yew kee)
pool
basketball
gatherings
k-boxing

i better stop thinking.. otherwise the list will go bla bla bla and bla.. haha.. i may also lose sleep tonight again..


i'm gonna go crazy very soon.. don't know what's wrong with me.. i've been having insomnia for the past 2 or 3 days liao.. just couldn't sleep.. the time here is 2.50am, which means singapore timing is 8.50am.. i can't imagine at this time i'm still not tired at all.. shit! really damn shit! qi si wo le!!

i also wish there's somebody who can shu mian yang gei wo ting.. =) then i'll be so xin fu.. haha..

dumbarse is crazy, so late still haven't sleep.. probably just like me, insomnia! haha..


TAY WEI SHAN! you are indeed smart.. damn super smart la!! haha.. i simply love you, my dearest cous!! and i love the way we communicate too.. not a single boundary at all.. =)
i'm so happy talking to you.. thanks!!
let's have loads of fun together when i'm back..
nice to me then bully me again.. hmpf! you are an ass!!
but i still love you.. haha..
p.s: that doesn't mean you can bully me hor..


i realised i'm a super good girl today.. woke up early to study.. didn't touch the computer at all for msn and others but just listening to music.. haha.. was chatting online, so happy to see TAY WEI SHAN! can update her a bit.. hoho!
i have a lot of meet ups with a lot of people when i'm back..
yeah!! meet ups meet ups and catch ups..
boohoo!!


i miss the famous amos cookies and OREO CHEESECAKE!! =(


random message to you, Mr Huang hsiu-chi, get well soon.. better go see doctor if you feel really sick.. please don't wait till the last minute then do it okie dokie.. drink more water to bring down the temperature.. don't eat things that you shouldn't eat.. please! take good care of yourselves.. always wanna me to repeat de leh.. tsk tsk tsk.. no good ah..
=)


went for a concert this evening.. hmmm, it was the first time i went to a concert at holland and it's at amsterdam.. i can say this band is really cool.. i sort of quite like it.. haha.. the name of this band is Blonde red hair.. but none of them had blonde red hair.. one is a japanese girl and the other 2 are italian twin.. the girl married one of the twin.. my sis don't like the girl's voice but i find her voice rather unique.. the way she strummed her electric guitar was really really damn cool.. the drummer of the italian twin is super cool too la.. that's why i've been wanting to learn guitar and drum.. wonder when will i ever have the chance to learn..
there was this idiotic guy who was super irritating during the concert.. 1stly, he tried to squeeze in to the front where i was standing, probably thinking he's tall and so he can bully me a small one.. 2ndly, he was trying to let someone passed and he moved back. he and his stupid dumb shitty foot stepped right onto my foot which made me "OUCHED" so loudly that i was real pissed off with him.. he probably thinks he's a fat ass, so he can just pushed all he wants.. 3rdly, not only did he not apologised to me, my jie fu still gotta tell him that he stepped on me and that idiot still say things that i don't understand but i know he gave a cocky disgusting look when he speaks.. probably thinking he wasn't in the wrong and he thinks he's so cool that he don't have to apologised.. but he was just as cool as a big pool of poop!! 4thly, while i was enjoying the concert, i realised there seem to have "a piece of log" like floating more and more to the left that seems to have blocked my view.. lastly, he was just behaving like a "coloured wolf" which kept on hugging and kissing his girlfriend which made me feel like puking but pulling his hair before i puke.. HE JUST PISSED ME OFF, that piece of shit!!!
but during the end of concert, i realised throughout the whole concert after he stepped on me, jie jie and jie fu helped me to take revenge on him.. of course i did something too!! muahahaha.. things we did were real sneaky.. muahahaha.. first, when he was hugging his girlfriend and he almost touched my stomach, i gave him a light elbow on his waist.. i think he felt ticklish on his waist and i saw him shrinking a little bit.. haha.. then, jie jie and jie fu told me that jie fu had all the while been kicking his heel during the concert.. then jie jie purposely hit him on his arm when she was clapping.. hahahaha! although i suffered a little pain on my foot, he had his consequences suffered worst.. hmpf!!


phew! just came back from the rabbit hill.. stayed there for 3 days 2 nights.. well.. it was quite fun with almost everything we did.. had bbq, played poker, cycled and etc.. i finally know how to play poker eh.. haha.. not very difficult and it's quite fun.. =)
here's a random message to that you, tay sze lee hereby certified that my dearest primary school old friend, Huang Hsiu Chi, you are a super MR NICE.. haha.. must be super happy that i've confirm you liao ba.. all thanks to me.. =)