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because only after you made a choice, you realized
what the choice really meant,
where it really brings you.
*darlings, i'll cherish every part of you


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Thursday, January 31, 2008

i'm so excited about this coming saturday cause it's me and my beloved sweet's shopping day! i hope i'll be able to get the stuffs i want.. otherwise i'm not going home.. OHAHA!!]

i wanna do manicure or maybe also pedicure..
(i know it's a super girly thing, but i'm getting more and more feminine ok..)
i wanna get my last bottom for chinese new year..
i wanna get a bag which i've been wanting to get one yet i didn't have the time and money to do so..
i also need some accessories to go with my clothes..
we are talking lesser and lesser.. you know don't you? i'm still waiting like i've always been.. you said you wanna win me back.. but where are you??
didn't know how much i will be spending for this coming saturday but i'll be getting my pay very very soon! yeah! i needn't feel so cashless anymore.. =)

10:11:00 PM


ben&jerry

9:59:00 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i was browsing through those pictures we took in the PAST just now..
i miss those days..
whether they crazy, upsetting or happy..
i miss these people and those days..
and of course i miss you..
everything seems to be going on the wrong track..
other than working, nothing can keep me occupied..

2:55:00 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

due to everything.. i'm currently under maintenance..

6:05:00 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

i'm sorry

9:22:00 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

i'm so so proud of myself la.. i managed to spring cleaned my bedroom all by myself yesterday.. was supposed to take a rest since it's my only weekend that i can take a rest.. but i decided to clean up my bedroom in case i have no time to do so when chinese new year is nearing.. cleaned up everything and my room is spick and span now.. haha!! therefore today i have the time to update a little bit.. yeah!!

1:44:00 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

met up with sweet this evening to accompany her to the doctor.. quickly do up my work and went to take train.. she brought yangyang along.. =) so after seeing the doctor, went to the market for our dinner.. and as usual, i had duck rice.. haha.. still as nice as before.. shared with yangyang cause he wanna eat rice instead of sharing porridge with sweet.. yangyang is damn cute, he may seem to be like a busybody but he's still so lovely la.. though he's a little naughty.. hehe.. and finally he's not so shy when he sees me already.. still will hold my hand when sweet asked him to and talk to me.. the very first few time when we met, he's so shy la.. don't talk and play with me.. but now, different liao!! =) don't assume though we had a big age gap, we'll have nothing to talk about.. actually we do have quite a lot of topics to share de ok.. we both love to eat the "gou qi" la.. see, that's something we have in common already.. he even invited me over to his house can.. so cute la!! after our dinner, went to walk around and sent them home.. but in the end, stayed over at her house to catch the 9pm channel 8 show cause gotta meet si hui at 10.. finished watching the show and quickly went off.. yangyang said(in chinese): "so early wanna go home liao ah??" OMG la!! isn't he adorable?? haha.. he's just like sweet, drinks apple tea, eat rice don't eat the meat and talks loudly like sweet.. there was this fruit seller said yangyang is her son.. haha.. if i don't know them and saw them walking on the street in 2s, i will definitely assume that they are mother and son.. ha!!
i had a long day today.. had quite a lot of stuffs to do when i'm working.. but yeah!! tomorrow is friday and i can have a good rest during the weekends!! =)

11:22:00 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

working is really tiring.. almost everyday when i knocked off and came back home, i'm always so sleepy and i'll just sleep before 12.. working is really tiring but at least i'm happily working over there.. at least i got to know some colleagues during lunch just now.. sze chin shi fu asked me to join a group of ladies who are also my colleagues.. so went to the food court opposite the building where i'm working.. had "mixed veg rice" again and i only spent 2 bucks for my lunch.. =) went home after i knocked off..

I'M TIRED!!

7:49:00 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

just to update a little cause i know i haven't been updating about what i'm doing nowadays.. had a changed of job and i'm currently working as a temporary admin assistant at kranji there.. it seems a little ulu la.. but the pay is definitely quite good for me as a temp staffs.. haha.. i'm working now but there seem to have nothing much for me to do at the moment.. still left with around 40 minutes before i knock off.. yeah!! happy.. actually i quite enjoy working here though it's only my 2nd day here.. people here are rather nice to me.. at least they don't pile me up with work to do.. my shifu-s are very nice too.. they are patient with me and they even initiate to get me to have lunch with them.. but too bad, had been working hard to save some money and so i brought bread for lunch for the past 2 days.. maybe will join them for lunch tomorrow.. got to go in case i get caught for doing personal stuffs during working hours.. bye!! =)

5:21:00 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

to that koh hwee miang.. i still remembered what you said to me yesterday.. you were the one who wished me happy 20th birthday.. which is exactly 1 year earlier.. i say people got the "heart" to wish me and you also wanna be one of them so that i can post this entry for people to see right.. so here's the post for you.. thank you so much la!! =)

4:30:00 PM


bro, buddy, javier and kok heng
another unglam face of mine!! all thanks to bro, bee eng and jetaime
jia hao, buddy, kelvin, ying jie, angel & russell
darlings and doreeen <3 dumbarse rena <3 cousin wei shan and ai qi <3 my birthday prezzies =)
ain't the shades cool?!! =)

xuan, florence, angel and bee eng =)
i'm being tickeled and therefore i looked so retarded
girls of zi ji ren <3 honey <3 bao bei <3
sweet <3 junior audrey =)
mummy, kor kor and russell <3
basketballers =)

didn't have the time to blog about my birthday yesterday because all of my friends left in the morning today..
well, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
it was my birthday yesterday.. supposingly, everyone were to come my house at 5pm.. but the earliest people started coming was 6pm.. sweet kept her promise and came my house early though the time she reached was 5pm.. but she's still the first to come.. haha! anyway, slowly my basketballers came and followed by zi ji ren.. it was so crowded and merry at my house can.. didn't have the time to keep everyone entertained but i did try my very best to walk around to social with everyone at my house.. waited for almost everyone to reach and we started to conduct the cake cutting session and singing of birthday songs.. as usual, there will have some people who tends to trick the birthday person every year.. bro, jetaime and bee eng gave me hell la.. they pushed the candles all the way in into the cake and made me bite them out one by one.. while bee eng did the job of pushing my face right into the cake.. the cake was smashed and my face was so oily and they even said i looked like mickey mouse can!! OMG! bee eng still said "yi ye qing, you look prettier this way, next time perhaps you can go out with this look.." i was like, WTH!! i looked prettier with a mickey mouse face la.. some left before i had the chance to distribute cake to them.. after settling down, they made me open my birthday presents.. i can say I SUPER LOVE ALL MY PRESENTS man!! then decided to get them to drink at my house since cousin, an qi and hui min bought me 2 bottles of liquor.. but i only opened bacardi cause i wanna keep baileys for myself to drink with milk.. this taste super great ok!! drank bacardi while playing games.. this was the time i managed to get everyone to gather though the guys were outside smoking.. finished that bottle and some left while some stayed over at my house to watch tv till morning then went home..

just to say thank you everybody whether you had bought presents for me or not.. thanks for everything and i really had a very very fun and enjoying day yesterday.. without you guys around, my day wouldn't be that great.. love love love!! =)
people who came to my birthday: sweet, bee eng, florence, angel, hwee miang, sin yee, wei shan, angeline tay, an qi, jaime, doreen, kai rong, bro, jia hao, kelvin, kok heng, swee boon, jia yi, ying jie, buddy, ying hui, ivy, shu jun, shu xuan, doris, connie, shan, cun fang, audrey, javier, jetaime, pamela, rena, bao bei, honey, kenrick and aaron..
also wanna thanks to those who sent me messages and comments.. =) everyone of you are deeply appreciated!! too bad i didn't managed to take pictures with most of the guys and therefore i posted some random photos of them.. haha..
thank you sweet for the Coach purse
thank you honey for the MAC mascara and eye pencil
thank you baobei for the photo frame with our photo and that bottle of baileys
thank you 4 seniors (florence, bee eng, angel and hwee miang) for the havaianas slippers and fleshimp t-shirt
thank you basketballers (ying hui, shan, cun fang, xuan, audrey, connie, shu jun, doris, ivy, rose and shina) for the dkny watch
thank you cousin wei shan and an qi for the bacardi and green apple green tea
thank you dumbarse rena and doreen for the shawl
thank you sin yee, pamela, angeline, kai rong and swee boon for the shades, boxers, shawl and body shop scent collection
thank you jaime and zhi long for the estee lauder perfume and that coin purse
thank you ying jie for the soft toy and chocolate bars
thank you jetaime for the birthday cake
thank you ying hui for the godiva dark chocolate
thank you cousin xin yi for the watch
thank you cousin xin di for the mug
thank you jia hao and kok heng for the bits and pieces accessories


2:35:00 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

i wan crumpler complete seed bag!!!!! says:
happy advance bday =))

mei ning is the first to wish me happy birthday! and i'm happy about it!!! at least she has the "heart" to wish me though we haven't been in touch for some time.. thanks to you!!! =)

2:10:00 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

it's just a very very simple request.. i just need to be shown some importance.. shown that i do stand somewhere significantly.. guys, do it for me will you.. =(

11:41:00 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

yeah.. went shopping with mummy today.. bought my new year clothes!! i guess i spent quite lot today though i only managed to buy 2 tops, 1 bottom, 1 dress and 1 pair of shoes.. haha!! shopping makes me happy!! =)

on the other hand, the sales promoter at amk hub converse sucks!! her attitude especially.. even mummy was pissed with her.. it goes like this.. i saw a pair of shoes and so i got her to help me to get a size 6.. when i tried that shoes, i realised it was too small for me and so i checked the size and i realised she got me a size 5.5.. i told her if i can try size 6 and she gave me a size 5.. i was rather unhappy with her and i told mummy she gave me the wrong size.. so mummy told her to get me a size 6.. so her colleague asked her what happen and she told him that she finds that my feet needn't get size 6 and so she got me other smaller sizes.. initially we didn't wanna buy from her anymore cause she totally pissed me and mummy off.. but we bought it in the end.. if she had told me about giving me a smaller size, at least i wouldn't be so pissed about it.. isn't she ridiculous, i was the one wearing and not her.. how can she be like this la.. mummy says " kiang tio ho, mai gei kiang.. " haha.. this is absolutely true!!

9:09:00 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008

haha.. many people had been asking me about what i want for my birthday.. actually i do have some ideas in mind but they are so called crazy stuffs.. cause they are all super expensive and i shall get them myself if i can ever afford them.. haha!!
be prepared and don't be shocked!!

i want a watch, just any watch will do.. girl girl one or sporty sporty one also can.. i think someone is buying for me.. i think only la..
i want the limited edition red psp.. ok, i already have one psp but it's black.. so it's different ma..
i want a branded handbag and sling bag.. take LV for example!! haha.. this is super crazy if i can really have it..
i want money! haha!!
i want a new handphone..
i want havanias slippers.. probably some people will be buying for me too.. =)
hmmm.. i think stop here first.. cause i can't think of any at the moment.. i will continue to write if i think of any..

don't kill me.. birthday ma, say what presents i want also can.. say also don't need to pay money.. not as if everybody will get me what i want right.. ha! anyway, people with common sense won't take my list in consideration unless i have friends who are crazy like me.. i just feel like posting this entry because i find my friends all so nice to have ask me what i want for my birthday.. it's not a post to hint anybody to buy one of those for me hor.. cause it will be real sinful of me to do that.. i really gotta run if there's lightning and thunder coming.. haha!!

actually all i want is just a happy celebration on that day.. it's ok if there are people who come without any present for me.. as long as you guys turned up, i'll be super duper happy and contented.. =)

4:20:00 PM


ok! i'm super super busy working for the past 3 days and therefore i didn't have the chance and time to blog.. until today, i feel so relax to be at home.. =) i still don't like working as sales promoter.. this totally sucks!! the long hours of standing and walking around just simplly almost KO-ed me!! OMG!! i wanna quit but i will have no income coming in after that.. but if i don't quit, i'll continue to be so sulky and moody.. oh my oh my!! this is such a headache for me!!!!!! arhHHhhhH!!
anyway, i already got my first birthday present from mummy.. ohaha.. she gave me an angbao which made me feel so grateful la.. and i know what to do with that money already.. haha!! thanks mummy.. i love you! =)
butbutbutbutbut!! the thought of my birthday nearing just gives me so so much pressure.. first, i don't know what to do for my birthday.. i wanna my friends to come over to my house and mummy gonna cook for us.. but even if i get my friends to come, i also don't know what programme to plan for them.. =( but if i make a choice to go out for celebration, it would be rather hard for my friends.. cause i know currently almost everybody is having financial problem.. which means they are all almost broke.. haha.. (but i wanna wear nice nice on my birthday so that i can take pictures with everybody!!) second, i have never made any planning all by myself on my birthday.. it's not that i don't wish to plan, it's just that i'm afraid that programmes that i planned for them will bore my dearest friends.. third, so disappointed when i knew some of my friends wouldn't be turning up due to some reasons.. =( alright, this is really upsetting ok.. damn damn sian!!! so people who will be turning up please don't fly me an aeroplane in case i cry till i faint.. or i faint till i explode.. thank you.. =)

3:36:00 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008






4:59:00 PM


yeah!! i found a job!! finally.. only gotta work till eve of chinese new year.. and i'm gonna start work tml! haha! yeah.. i'm happy.. the venue of my work place is super near my house la.. save my transport fee and time also.. gonna be selling aunty clothings, from 7.30am to 3pm.. 1 day off per week.. it may sound rather weird to work under that kinda environment.. but i just need a job to support myself, some more it's my mummy who introduced me this job.. gonna do her proud and work hard so that i can give her a little.. =)

2:18:00 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

today is such a special day for somebody.. i would like to dedicate this song for her!!
to my DEAREST SWEET!!

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttttt,
happy birthdayday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!
=)

5:09:00 PM