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somehow i'm feeling a little up and down at the moment..
don't know why..





induction project has finally come to an end today.. the scooter race was damn fun yet highly dangerous.. i think everyone has super duper high possibility of facing fatal accident which was forseen by our seniors.. haha!! my group FLINTSTONE MAD didn't win the race and neither did we got the aesthetic award but we still think we are the winner and actually we should be awarded the aesthetic award la.. because most of the lecturers find our scooter damn nice and got the super flintstone feel.. it doesn't matter even though i still don't understand why didn't win.. what matters was we really had so so so much fun throughout the past 5 days together..

problems corked up until the very last minute yesterday.. the stupid piece of wood by the corner of the body came off which made me, kai siong and hakim depressed like mad after everything has been done.. nehneh sai!! but we still managed to solve and fix the problem in the end.. =)
latest record of staying in school was 10 plus going to 11pm yesterday.. tired like mad! =(

after the race today, me, jessica and kai siong wanted to go to the culinary school for lunch instead of the free catering from the school but we were afraid that it would be closed by the time we got there.. therefore we went to IT school for lunch instead.. ate some dessert because all our food taste like crap and in the end the dessert turn out to be the same as the food we ordered.. but the dessert were just for cooling ourselves down.. due to the hot weather, the 3 of us just didn't wanna leave school yet and therefore we went back to the studio to slack and in the end we turn out to be playing online games together with samir and hakim.. super fun like mad can.. me and jessica wanted to leave at around 4 plus after an hour of games but we delayed from 4 till 5 and from 5 till 6 until we really had no choice but to leave.. took bus to bedok interchange to get another dessert and i went off to meet cousin, jo and friends..
decided not to stay out late today because my battery life went super low today.. so took bus home and i think i almost slept on someone's shoulder who was sitting beside me.. cause i saw her siam-ing away from me when i woke up realising i slept in a crooked position.. i was like damn paiseh.. what's the worst was i always knocked my head on the handle behind me which immediately woke me up la.. i was like, oh shit, damn paiseh cause the sound of me knocking on it was loud like mad!!!! but i was too tired, just don't care and continue to sleep.. haha..

it's another long post, why leh?? because i really enjoyed myself today in school.. just to say thank you to Jessica, Kai Siong, Hui Yi, Ivy, Lindis and Hakim.. there's one more i decided not to write out the name because there wasn't any contribution from that person.. haha!! nice knowing these 4 juniors and got closer with hakim and lindis more after these 5 days.. i swear i'm gotta keep in touch with the juniors because i like being with them.. =) yeah!! INDUCTION PROJECT MAKES FLINTSTONE MAD LIKE MAD!! =)


project ended at 9pm, while me and friends went back to the studio to slack and take a rest.. super tired la!! gotta know some of my juniors, ivy, jessica, kai siong, hwee yee and one guy i don't know how to spell his name.. haha.. they are actually the year 2 students who are helping us in this induction project.. my juniors are all super sweet can.. they helped us almost in everything for the scooter man.. while me and my classmates just focus more on the theory part.. so so so tired!!! =( but i'm still outside again!! haha!!
actually i quite like this induction project.. gotta know some PID year 2 and 3 people.. take my juniors for example.. ivy, my "sister".. why leh? just because she got the same bag as i am.. she's another siaopeh.. always on the different frequency as all of us.. jessica, the junior who helped us the most.. super nice girl!! she's very funny whenever she speaks with that accent.. kai siong, the only junior guy.. he and jessica are the most hardworking ones.. worked as much as me, actually is even more la.. haha!! hwee yee, playmate of ivy.. also another nonsensical girl like ivy.. they are all super nice people!! they rock!!! =)


my last entry for the day..
went back to school for the induction project this morning.. hmmm, it wasn't as bad as what i've imagined.. cause the whole thing was actually quite fun and i'm rather looking forward to prototype scooter that we gonna complete by either tomorrow or wednesday.. =) got to know 3 other juniors who are in my group and in fact they are all quite nice.. as expected, i'm gonna go back to school for the coming 3 days.. except for thursday, cause i may be sending mummy to the airport.. feel like having the feel of sending someone off as it's always others sending me off to the airport.. =)
gonna be up at 8 tomorrow to make sure i won't be late for project!! arhhHHhHhh!!










just when i wanna blog, i gotta rush off to meet the 4 seniors.. therefore i only managed to write one line.. but now i'm here to continue with my entry again.. haha..
while everyone is mugging so hard at the moment, i got nothing to do other than using florence's notebook because angel used up my psp battery.. =(((((((((((((
caught Made of Honour with them last night.. as usual we were all late which means i never understood the meaning of meeting a certain time.. because none of us will ever be on the dot.. haha.. miang came later to meet us for dinner as she's having a war with her headache.. while we were at paradiz center pool-ing.. went for dinner then went back to amk central's big mac center cause everyone still didn't have the intention to go home yet.. played some kiddy games as we were all too bored after some chit chat and gossips going on.. but the games were fun because we managed to practise our languages and drawing skills.. shall upload the pictures when i have the time to.. damn funny!! had our super early breakfast at 4am after the games.. until that time, everyone still look so energetic, especially me.. because i still couldn't get to sleep after i got home.. only managed to fall asleep at 6.30 la.. but i'm still fully charged till now.. =)

mummy and my brother will be out of singapore from next friday till sunday or something.. i wonder how will my life be without them at home.. but i guess i'll start partying on the first day already.. haha!! actually i already got some plans going on, just hope that they'll be successful.. ha!


i love being with them.. thanks! =)


i finally took up the courage to talk to you online. iloveyou
don't whack me for being silly.

while waiting for ah miang to come online, i'd uploaded the photos into my computer and after she sends me the pictures then i can edit them and post it up.. =) i also uploaded the 2 pictures i took with my school of director and some other classmates on CCN day.. my first time had been given to Moses, my school director.. haha!! no la, rubbish only.. what i was saying was, he's the first person i sent my tp email to because he told me to send to him after i had uploaded the pictures.. muahahaha!!

been spending my holiday fruitfully but i guess i'm gonna rush the stupid induction project like mad from next week onwards.. nehneh sai!!

went to collect my o level certificate with miang and yyq yesterday like finally la.. took train to buona vista and we thought we are ah sia kia can, took cab to haji lane just to shop at that one and only lane.. no la.. actually was because we don't know how to get there if we take train to bugis.. i'm super in love with the first shop we went in can, the vintage stuffs are all super nice leh.. too bad, i ain't no rich man's daughter or spoilt brat, can't afford the binoculars bag and suitcase.. =( but if i ever have the chance to work and earn some money, i'm gonna get either of these.. haha!! IF I EVER GET TO WORK AND EARN SOME MONEY BY MYSELF.. i like the swing outside the bar at haji lane.. how i wish i own one at my house.. haha! went to chill at coffee bean after that, we all agreed that the coffee bean there is superb cause not much people go there.. had dinner at v8 again and initially we wanted to go back to amk to lar kopi because we managed to stop ah miang from going home but thought of catching Made of Honour.. checked the time slot, don't have, then decided to proceed with our actual plan and took train back together with florence to lar kopi.. sat at the bigger s11 and we talk in a super no sense way.. to simplify, we were talking cock throughout the whole night.. we talked about me and bee eng gotta get married soon and she only requested for one table on our wedding and many many more la.. then get our guys to smoked as much to do the smoky effect instead of using dry ice when we marched in.. don't know if marched was the right word or not cause bee eng kept imagining and laughing when florence said that.. we all laughed like mad.. 4 of us just hope that no one will be that stupid to assume that the 4 of us are lesbians and really getting married after they overheard our conversations.. haha.. but yesterday was a great day out.. i like!! =)

i'm thinking about the names almost everyday.. happy!


i only seen through after so many years had past.. i tripped and i pull myself up once again.. i've been taught a lesson after so many.. i hope i ain't too late cause i wanna make things better in order to last this longer.. =)
you people are who i wanna treasure and keep in my whole life..


there are so many times when i really wanna try talking to you online..
however the mouse just clicked on you, fingers were stucked onto the keyboard and my mind just don't know how to start..
therefore throughout the whole online moment, i just left the window opening without starting a converstation with you..
some time later when i got back to the window, you already appeared offline..
know something, i still love you.


went cycling with yyq and doris last sunday.. played a game of no one is allowed to call the person's name, otherwise the person would get a slap on her thigh.. indeed, bee eng got slapped the most and i slapped the most harsh.. sorry yyq! i hope you didn't tell your parents.. otherwise they may report to police and catch me eh.. =( anyway, that night was fun, played 5, 10 with them too.. super high!! haha..
the next day went to pray with mummy and the rest of the people in the family.. the weather is really really super killing me.. so feel like pouring ice on myself every now and then lohz!! nehneh sai.. got home in the afternoon to shower and rest then went off to meet hon and her mum for shopping.. and that hon BOUGHT A LOT OF STUFFS yesterday la!! and i really survived through the day just with 6 bucks inside my wallet.. muahahaha!! intend to accompany her home from amk central but my tummyache almost killed me so in the end we went home by ourselves.. anyway, great meet up with her yesterday! i'm so in love with my hon! =)

as for today, it's time to stay home already.. decided to do up my holiday assignment so that i won't go busy like mad when everything comes clashing together.. ok, done with blogging, back to work! =)


CHACHA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!! =)
yeah!!! vacation is here.. starting from today till 30th May.. muahahaha!! damn happy.. went to school for CCN day, my course was selling cotton candy and chocolate fondue.. omg!! the chocolate fondue like cannot make it due to the appearrance.. a bit grose can.. haha.. but cotton candy went quite smoothly.. but in the end, we also didn't earn back our capital.. we made a loss instead of a profit la.. nehneh sai.. but everyone had fun throughout the whole ccn.. =) my 20 bucks is gone!! arhhhHhh!!
luckily i decided to come home first since i ain't meeting primary school friends anymore.. otherwise i think i'll just stink like mad until the next day la.. gonna go prepare to meet birthday girl and all soon after i've showered and eaten.. not gonna be home tonight!! miss me people!! haha!

i hope i'll be able to see you later.. and everything repeats..


weekend was superb! caught ironman and what happens in Vegas.. both were nice movies but i prefer what happens in vegas more.. cause i was the one who picked it.. haha.. damn nice and hilarious! my new idol, ashton kutcher.. he's so cute!! =)
not gonna be sleeping tonight cause i'm gonna finish my sketchbook as much as possible within the coming 5 hours.. getting broke this coming week.. nehneh sai!
happy mummy's day!! went to thomson with mummy, brother and his girlfriend.. asked daddy but he couldn't make it and i was a little disappointed.. but nevermind, had a great time with them today.. brother sent us to junction 8 and i finally bought my bermudas!! muahahaha! i like i like.. =) but this time i fork out my own money to get it.. great sense of achievement.. haha.. yeah! but!! i need more clothes.. though i think actually it's quite enough already.. just that i need more t-shirts and bermudas as they are the most convenient outwear to match with anything.. setting off to my sketchbook!! byebye..


after viewing your friendster for quite some time, nothing much seems to have changed in your life.. either you are busy with school, relationship, gaming or whatever stuffs you've been busy with or nothing much has changed in your life nowadays.. from my point of view, i'm happy.. but i don't know yours.. i'm glad that nothing much is going on with you from what i've seen.. at least i don't have to kill my brain cells thinking on what has been going on with you.. haha.. maybe i'm being selfish.. i'm just following where my heart goes.. still, i just wanna you to be happy..
i wonder if i'm that lonely at times.
come to think of it, besties aren't by my side anymore. it's like totally none. so little meet ups and chit chats over the phone ever since don't know when. thinking back, i haven't been on the phone with them for hours for ages. frankly speaking, this kinda feeling can just crash my mood. i still have friends and classmates but what i needed most is still besties. they matter the most and played the most important role in my life.
don't leave me all alone will you. don't ignore my presence.
and i finally speak up after so long..




i had a horrifying nightmare 3 days ago.. got super scared when i woke up.. but mummy said the dream would be of the opposite..
i miss my girlfriends, darlings and whoever knows me la!! haven't been meeting anyone during this week.. omg!! my life is all about schooling, home, assignments, youth olympic and sleep.. arhHhhHH!! i hope my lecturer would postpone the due date till next week and i promise to finish everything by this weekend.. i swear!!
actually it's a miracle that i will still have the time to blog at this timing.. initially i wanted to wake up at 8 to continue with my youth olympic due to the time constraint.. but i guess i was too tired and i can only wake up at 9 plus.. thought of doing it but it's a little too early for me and therefore i decided to just print out some stuffs and bring it to school and do.. haha.. i seems a little slack.. but the problem is i already got ideas on what to put inside my sketchbook already.. so i don't have to worry that much.. i just need to catch up with time and i believe i should be able to complete it in a well done manner.. =)


after some rest.. i feel better..

anyway, went to pay my ex colleagues a visit this afternoon.. they were all damn shock to have saw me la.. haha.. my surprise for them is a success.. =) jenni wanted to bring me for lunch but i already promised ong, chin chin and yoke mee that i'm gonna lunch with them.. so turned jenni down and went out to eat together with a new temp staff.. as usual, we went back to the office late.. haha.. so went back and started to mingle with everyone as much as i can.. cause it's been super long time since i last saw them.. so walked around the company and i really had lots of fun with everyone of them.. especially that alajiao cynthia shi fu.. she's damn funny as usual.. made me laughed like mad in the office.. i was rather unwilling to leave but i had to go off to meet cousin so went off at 3.. "studied" till 7 and got chased by the manager.. nehneh sai!! mei li mao la.. walked around after our dinner and i bought the qing wa wang zi bai jin nu vcd!! super happy about it can!! bus-ed home and my stomachache is acting up again..
i gotta let the lecturer see me final concept and colour scheme of the YOG project.. arhhHhhhH!! and i only did 2 pages.. so far i still don't have a clear idea about my final concept.. oh man! this is driving me mad..


maybe i'm just too tired due to insufficient sleep and overloading of work. therefore i would have such thoughts in me. i don't show and neither do i wanna mention about it again..
whether i'm refering to you or to anybody..
i'm tired, as in really those kinda lack of sleep of tired and perhaps i should also say i'm used to it..
that's why i'm not really bothered about it..

toounnoticeable. intentionally.
and,youdon'tseemtobelikehowyouusedtoanymore.
problemliesonmemaybe.


i've done my collage assignment!! muahahaha!! happy la.. i purposely threw the previous artpiece away and redo a new one.. now i'm more satisfied about my new piece of work.. =)
i hope i don't have to go school on next monday cause it's my only "OFF" day other than weekends for school.. so that i can pop up at transmark to surprise everyone.. =)