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out of a sudden urge..
i'm having liquor addiction!
=)


say yes to LABOUR DAY tomorrow!! my classmates and i haven't had a good sleep ever since school started and assignments assigned to us.. tomorrow is a public holiday, so i can wake up as late as i want tonight.. i need a good rest otherwise i'm gonna fall sick soon..
i've decided not to go for my course's chalet during my vacation.. instead, i most probably should be turning up for phantos chalet on the 17th to 19th.. cannot turn up for both chalets la.. otherwise i'll be damn broke.. yeah!! so excited about phantos chalet.. i hope almost everyone will be going.. muahahaha!!


because of my overloading assignments which almost load me to death, i didn't turn up for movie session with florence and all.. been wanting to catch a movie nowadays but couldn't find any khakis and when i'm being date for movie, i can't go.. all because of wrong timing.. nehneh sai!! =( no choice lohz.. studies is more important than anything else at the moment.. concentration and discipline!!


i wanna pause for a moment and yet i kept moving on..
because i can't do anything about it..

LEGO IS MY FAVOURITE TOY!! =)
school released early today!! haha!! super happy.. went to fetch bee eng from school.. finally get to meet up with her after so many times of unavailables.. =) went back to ang mo kio and caught up with jetaime at the fountain after peggy left.. went to thomson plaza to get my spongebob square pants lego keychain at si hui's working place.. omg!! till now i still like lego a lot.. just that i'm already a half grown up.. so couldn't buy anymore lego home to play.. haha.. i know i sound like a little girl.. but i just love lego ma.. haha.. headed home and managed to finish my assignment.. yeah!! abbytayszelee is a good girl.. now searching for pictures online for tomorrow's assignment to be done in school.. =)

i'm happy.

classmates are all very fun! and i like combine lectures.. though the lecturers all speak in monotone which always makes me wanna drop dead.. but they are all very cute lecturers.. i like my course.. my primary school classmate, hwee kheng did a super sweet thing just now.. she saw the friendster comment dumbarse wrote for me.. so she texted me and asked if i'm sick is it.. what a CARING FRIEND she is la.. so super duperbly sweet can.. touched and blessed to have her as my friend.. =)


outing with phantos yesterday evening.. THUMBS UP!! =) school started out this week and i'm already looking and feeling so tired everyday.. loaded with projects and assignments given.. omg!! every classmates of mine also said that tommy and dennis are loading us with too much work.. perhaps we just have to get used to it.. spent my past 2 weeks rather fruitfully cause i managed to meet up with girlfriends, darlings and friends each day.. tried to meet up with them in case my time gets occupied by my school work in the near future.. =(
stay at home today to get my assignments done today.. at the moment, i'm slacking actually.. haha.. woke up in the morning just to get enough time to finish my work by the end of today.. still left with 70% of assignments.. nehneh sai!!


ended school super early today.. haven't start lesson yet, just went to school to attend a genesis talk.. i almost die there.. super boring and tired due to lack of sleep la.. and now i'm using my school's library's internet access to blog.. haha.. got nothing to do.. actually i can go home already, just that yee ling and edmund will be having their course briefing at 2 and 3.. so me and nard decided to accompany them.. but i still got another task to do.. gotta accompany that chuayinghui to town later.. it's like i just went there yesterday and i'm gonna go town again later.. i so feel like going home to take a nap or something la.. so super tired.. omg!!
just collected my ez-link card from my school and i finally can change my current mobile plan to student plan.. haha!! which means i'll have a limited of 1000 free sms to send.. yeah!! my phone is really dying.. i hope i'll be able to get my new phone by tomorrow.. otherwise i don't know how to use this super haywired phone la!!


happy day today! =)
went to visit mrs leong and her baby today.. i swear that her baby is damn damn super pretty la! omg!! the so obvious double eyelid and her so super attractive pair of eyes.. i almost fell in love with her can.. after that, went shopping with hui min cause i realised i still need to get some stuffs for school tomorrow.. bought myself a notebook, file, school bag(haversack this time), necklace, a purse and a handphone strap.. damn super happy.. apologies to bee eng and doris for not meeting you girls in the end cause i need to do some shopping before i got no time to do it.. had long john silver and headed home after hui min got her bag.. both of us were so occupied with shopping bags la.. but i just used my haversack soon after i bought it cause i didn't bring a bag out.. and it was my first time going town in such lok kok dressing la.. i wore a reebok shorts and le coq sportif t-shirt.. cause she said just go town a while then go back to amk already.. but in the end we shopped at town till 9 plus then went home eh.. but nevermind la.. at least i went home without empty hands.. haha!!
first day of school tomorrow shall start at 9.. gonna go to sleep soon after i picked what i'm gonna wear for school tomorrow!! =)
and another one told me the same thing.. i feel like fainting.. 17 and 19 = tat match la!!
mummy said she missed me cause she super long didn't see me and chat with me already.. haha.. she's damn cute.. she called me the day before just to ask me what was the colour of my socks because she wanna sort it out with me and brother's socks..
AND ONE LAST THING THAT I WANNA SAY!! my phone has officially break down.. i cannot read my inbox.. it will just black out when i tried reading oncoming messages.. damn irritated by it.. nehneh sai!! i think i'm getting a new phone soon.. so people if i didn't reply you it's not that i don't want to.. just that my phone is down.. so just give me call instead of messaging alright.. =)


just came back from the design orientation camp today.. OMG! i'm super tired and my voice is still as hoarse as ever.. i wonder when can i get back my original voice la.. anyway, back to the topic.. frankly speaking, i don't really like this camp.. other than the night walk last night.. everything made me feel so bored and sleepy.. night walk was better, just that we needed more time to complete the whole 6 stories.. the GLs weren't as enthusiastic as phantos GLs and the time got all cocked up so horribly.. we gotta rush for everything, even our meals can.. i was so pissed off la.. so went off early when actually we can only go off after 8pm.. packed my bag and gotta go take my rest soon.. SENTOSA with PHANTOS tomorrow.. =) tired!!


i swear i've been super busy ever since i came back from the first freshmen orientation camp on saturday.. met up with bee eng and gang to sentosa, the outing was quite a success.. at least everyone participated in everything we were doing.. yeah!! =) got myself a little tanned and sunburnt.. caught definitely, maybe, at amk hub after that.. the rest went home while florence, jia hao, bee eng and me went to my house nearby to chit chat.. headed home after that and i received a message from one of the phantos member, lin jia saying there's an outing the next day which is today.. so met at dobby ghaut station for lunch and went to the mind cafe for board games.. yeah!! made more friends today!! haha!! damn happy, everyone was exchanging their numbers here and there la.. after that 5 of us headed to paradiz centre for pool.. then one of them called and said that the next destination was sentosa.. i was like WHAT?? but i went back to look for the rest in the end cause i just wanna spend more time with phantos!! and i got cheated cause they were just crapping about it.. so went to plaza singapura to get our food and went to istana park to gather..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOULIN! (the look alike of junior connie) sang birthday song for her and we proceeded with our games session.. played handiplast in a super big group la.. whack people here and there and the game was damn fun.. some should have bruises on their thighs after all the super violent of whacks from one another.. haha.. headed home with an exploding bladder can! i know it's really bad to hold my bladder but i got no choice cause i couldn't find a restroom before boarding the bus.. felt so relieved after pee-ing.. haha! ok, i know i'm grose.. going off soon!! nights people!!
PHANTOS ROCKS TO THE MAX!!! ilovephantos!!
due to the time constraint i had, all the pictures starting from my last 3 days at transmark till now shall be uploaded soon after i'm back from this coming design orientation camp!! =) miss me people!!!!


some of the cheers i had learnt during the camp..

a partial part of it cause i don't know some of the words in the cheer..

shabuya - shasha - shabuya roll call..
we're from PHANTOS, yeah!
we're so hot, yeah!
and when we do it, yeah!
you better bring it on!
shabuya - shasha - shabuya PHANTOS.. x4

oh really, that's scary, we are so strong..
we gonna we gonna we gonna win the war..
oh really, that's scary, we are so strong..
we gonna we gonna, so listen to our cheer..
oh yo yi yo yo yi yo yo yi eh.. we're PHANTOS the strongest coolest of them all..
oh yo yi yo yi yo yo yo yi eh.. we're gonna win the war today..

PHANTOS, whack..
*whack!!
PHANTOS, whack..
*just whack!!!
PHANTOS, whack..
*whack ah!!!!

PHANTOS, ooi...
*uh huh
PHANTOS, ooi..
*yeah baby
PHANTOS, ooi..
*let's fantasized...

our favourite cheer was,
yeah, dig! we song song!! =)

i was telling honey just now that i'll definitely join TP student's union as my CCA.. cause GLs & FAs ai zai ma!! and i wanna be like one of them that can lead the atmosphere till so so so up into the sky..


10th to 12th APRIL 2008!! TP FOC!!
I LOVE PHANTOS TO THE CORE!!!! rarrrr!! yeah, dig, we song song!!
day 1
initially there was supposed to have a few girls turning up for the camp with me.. but due to the over amout of capacity, i was fortunately being chosen to be the very last few people to get into the camp.. the queue for registration was really terrible for the freshies.. but anyway, back to the topic.. had ice breaking session after the registration thing.. i was quite uncomfortable with everything cause i was the last few to mix into the group and i don't even know a single faces ok.. but some time later, i couldn't remember what we did but overall i don't quite like the first day.. so skip.. haha!
day 2
slept all the way till 6 plus in the morning and went to the gallery to gather.. there was supposed to have our morning physical training but due to the bad weather, it was held in the sports complex instead.. i feel so sleepy cause i find that morning pt was too dry for me.. went for breakfast after that and we all went for our station games.. was supposed to run around at tampiness central but it was still raining at that time and so we changed the venue to school instead.. ran and ran and ran like mad la! but it was quite fun.. everyone was cheering at like every moment whenever we got the engine started.. had mass dance and song sessions.. both were super fun.. especially the mass dance cause they got the subcom people to teach us on how to dance and sang us the school song and the sign language we learnt were superb!! didn't have campfire but a sort of campfire night was being held at night.. everyone in the freshmen orientation camp participated ok! EVERYONE!! we, the freshies and our dearest FAs and GLs.. i don't know the actual word for FA but they call the shots in each empire.. GLs should stands for group leaders or something ba.. not sure but they were all superb!! =) the performance we had couldn't be compared to theirs cause all i can comment about the FAs and GLs was ....... THUMBS UP!! i love my FAs and GLs!! the most fun part was all kept to the very very last last few parts.. all the GLs in FOC came up with a mass performance and i swear i love all of their performance.. at last was the jam hop or something one, couldn't remember the actual word.. lights were supposed to be out when jam hop was starting but due to the technical problem we had to keep it on.. everyone just dance hyperactively and crazily with the FAs and GLs like nobody's business la.. so high and some even formed choo-choo trains and ran around the whole hall leh.. songs they played were so high, everyone really assumed the hall was a dance floor la.. we just dance when r&b songs were played..
day 3
i love the 3rd most cause we had water games throughout the whole day.. played so many station games and each and everyone of us got really wet when everything ended.. yet, we still love it and we even wanna get wetter.. haha.. had lunch and we took the longest break today which makes me feel so sleepy.. changed up into our camp t-shirt and i love the t-shirt so much.. the quality was rather good ok, dri-fit, blue in colour and cool leh! everyone gathered and they decided to announce all the results for FOC.. i was at PHANTAZ but mainly under PHANTOS.. we were awarded the best flag decoration and we got the champion for the overall FOC la.. everyone was so nervous when FA yvonne were announcing the results.. yet we all jumped up and got so high and happy that our 2 FAs and almost all the GLs cried.. all our hardwork had really been paid.. especially my voice.. because i lost my voice at the moment.. my voice is like so sexy and low lohz.. this is so nehneh sai.. and i better recover in around 2 or 3 days time.. otherwise i don't know how am i gonna cheer out loud for another coming camp on the 15 to 18th april.. anyway, the camp ended at around 8 and most of us decided to wait for the GLs and FAs to go for late dinner together.. took pictures with my new friends while we were waiting for them.. we even exchanged numbers eh.. FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN la!! only managed to reach and start everything at around 10 plus due to a lot of distruptions in between.. took some pictures but only with a few of my GLs cause my phone died at such crucial moments can!! nehneh sai! one of my GLs, LOULIN super looks like junior connie.. i swear.. the way she laughs, whack people and her features and all.. know why i know she whacks people just like how junior connie whacks, cause i got whacked by her when we were playing games on day too.. all her stupid idea of having to forfeit for those commited mistakes during the game.. wa piang! nehneh sai.. but i took my revenge during the water game just now.. i took a bag of water bag and i just burst the bag right in the her face.. she was totally wet when she just tried squeezing herself dry beofre that.. i laugh like mad la.. her face was super funny.. like, "omg.." i just can't stop laughing.. but anyway, she's super look alike can.. i guess she should be one of the 7 people who are look alikes of junior connie in this world.. haha..
gonna upload the picures someday when i'm have more time to do up the pictures.. =) mixed around a little and realised it was already 2330, so rushed off after huggings with GLs and byebyes to camp mates.. in the end, no bus, no train!! damn mad about it can.. had no choice but to cab home instead.. the cab driver was damn interesting.. it was very obvious that i had lost my voice cause i couldn't speak up propery and yet he can just kept on talking to me throughout the whole journey.. ok, maybe he's bored or something, but he should at least spare a thought for a voiceless and helpless girl like me ma.. reached home and intended to pack my stuffs for tomorrow's sentosa trip but i'm too tired and i decided to do it tomorrow morning.. =)

frankly speaking, i didn't regret turning up for the camp alone.. i felt horrible initially but i guess i gotta start learning how to socialise with new faces around me.. the FAs, GLs and camp mates really made my 3 days 2 nights so memorable.. i wish i had brought my camera along with me but the they actually discouraged us to do that and they'll not be liable to any losses we had.. so i decided to drop off the idea.. too bad, i didn't managed to take pictures with them.. but we are so so so loving that they so don't wanna us to leave after the camp and they decided to hold an outing someday to gather PHANTOS together again.. this is like so yeahhhhh lohz.. ain't we loving? haha!! i love PHANTOS and everything regarding each and everyone of them really really rocks!! =)


9th april 2008
my last day for this day.. oh man. time really flies superbly fast. everyone in the office just makes me so so don't wanna leave.. every single word they said.. every single thing they did.. so sweet, so nice, so touched la!! received quite a lot of presents from day.. as if it was my birthday like that.. =) david brought me out for lunch at ramen ramen.. nice!! at the end of the day, i brought a super huge carrier home just to put all of my stuffs and presents which i had left in the office.. only managed to knock off at 8.30pm due to piles of work being stacked on my very last day.. david gave me a lift back to amk.. the happiest thing was, i managed to take pictures with almost everyone except for legene and cynthia shi fu.. but it's ok, gonna meet up with them soon after i'm back from camp.. =) went to sin yee's house to borrow her sleeping bag.. all thanks to nu peng you.. at least i won't have to freeze to death when i'm at the camp.. haha.. after that went to meet melissa a while and met up with sweet for dinner at 505.. my wish had finally been granted.. sambal prawn rice.. haha!!

i'll miss each and everyone of them dearly.. =)
i'll miss me and ong always psss-ing at each other whenever we passed by each other..
i'll miss calling chin chin in a high pitch tone and she'll reply me in the same way "YES!"
i'll miss calling yoke mee everyday and she'll ask me "gan shen me?"
i'll miss cynthia shi fu calling me names and bullying me and stacking me with all the work..
i'll miss janet's entertainment and all the nonsense we used to do and said..
i'll miss legene coming over to my desk to chit chat with me and tickles me whenever she walks past..
i'll miss jenni greeting me good morning everyday and being seen munching junk foods by me..
i'll miss ronald calling me supergirl and asking me why didn't i wear my supergirl shirt..
i'll miss edward coming over to my desk to eat my eclipse candy and smiling at me with his cute expression..
i'll miss jayne's laughter..
i'll miss michelle and her lame jokes..
i'll miss mr hoo's sillyness..
i'll miss grace talking over the phone and ticking the customers off..
i'll miss jane smiling at me..
i'll miss khine's voice for talking so softly that i couldn't catch a single word she said at times..
i'll miss sze chin shi fu for giving me nothing to do at times..
i'll miss david's retarded and funny conversations with him..
i'll miss mr cher for being such a mr nice..
i'll miss melvin coming up to the office and naggyness..
i'll miss khit hiong for always looking so proudly like a peacock..
i'll miss auntie talking to me whenever i go to the toilet or pantry..
i'll miss sam looking so irritated whenever i go down to the warehouse to check the errors with him..
i'll miss yazid always calling my name whenever he sees me..
i'll miss ah boy and daisy!
i'll miss seet yan always bothering me to do those urgent certificates..
i'll miss albert cause he's cute..
i'll miss the 7th floor canteen..

i hope i'll get used to non-working life.. but i promised to look them up whenever i'm available.. transmark rocks!!! =)





i've been so wanting to know something.. am i the most suitable to be treated this way? or does it seems fun? this is not the first time anymore.. i've been so happy throughout the whole day.. so happy.. but you single handly spoilt my day just within that very few seconds.. i ain't exaggerating.. how will you feel if you were me? can you put yourselves in my shoes for once.. please, everything in the past is more than enough for me.. i just wish to let it stop..
just like how much i want my tears to stop.. this may seem to be a minor matter but it actually affects me a lot..


my day for today really sucks.. firstly was because i was already super busy at work this afternoon and mummy kept calling me to ask me to call the vet and ask so many questions.. can't my brother do it himself.. why should i spoon feed him when he doesn't even wanna help me in my registration for school that time.. ok.. i know i shouldn't bear grudges.. but the thought of today and that time's incident just made me fumed!! but anyway, today is his birthday.. happy birthday my dear brother! until the cake cutting session then i realised he has already reached his 30 la!! haha.. secondly, i lost the reading for trisome.. it's actually a piece of paper required for me to do up the certificate.. no one knows who actually had it and lost it.. but i think i was the one cause the sales coordinators always passed me those small small project to do.. so had no choice but to search for that piece of paper at my desk.. searched till so thorough already still couldn't manage to find it.. sorry cynthia shifu.. thanks for being so nice and comforting me.. chin chin, ong, legene and cynthia shifu so sayang me today la.. helped me so much and tried comforting me when they saw me looking so moodless when i was searching for that piece of paper.. that piece of paper really gave me such a big trouble today.. nehneh sai! legene and cynthia shifu bought me tao huay today.. so sweet of them right.. =) thirdly, my dog is not at home now and i missed its presence la!! he had an infection on this gastric or stomach.. i can't remember.. daddy and mummy had actually brought him to the doctor 2 days ago but the doctor instructed us to bring him back if it's still having diarrhoea 2 days later.. so he's now staying at the clinic to 'diao dian di'.. i forgot the word for this.. lousy english! haha!! if he's getting better tomorrow, then he'll be discharged in the afternoon or something.. get well soon russell..


busy abby gonna get real real busy.. =)
been working overtime for the past 2 days.. cause i'm trying to complete stuffs that i'd been assigned with so that i can be of more help for my 2 shifu-s.. time flies.. it's already friday today and i'm still left with 3 more days at the company next week.. oh man!! i so don't wanna quit la.. i'll miss each and everyone of them super hell loads! and i swear it's HELL LOADS! wednesday shall be my last day there.. oh my oh my!! i'd already got presents for everyone of them there.. happy!!! =)

school gonna start soon and i'm really excited about it..
10th till 12th april - overnight freshmen orientation camp..
junior ying hui will be going too.. i hope we'll get to stay together.. otherwise we gonna start from head to get to know new friends during the 3 days 2 night camp..
15th till 18th april - design school, freshmen orientation camp..
going home on the first day.. while staying overnight for the 2nd and 3rd night.. 4th day, only gonna be dismissed at 8pm..
i better drink more to prevent myself from getting sick.. i know i'll have fun for these 2 camps! new friends, new environment, new school and new beginning!! =)

i miss HHC!! once again, everything comes flashing by like nobody's business.


a super quick update before i head to my beauty sleep.. =)
work was super fun today.. me and janet were crapping away on how to get out of the office at 6 due to the super sudden heavy rain.. just kept laughing, all the way when we went to the washroom till we hopped onto the bus.. went to the doctor later on.. sprained and gotta take great care of my neck.. after the doctor, waited for sweet at the train station and walked to 505, but sweet didn't tell me that the stall we wanted to eat was closed.. so sad la! in the end i also didn't get to eat my sambal prawn rice!! =( so walked further down and sweet did a stunt, she said she wanna go thomson for dim sum.. so cabbed down and we realised there wasn't any dim sum within our sight.. which was so nehneh sai. no choice but walked into a restaurant for some chinese food.. updates updates and updates none stop.. after our dinner cum supper, home sweet home..
sweet is having toothache.. may the pain stay far far away from you soon.. =)

i need a lot a lot a lot of songs to be uploaded into my mp3 before school starts.. otherwise i'm gonna die during the journey to school everyday.. so people, do send me songs if you see me online eh.. either english or chinese are fine with me.. new songs are even better!! i ain't fussy.. =)
tha actual fact was, i don't know what i was doing and that was why i seem to be avoiding from him.. i just don't like being pestered.. though this ain't serious but i still need some breathing space..
i was thinking through.. yet, i still can't get the answer why was i so trapped in you..