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Thursday, June 28, 2007

had a chat with mr nice just now.. haha.. he's my primary school friend.. he came from taiwan and he is so nice and gentlemanly to girls that i have to call him mr nice.. he can be rather cheeky at times but still a mr nice.. haha.. his name is hsiu-chi(xiu qi).. maybe he's another new soulmate of mine.. someone whom i can heart to heart talk with.. maybe only la.. well, he also shares his stuffs with me.. maybe gonna have a catch up with him when i go back to singapore.. also try to see if can get the rest out too =)
sometimes the feeling can just be so good to have chat with some of your old friends.. i missed those primary school days..
lalala.. =D

8:19:00 PM


oh man oh man!!
i wanna club, i wanna dance, i wanna see my friends.. i seem to have a lot of things that i wanna do.. oh oh oh man!!

7:01:00 AM


caught ocean's thirteen just now.. the theater is so different from singapore.. i mean other than getting much more expensive tickets here.. you can also sit anywhere you want.. which is free seaters la.. haha.. it was quite a funny movie.. i know that singapore has this movie showing up too.. people! go catch it even though you didn't watch ocean's eleven and twelve.. but anyway, i don't even know of this movie with eleven and twelve.. never heard of it before until i reached here.. or maybe i'm outdated.. haha..
went to the gym in the afternoon with sis.. wohoo!! i admit doing workout is indeed damn tiring.. i hope i won't have muscles cramps or sores tml.. and when i'm back to singpore, i must go to the gym often to cut down on some weight.. even if no one's gonna accompany me, still must go.. i must be determined!!! =)

6:24:00 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

listened to my favourite song mei you ni.. and whenever i hear that song, it can always bring me back so much memories.. as if this song really means anything like that.. ni li kai hou wo cai ming liao.. ya.. quite true.. i can sort of understand a lot of things.. but it's only after....
but this song really meant so much to me.. never get tired of it no matter how many times i've listened.. i just love it so much..

7:28:00 AM


woke up at 1pm today.. was so happy that sis didn't go to work.. haha.. so we had brunch together.. went to the supermarket, bought foods for this evening, helped her to prepare a little bit.. curry chicken, fried wanton and vege!! OMG!! chinese food.. well, it's because abigail and her parents were invited by us for dinner as we missed having dinner with them few days ago.. they are our neighbours actually.. abigail is 12-year-old and she's like me, we love to play games like PSP!! haha.. we were so into our psp when we were talking about it.. she's a nice girl =)
so they left at 10 and the 3 of us were doing our stuffs and both of them are in bed now.. i'm gonna study a little bit as i didn't have the time to do revision today..
well, i think i already know what to do to get back my stuffs.. that should be the best way to get it back.. was feeling better after last night.. at least i get to have some peace here.. have jie jie and jie fu to take care of me.. don't have so much to worry about.. i feel better and safer here.. =)

6:00:00 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

oh man! almost forgot about my stuffs after i reached here.. when can those people return me my stuffs?! arhhhHHhhH! i wonder how can i get it back.. shit!!!!! bad mood again.. what the..

7:27:00 AM


went to martin and nurma at leiden today.. they are jie and jie fu brother and sister-in-law.. well.. had quite a nice day with those little kids, thomas(the playful and violent little boy), daan(the always being bullied by thomas and always crying little one) and kira(the poor baby girl who couldn't catch her sleep at all whenever their brothers are around).. had wraps for dinner.. not bad, dessert was great too.. simple but still ok.. =) stayed there till 10 and we left.. i quite like daan, he's so cute!! his pim bom bom.. oh man! cute!! haha..

4:56:00 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

btw, thank you(hui min) for messaging me today.. =) so surprised to have receive your message.. may you be fine too.. try to contact you someday.. take care!!

5:30:00 AM





some photos taken by us when we were at the bbq.. crazy times during the bbq.. love these pictures!! =)

5:16:00 AM



this is ayesha, isn't she lovely.. OMG la!! took this when she was so focused watching her brother playing.. she's so cute and i really like her a lot.. a tiny little cute girl.. =)

5:05:00 AM


went to the centrum today, shopped around for wallet.. saw one that i may consider to buy it but i'll try to look for another one first before i buy that.. went to edc to collect my black jeans and bought a dress too.. haha.. so excited la! then went to the market and home we go..
in the afternoon, went to the bbq when me and sis came back from the centrum.. jie fu drove and me and jie wore our new clothes.. muahahaha.. i wore the dress i bought today.. yeah! so happy ma.. reached and didn't ate much and i was so excited when i saw the 2 kids, jayden and ayesha.. too lovable liao!! sat outside and i was so cold and i'm gonna freeze, so went inside to sit.. saw the chocolate fondue machine and help out to prepare a little bit.. jayden initiated to bring me to take the ice-cream.. so sweet eh! he even brought me to cut his mother's queue la.. haha.. so played with them and ate 2 pieces of chocolate fondue.. hmmm.. not bad.. went home in the middle when me and jayden were having fun playing outside.. =( but still, i prefer to go home cause it's really freezing cold.. haha.. had fun today! =)

4:57:00 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

yeah yeah yeah!! i'm super happy today man.. oh man! it's sucha wonderful feeling to have shopped around rotterdam for the whole afternoon today.. muahahaha..
went to roosendaal this morning to get their camera repaired..went to the asian supermarket and bought groceries and 2 bottles of cream soda again.. it's those yellow ones and not those F&N ones okie! damn nice and i still like it although the last time i drank it was 9 years ago when i was in holland too.. haha.. jie fu helped me to come up with a study time schedule =) all thanks to him.. i think by planning everything like that, i should be able to study better(cross-fingers!).. thanks jie jie for helping me with physics last night =) i simply love them la!!haha.. so shopped at rotterdam after that and i only managed to get tops and no bottoms.. gonna post some pictures someday of what i've bought ever since i reach here.. haha.. today's record; one Zara black top, one H&M grey tanktop and a vintage sunglasses from The Sting.. but!!! still not enough!! gonna buy more when i go shopping again some day.. hehe..
actually before today, i've already bought one straight cut black jeans and one green top from edc, one brown 3/4 pants from The Lady's Sting, one black top from The Stone and a pair of shoes from Dolcis.. and not forgetting my newly bought psp game, LOCO ROCO! =) of course, no one will be contented with shopping and buying so many clothes right?! haha.. i need more more and more clothes! it's the mid summer sales now.. gonna grab the chance eh.. i really enjoy shopping here and the some brands here actually cannot be found in singapore and that brings out the uniqueness of these clothings, therefore i should try to see if there are any other nice and pretty clothes or anything here and get them before i return to singapore.. i know i'm really a bai jia nu.. but no choice, shopping is really too tempting! muahahaha!!
after shopping, went to the bunnies sitter's house as she invited jie jie and jie fu over for her birthday.. i thought i would be so bored but there came the friendly black cat, sammy.. i think that is how his name is spelled.. he is so friendly and nice.. i like him! then we walked around her house to take a look and i realised this bunny sitter do have a lot of animals at home.. 4 cats, 4 bunnies and 3 birds.. OMG la! they can all live under one roof! isn't that interesting?
my day had been spent so fruitfully! i like it.. =)
going for the bbq session at 3 tml, this is organised by sis's company and adjjay and his family are going too.. yeah! those 2 cute little kids are turning up tml.. i really like them a lot.. =) i think i will enjoy my day tml too.. ha!

6:08:00 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

i'm thinking of changing url again.. ha!

7:16:00 PM


had a changed of blogskin today.. yeah! i'm happy! haha.. when i have the time then i'll learn to master how to make a blogskin by myself.. =) i must learn!!!
tried something cool yesterday.. oh man! the 4th thing that i tried daringly in my 18 years of life.. it's a little different, i don't really like it but at least it's something new for me.. gonna start studying again.. didn't study much yesterday due to my fever and stomachache.. i feel a lot better today..

7:09:00 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i curse the person who always forward me those kind of chain message.. what the hell la? what are you thinking man? if you save my contact to your phone just to always and forever sending me chain messages, you think i'm so rich like you ah, always forward and forward.. i think if i do that, others will be cursing me like how i'm cursing you.. please, it's just so childish to forward those chain messages, stop sending to me, otherwise i will curse you even worse..
i'm sick and honey was so funny just now.. my nick is I take prata with liquor everyday.. so i was telling her that i'm sick.. so she started OMG, ARE YOU OKAY MY DEAR?! then she began telling me to refrain from eating certain food, drink more, rest more.. then after asking me to take great care of myself, she said, AND NO PRATA WITH LIQUOR ALSO! haha.. she's so cute la.. obviously, i'm just rubbishing, how is it possible to take prata with liquor everyday.. but the way she reacted makes me happy.. thanks for your concern bestie! you are so sweet and being appreciated by me =)

4:17:00 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

just hanged with my lovely gay brother on the phone.. hmmm, finally, managed to call him to talk for quite long.. haha.. updates updates and updates!! get well soon bro! i'll be missing you and you better miss me as much okie dokie! =) please don't do anything that you shouldn't do anymore.. otherwise, i will just huan lo you till i come back or even longer..
kong qiu qian! thanks for singing to me just now! you are damn sweet man.. haha..
had a dream last night.. dreamt of me participating in the campus superstar without me signing up, don't know who did it for me.. after a while i saw every contestants coming out and all of them are mayflowerians.. haha.. saw hei hei too.. we got into the second round and still i can get in without singing.. haha.. what a dream i have! good weather and super good mood today..

10:03:00 PM


wth!! i didn't sleep well last night.. kept on being awake by some noises! =( and this morning, someone called and poom, i was up at 11.. arhHhhh!! slept at 2 plus last night busy editing pictures and i woke up so early today.. had so much satisfaction last night cause i love those pictures that i edited.. yeah! finally uploaded some pictures into my friendster.. haha.. had been staying home alone for these 2 days to study.. is really studying okie.. haha! ain't me a good girl??? =) gonna start studying soon..
take care everyone! i miss you people really loads!!

6:00:00 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

i really hate to bid goodbye with my close ones at times.. the feeling of it just makes me feel so...
mummy, daddy and brother had gone back to singapore this morning.. =(
sent sis to meet her friend at amsterdam, fell asleep in the car, went to the nearby supermarket for groceries with jie fu, got a movie for tonight and home sweet home.. packed my room.. jie fu warmed the fried rice for me that dad cooked and he ate the dumplings that mummy made.. and here i am using computer in my room.. =)
a little tired but couldn't sleep cause i slept quite a lot on the way back just now..
sushi for tonight!! =)

9:19:00 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

went to the gala party last night with my sis and vincent.. hmmm.. it was quite boring initially but after that, the performances and all were better.. went around delft for shopping today.. my parents and bro bought those chocolates and candies and i bought a psp game and new shoes.. had fun shopping today =)
gonna send them to the airport tml, meaning i gotta wake up super early.. don't know how would everything be without them around..

9:54:00 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

called everyone and everyone of them are outside now.. all of them are not free.. =(
nvm.. shall call them again someday.. going for a party tonight and hope it's gonna be fun..
mummy, daddy and kor kor are going back on this saturday morning.. after that and i'll move to sis's house..
i miss all of my darlings!!!! =(

10:33:00 PM


went to gouda today.. the speciality over there is the huge cheese.. but cause we reached there late so the market was closed.. so we walked around and went to the well known glass painted church.. i went there before when i was here for the first time.. couldn't take pictures as it was not allowed but had the brochure for it.. ate subway for lunch and home we go after we walked around a bit.. came back to sis house and daddy is gonna cook tonight.. for all my 18 years, i've never taste anything he cooked.. fried rice for tonight!! yeah! my favourite.. haha..

10:08:00 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

stayed over at sis's house last night and the room that i slept was really comfortable.. haha.. woke up in the morning and went to amsterdam today for shopping.. i was so excited about the shopping spree.. but in the end, i only bought a few ear studs and nothing else anymore.. sai isn't it!! so angry la.. couldn't managed to see nice clothes and shoes.. otherwise can get daddy to pay for everything before they returned to singapore this saturday.. hope daddy will give me more money so that i can have more than enough to spend after they left.. cause someday after that i'll get my sis to bring me go shopping again.. haha.. but today was quite fun.. went to the red light district after we shopped around.. i remembered that i've been there when i came here at the age of 9.. my sis can still remember that the first time i went with them was with my hands covering my eyes to walk through the red light district cause those ladies are skimply dressed.. only bras and underwear.. heard from my sis that those ladies were being conned to go there to work.. they are not allowed to leave and their passport had been confiscated by the pimps to work as prositute.. isn't that very poor thing.. some of them were even at the ago of 40 plus i guess.. after that, went to the chinatown to eat at a chinese restaurant.. food there were quite nice.. then went to take the train home and jie fu picked us up from the station to send us back to the hotel.. gonna go to the xiao ren guo tml!! i love that place cause almost everything there is miniatured la!! haha.. yeah!! so excited about it whenever i think of tml!!
i want more shopping!! more shoes and clothes!!! =)

3:14:00 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007

just came back from a walk near the hotel.. went to supermarket with my parents and brother.. bought some stuffs and i was so shock when i saw my brother and papa buying 2 dozens of beer la.. cause i was helping my brother to open the bottle cap last night.. then i was thinking, if they bought the 2 dozens of beer... meaning.. i'm gonna use my teeth to help them open all the 24 bottles of beer la!!!!! this is so crazy la.. so i gave my brother a scolding then i asked him to buy the opener instead of asking me to open for them before all my teeth drop.. so my parents and him all burst into laguhter.. haha!! ended up they only bought 1 dozen i think.. although i have strong teeth.. but that's not the way to make use of them right.. haha.. gonna walk to sis's house later.. we gonna go somewhere like chinatown to buy those chinese food cause mummy is gonna cook at sis's house tonight.. =)

4:47:00 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

sorry people.. had been busying preparing for sis's wedding and only managed to have some time for myself at the moment.. hmmm.. the stay at the resort was really great.. other than those bugs bitting.. everything was great..
missing so many people in singapore..
everybody, please take great care of yourselves kz.. i'm really trying hard to call you people soon.. really..

11:31:00 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

first day arrived and i'm currently staying at the hotel now.. hmmm.. i like the hotel quite a lot cause it's real comfortable here.. weather for today is real chilling.. OMG!! but i like it.. like air con la!! muahahaha.. only been here for one day and i'm missing people in singapore already la.. i know this may sound real crazy but i'm really missing some people real loads.. 39 days..
just came back from dinner at the peking restaurant.. sort of buffet like, but you can just pick any food and get the chef to cook for you with sauces required.. gonna sleep early tonight cause i gotta wake up damn early tml.. gotta wake up at 6plus in the morning and setting off at 7.45am.. rather excited about it but by thinking of the 3hrs plus of car journey can just make me wanna faint la.. wouldn't be able to go online for the past 4 days cause i wouldn't be staying at the hotel, will be at the resort instead.. =) the hotel here provides free usage of internet.. but resort don't have.. so people, don't miss me too much.. sorry for not being able to give you guys any call yet cause i haven't buy the card.. but you guys can just give me a call to my handphone as it can get through if you don't mind calling la.. haha.. received honey's message today and i'm real happy over it la.. wonder if she received my reply or not.. also will be having difficulties to call anyone of you as i'll be staying over at the hotel for the time being until my parents and brother left.. after that, will be easier for me to contact you guys liao.. do take tonnes of care okie dokie.. i'll keep my blog updated as often as i can.. =)
time over here is 9 plus in the night but the sky is still as bright as around 4 plus 5 in the afternoon at singapore.. meaning the time at singapore now is 3 plus am.. haha.. i find myself so pro because i'm still not feeling sleepy.. probably because i had been falling asleep on the car for the whole day today.. couldn't sleep well on the plane cause was having running nose.. so irritated by my nose la.. sai!! but it was ok after i arrived.. slept on uncle kess's car when he was driving us to my sis's apartment.. once again i fell asleep when we were on the way out to fix sis's dress.. then came back, reached hotel. showered, after psping and poom.. off i went to sleep again.. haha!! can you guys imagine how tired i was.. =(
peeps!! i'm doing fine here, just that my mood will just go down whenever i think of you guys.. miss you people real lots!! bro!! i miss you la.. couldn't get the chance to talk to you online today.. only managed to talk to hui min and yi hua.. i've been wearing your watch for the whole day you know.. haha.. my sis was damn funny la, when she saw this watch, she was asking me why did i brought my clock out.. haha.. she finds this watch damn big for me la.. then my jie fu's parents also find my watch so big for me.. haha.. indeed it is AA enough.. but i like this watch eh.. also will miss you lohz.. OMG!! so gay!! haha..
take care everyone!!!!!

3:16:00 AM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

one more entry.. thanks people for all the wishes.. thanks honey and bro for sending me off too.. do take great care of yourselves while i'm away kz.. thanks cous for putting the effort to keep wanting to go to the airport later.. it's ok if you cannot make it later.. you xin jiu hao!! haha.. shall give you guys a call soon after i reached holland kz.. love you darlings!!!! =) setting off to airport soon!!

8:26:00 PM


my last entry before i'm off to the airport.. hmmm.. called you just now and.. ya.. everything turns out great.. we may sound so unfamiliar when we spoke over the phone just now.. but.. at least.. things weren't in sucha bad situation.. thanks for all the wishes and greetings.. at least i can leave without any unhappiness.. glad to know that everything is going on great for you.. jia you for your examinations!! shall phone you whenever i can, if not then we shall go according to our plan by going online kz.. =)
hope you are getting happier nowadays and do come to me if you ever need someone to talk to kz.. still here, never leave..
take care!!

8:15:00 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

happy birthday dearest cousTayWeiShan.. haha.. went to her house to surprise her last night with an qi, jo and carol.. the surprise was totally successful.. reached home at 3 plus i think.. luckily daddy and mummy didn't nag me about it.. otherwise, i'll die! ha!!! anyway, meeting them later and hope we'll have loads of fun later!! may you have an enjoying birthday today.. we'll make it memorable for you =)

1:48:00 PM