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what is my favourite song?
my blog song

when is my favourite day?
Friday

what is my favourite candy?
flexis candy

what is my favourite food?
food that mummy cooks

which is my favourite car?
red volkswagen beetle

what is my favourite cake?
tcc oreo cheesecake

what are my favourite colours?
Red, Black and Green

what is my favourite electronic game?
my red PSP


actually i got nothing to blog about.. haha! i just feel like blogging, that's all.. oh man! new block, new module is occupying a lot of my time again..

online shopping? anybody??


Omg la, i just finish readin sweet blog.
she so sweet la, she post a super long post for me,
& after i readin it, i nearly cry out la.
it so touch la(:
sweet abby tay szelee,
Thank you for everything!!
I love you man(:
You'r e most importat person in my life la(:
& i sure we will be friend forever till we die okay(:

sweet is so cute, she actually copied my whole entry and put it into her blog..
however, i'm doing the same thing as her.. =)


hello people.. i wake up already.. had 8 hours plus of sleep since i got home this morning.. i feel super refresh now.. haha..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAO PENG YOU FLORENCE CHENG AI SHI!

oh i should call her TEH CHENG AI SHI!! haha.. we came up with new names this morning after we left pub.. damn funny.. me, florence, angel and jetaime were laughing and talking like mad and definitely with no sense at all.. cause we gave each and everyone those super random and nonsensical names.. i swear it's funny.. hahaha..

yesterday, as usual, everyone was late.. 630 meet up became 730 till 8.. but birthday girl was late, so we cannot do anything.. hao peng you was the biggest last night you see.. haha.. went to Nihon Mura for dinner.. surprisingly we didn't ate a lot.. erm.. i think i should say they except for me.. haha..

trained down to boat quay and settled down after we found an ideal pub.. drank, took pictures, play, sing and ran about and finally it's all about the cake cutting session.. a few people's birthday fell on the same day as florence cause we like heard birthday songs thrice including ours..

went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat after most of them went off.. the craziness started after we had our fish and chips.. we started calling one another those no sense names.. like Retarded Ong Pei Xuan, Milo bin Seah Yi Ting, Teh Cheng Ai Shi, Barley Tay Sze Lee, Buddy Wong Wei Kang, Curry Thong Cai Wen and i forgot about kenrick's name.. all the names we gave were just super funny.. cause we were tearing and laughing non stop..

but i think the word bee eng came up with at Nihon Mura was the best joke of the day.. cause that word kept us laughing throughout the whole day.. i even got cramps on my stomach and cheeks.. seriously!! haha! then florence, angel, buddy and me took bus home and we all look super CUI after that cause we waited exactly an hour for the first bus..

all i can say is the celebration last night was really SUPERB!! everyone seems happy and had lots of fun.. thumbs up!!! love you guys! see you soon.. =)


if that's what the truth is then i got nothing much to say.. probaby you really meant what you said.. i got nothing to say if this is your choice.. i don't know how and i can't help you like i always do.. just wish you all the best.. but i do hope the truth isn't like this.. i'm trying to tell myself that you aren't like this.. you don't used to be like this and you don't have to be like this.. oh man.. please have a change in your mind..

caught dark knight with love and his friends at amk hub yesterday.. quite draggy cause i almost fell asleep during the movie.. and I GOT A LOT TO COMMENT ABOUT THE AIR CONDITION.. cold like mad la.. i was shivering though i had my cardigan on can.. omg!!


sometimes i wonder if we still have the telepathy after so long and so much.. somehow i feel that she still knows and able to sense how i'm feeling.. or maybe she just don't know and yet she just wanna put it that way.. well well well, i won anyway.. haha.. still friends, no hard feelings..

gonna start with my very journal last entry soon.. after that then i can go into my lala land.. =) it's friday, will be seeing love in the evening together with his friends at amk hub later.. (:
i've got something to say to love.. if nothing disastrous had happened 10 months ago, it will be our one year next month.. but i'm really happy that we're back together again even after so so long.. are you? the feeling for you have been for 1 year plus.. seems that we've been together for one year plus till now.. haha.. ok, i shall stop being sentimental.. otherwise love will be floating in the air when he reads this entry.. or he'll say that i'm being silly to have said all these..


had late dinner with sweet at geylang for frog leg porridge.. SUPER NICE! =) took a lot of pictures after our dinner.. from we sat down to rest until we got home by cab.. both of us were like so crazy cause we came up with many new faces to take.. but we still look very cute no matter how.. my sweet wore a long skirt today la! so feminine wor! haha.. sweet said she's gonna buy more such kinda skirt cause she wanna look more feminine.. like very wa.. haha.. send me the pictures soon ok.. i can't wait to edit them and post them up.. =)

like what love said, time flies..

sweet, are you thinking why am i writing such a long post? are you intending to stop reading after seeing such a long post? don't be lazy la.. COME ON sweet, continue reading.. you may be smiling retardedly at the monitor if you continue to read..

known sweet for a year plus already.. do you know that we took countless of pictures ever since we got closer? you filled my life with so many fun and happy moments.. though we do have disagreements at time, we are still as close.. probably it's only after i started schooling and you working then we tend to spend lesser time together.. sorry if i couldn't accompany you at times.. i know sometimes you just feel like slapping me for not wanting to join you to club.. but please don't hate me.. and don't you dare to imagine how i dance and laugh at me like you always do to others ah! otherwise i will post all of your super unglam pictures into friendster, my blog and even your blog.. i still remember your password ok.. cannot play cheat and change password also.. haha!! but you know i don't anyhow log into your account unless i got your permission right.. =D especially on monday, didn't let you know that i couldn't meet you because i was sick on that day.. you'll forgive me right?? =) and i know no matter how less time we spend nowadays will never affect this friendship.. but we still must meet up as often, just like the past ya.. i used to think we might as well live together cause we were like seeing each other everyday in the past.. haha.. i still remember i once said before, we are just like siblings because we used to shop at ntuc together with bro.. we always love to make a nuisance out of ourselves, always do those super random things together and we just assume as if we're in our own world.. we can just MIA together, get jealous over each other, cry and rant at each other every time.. anyway, thanks for always being by my side no matter what happens.. i'll be there for you like you always do ok.. count me in if you ever wanna perform any random stunts.. let's keep this friendship going and never end..
see, told you must read already right.. don't smile smile like a retard ah.. i know i know, you'll probably scold me cb or nehneh sai right.. you always like to scold me using these 2words.. but i know you still love me no matter what.. haha..
i love SWEET PAULINE KOH SI HUI.. =)


accompanied jay to tanjong pagar to collect his pay cheque.. i was super unwilling to go because i dressed super lok kok-ly to school today.. i thought i'll just head straight home after school.. but who knows people just happen to ask me out whenever i'm in my lok kok dressing.. omg!! had our lunch, chit chat and home we go.. so tired!
skipped the gym session due to my nehneh sai backache which has been aching for a week.. this week cannot eat too much cause i didn't exercise.. BUT! i still got cravings for pepper lunch.. haha..

and love said he'll buy me pepper lunch.. yeah!!

headache, weird stomach and sleepy abbytayszelee


skipped school today because of diarrhea attack last night.. omg!! this is the first time i felt so wobbly all over my body.. =( the pain was like killing me.. so decided to sleep all the way till early noon..
at least more work has been done today.. yeah!! left with a little bit more.. but this little bit more is really murdering a lot of my brain cells.. nehneh sai!

i'm still feeling wobbly until now.. omg!!

HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY (:
love you


not much work is done today.. not happy.. but what makes me happy was i spend my evening with love at his house today.. took bus home and something funny happened when i called mummy..

me: mummy ah, what are you doing?
mummy: what i'm doing ah, miss you leh..
me: i'm going home already, don't be so mushy la.. haha!!
mummy: haha!! you so cute, ask me this question, so i say i miss you ma..
me: then you wanna eat anything? i'm on the way home already..
mummy: eh... don't want la.. fattening leh.. i so old already, don't wanna eat too
much..
me: nevermind la, i still love you no matter how fat or old you've become..
mummy: don't want la, i miss you only.. so be home early hor..

my mummy is too cute already!! i love mummy.. she bought a necklace for me today.. already told her not to get it already cause i seldom wear.. but she still bought it in the end.. but after taking a look at it, i think the design is still not bad cause i quite like it.. i'll try to wear it as often as possible.. thanks mummy.. she's the best.. always tolerate my bad temper and always forgive me for showing her attitude everytime.. i'm learning to talk to her in a nicer way and trying not to shout at her without any reason.. I LOVE MUMMY!! =)


i think i agree with bee eng and miang.. more to miang than bee eng.. haha!

bee eng said that i still care about a friend of mine.. i'm not sure if she used the word a lot or not.. but somehow it's not as much as before.. i know my limits well.. i stop when i have to and i'll add on if there's a need to..
so yyq, if you ever said i still care a lot about that friend, stop insisting that i still care a lot about that friend ok.. i'm different now, i've changed.. don't you think so?? or you can't feel at all?? =)

like what miang said, at least i know how to protect myself compare to last time.. i don't always give in as much because i realised i put myself as priority now.. at least i don't make anyone puke blood or foam anymore.. haha.. at least i'm not a fool or stupid in anyone's eyes now..

i don't deny that i still care for that friend, but it's just because that person is my friend.. i care for all of my friends.. it's just the amount of concern i gave.. i used to treat that friend as priority.. but that person took me for granted, a lot of things happened and everything changes.. i really don't think i still care a lot for that friend and perhaps i'm not nice at all..

on another note, my honey seem to have gone missing cause i haven't seen her for quite some time already la.. i think AMOSLIMYH KIDNAPPED HER.. i'm gonna report to the police soon.. haha!
FELICIALIMYIHUA, I MISS YOU!! just when are we gonna meet up heh?? you always put me aeroplane and the aeroplane is going further and further away you know.. =(


chacha!! here i am.. been too tired yesterday after spending almost my whole day outside and therefore i didn't update..

17th June 2008, Thursday
got bee eng to accompany me to the library and went to chomp chomp for dinner.. i guess i'd had gained quite a lot of calories due to the fried oyster, carrot cake, hokkien mee and sugar cane juice we shared yesterday.. it's been so long since i last went.. the last time was with hui min and the second last time was with love which was like 1 year ago.. haha.. and we randomly stepped into k-garden after our fattening dinner.. this was our first time going k with only the 2 of us and we had so much fun..

18th June 2008, Friday
was too tired, fell asleep after i showered, slept all the way until the next morning.. and i was almost late for school again cause i didn't set alarm.. luckily i woke up by myself at 730.. prepared and tada!!!! i was on the dot.. lucky me!! =)
the film i watched for lesson today was nice, FIFTH ELEMENT.. SUPER COOL MOVIE.. went home and came out half an hour later.. found some tops that i like but i couldn't get them cause i was totally broke today.. OMG! sad like mad can!!! =(
it's friday today but me and love didn't meet up due to his friends and him having men's gathering at his house.. in the end 2 of his friends brought their girlfriends along.. he wanted to ask me along too but too bad i'm outside already.. i hope my love won't go dead drunk tonight cause i heard from him that they got 11 bottles of wine at his house now.. all the best to love.. =) i hope we'll be meeting tomorrow..
cravings for pepper lunch!


played hide and seek after school again.. it's just so tiring, some more the school is very big can.. though we only hide in design school.. it's still very big.. haha!


florence, bee eng and i brought our neo prints to hui wei(reminiscence) yesterday.. the 3 of us laughed like mad while we looked through those super super retarded and spend thrift neo prints.. the fashion sense we used to think we were very trendy, the hair style we thought we looked very chio and the pose we assumed they looked cute or cool..

we are glad that those were all in the past, at least we look so so so much better compare to the past.. i'm serious, i'm not the only one who thinks this way, can ask florence and bee eng if you don't believe.. haha!

i think i looked damn cui last time.. my dress sense, hairstyle (the one before bee eng brought me to the salon) and my super roundy face la!! bee eng was telling me yesterday, "lucky i brought you to the salon during that time, hahahahaha.." i was like, "yayaya, otherwise i cannot imagine how long would i change my hairstyle.."
thanks bee eng, all thanks to you, at least i don't look like a kampong kid after cutting my hair.. haha!

i miss my primary and secondary school days a lot.. i took bus 22 home this afternoon and the bus passed by a primary school, i saw a lot of kids running around in school.. they made me thought of the past, i used to love running around the school playing catching and all, standing by the pond trying so hard to touch the fish me and florence used to name it ourselves.. act as if we were the biggest in school though we were only prefects..

secondary too, those days when we always hanged out at so many different places with so so so many of us, as if we belong to some gang like that.. during our last year in mayflower, we got called up to stand in front during assembly.. and were being punished to run around the parade square which was the size of 3 basketball courts by mr prem because we scolded a super irritating teacher at KFC.. she still said that she wouldn't complain to the school but she still did in the end.. i still remember i just went to meet them to collect my homework as i was absent for school on that day.. but was being called up too because i was present.. haha.. used to run around the school to help out my teachers and gotta go down to call them up if they haven't come in after 15 minutes as i was a chairperson in the past.. and so so so many memories la.. the canteen mixed vegetable store we almost ate everyday.. haha..

those basketball days also, go to ying hui's house so often as if that is our house like that.. always play taupok on ying hui's bed.. so fun!


i think i'm old already.. haha.. i enjoy those days but i also love my current life now.. cause i have dearest friends, family and love with me.. =)


went for prata at jalan kayu with cousin this evening.. and we finally meet up after the last drinking session with the 2 hm which was like around one month plus ago.. updated each other a lot, cause we didn't stop talking ever since we meet up.. this prata session made me need to do a lot a lot of work out at the gym tomorrow.. shared a huge piece of mushroom cheese prata, rojak, egg prata and ice milo.. OMG!! i wonder how much calories had i gained.. i need to burn them out tomorrow.. run, sit up and many many more..

improvement shown last week.. spend lesser time outside, more work had been done, much more private space for myself and didn't feel that tired anymore.. =)
cause i slept quite a lot last week.. at least more than the past few weeks.. abbytayszelee keep it up man..

anyway, runny nose had recovered after taking panadols and pills for flu on saturday night.. i kept on sneezing and sneezing for the past 2 days, all thanks to the pills i took.. i'm ok already.. but i still feel nauseous until now.. OMG!!





went out with mummy in the afternoon and meet up with sweet for steamboat at night.. my stomach is so bloated with all kinds of food and i'm super duper full now.. FULL LIKE MAD! initially didn't wanna go home that early but we just got no where to go so went home in the end.. although it was only a short meet up, me and sweet took quite a bit of pictures.. yeah!! finally got new pictures to upload.. i need more new pictures to spice up my blog.. otherwise it's getting more and more boring.. my phone needs new pictures too!! =)


another good girl day cause i'm home as early as 2pm! =)

me and classmates were like playing hide and seek in school just now.. not fun but funny.. haha.. actually i felt bad but i'm scared la.. at least i didn't lie, when i said, i'm going home, byebye.. i really headed home.. ha!
yeah.. monday's off!

tomorrow morning shall be my final theory test and yet i only read half of the book now.. i think tomorrow sure cui one.. but it will be a waste of money if i don't turn up tomorrow.. i think i shall just study and see how much i can finish.. it all depends on destiny tomorrow.. don't wish me luck.. cause i got this strong feeling that i wouldn't pass, i'm unlike others who can pass so luckily though they didn't touch a bit on the book.. but i'll call for celebration if i can really be so heng to pass the test tomorrow.. haha..


love ask me to join him to genting.. initially was during the september but he just confirmed that it is on the 25th august.. too bad, i can't join him because i'm still having school during that week.. but it's ok, we'll have many chances in future..

i've been dreaming of very weird things recently.. like dreaming of some people who are my friends' friends and they are those who don't appear in my life anymore.. dreaming of some weird incidents which made me feel so retarded.. haha!!

i haven't been in contact with basketball for very long time.. probably the last time was the day i last went for the home united training.. i miss playing basketball with my basketballers.. i don't even know when should the gathering be held on.. like so difficult la..

i almost missed my stop because of my overslept habit again.. lucky i woke up on time and somebody also alighted at the same stop.. otherwise i'm gonna u-turn back which is something i hate to do and it will be so super embarrassing!!
been so wanting to stay home nowadays.. did i change??
haha..


i broke my own promise.. however, i'm really trying hard to keep my words.. i don't need anyone to believe in me but i just need someone who can control me..

love is sweet..
i'm glad to have him with me.. (:

i need to sleep early tonight.. my battery is running super low now.. cause i haven't been sleeping enough for the past few days.. i also need to start saving money starting from this week.. my allowance is running out very fast nowadays which is a really bad sign!! oh man! i'm broke like mad..

love my home..
love my bed..
love my love..


sleepy me overslept today.. was supposed to meet love and his friends to town in the early afternoon but i overslept till 230.. =( so love suggested to meet me at junction 8 after accompanying his friends.. it's either my phone got problem or the receiving of messages got problem cause love texted and said to meet 530 at amk train station but i didn't receive.. called him at exactly 530 then we know there was communication break down.. went to town and wanted to watch hancock, but time slot wasn't available for us.. caught the strangers and i swear it was the most stupid movie of all i had watched.. nonono, i should say the movie is totally CUI TO THE MAX, CUI LIKE MAD!!!! me and love was damn disappointed by the movie.. waited for sweet and bro to come and had hong kong cafe.. love and sweet went off while i accompanied bro to find dumbarse.. went to another pub to find bee eng they all and headed home after that.. i should be sleeping at this time but i couldn't sleep.. stupid headache is acting up again! omg!! =( i need panadol i guess..

look through sis's and brother-in-law's photos.. omg!! the photos seem so professionally taken and i really like some of them, especially the skies.. sis's hairstyle looks great on her too!! vincent seem to look a little different.. but you guys are so cool!! haha..

i wanna compliment my love today.. he's superb la!! thanks for everything boy!
love you.. (:


so so so many things happened within a day, FRIDAY.. but they are all happy happenings.. =) let me start with the most happy one..

first,
sweet gave me the idea of using her as my work to successfully finish up my assignment on a young working adult.. the moment this assignment was given to us, i thought of her!! i was rather happy with the way i presented my work to my lecturer and class.. got complimented too!! everything just starts coming in the moment i start.. i hope i'll do well though it only takes up 10%.. but it's all my hardwork and effort.. thank you sweet!!!! =)

second,
the time is 2.18am now.. yes, i just got home some time ago from love's house.. dined at ikea, MEATBALLS AND SALMON! thumbs up.. been having craving for meatballs recently and i managed to eat it in the evening.. haha! shopped around ikea cause love and his friends need to get some stuffs for home.. ikea at tampines was packed like mad!! only managed to get back to his house by 11 when we had actually spent 3hours at ikea.. reached his house and caught another movie.. finished the movie and sat down there to chit chat for a while before i headed home..

third,
went back to transmark this afternoon.. everyone was so excited to see me.. haha.. i didn't hint hint that i'm too loveable ok.. erhem!! haha!! as usual, they kept asking me when will i be reporting for work again, treat me like a little kid and chin chin and ong kept asking me to do the certificates.. i only got vague ideas on how to do the certificates.. haha.. happy to have paid them a visit today.. they are still missed and still as loveable as before..

all the meet up plans with darlings just keep changing and changing every hour during this afternoon.. wanted to have steamboat together, but it's either bro and dumbarse couldn't make it, honey couldn't confirm or love didn't want to.. i supposed sweet was the most disappointed one.. sorry sweet.. i wanna steamboat some day too.. we shall go another day ok.. =)

ANDANDANDANDAND, me and love are finally going out to town instead of staying at his house watching movies every week.. haha!

i'm super tired now and i need to get some sleep.. i hope we'll be train and bus free tomorrow.. good night people!!


it's the work on assignment day today therefore i need not attend school today.. so happy.. haha! woke up near 2 just now.. which means i'm like only awake around an hour ago..
yesterday, wanted to go back home first before i met up with the 4 seniors.. but accompanied jessica to shop around and i myself also wanna get a cap.. it was my first time sleeping in school yesterday.. don't know what's wrong with me, just feel so tired like mad.. met up with the girls for dinner and i bought my pencil case!! haha.. happy like mad can.. cause i've been wanting to get a new pencil case as my previous one was too big for me.. went to fountain to chit chat when we were done with our shopping.. bro called and i went to meet him and dumbarse after the session with the girls.. manage to reached home at around 2 plus, was texting darlings till 3 near 4 and i fell asleep.. i'm supposed to get up at 1230 to do my work but just too tired.. only got up at 2..

yesterday was the second time my phone died on me for so so so many hours.. if i'm not wrong, my phone was like dead for 12 hours plus.. so sad for me can.. from noon 2pm till 2am plus.. that was the period of time when i'll be so busy using my phone la.. stupid me for not bringing the charger to school.. stupid bad hair day yesterday also.. my hair was like cui!!!!

sooner or later i'm gonna come up with a shopping list already.. but it will be the time when i got the money to shop.. ha!

oh ya oh ya! TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!! YEAH!! i'm gonna be seeing love tomorrow.. provided we have somewhere and something to do.. haha! =)


my headache is acting up again.. exploding like mad!! i need to drink more water!!!!!!!
i'm ok now.. =)
i feel so sleepy now but i wanna do some work before i nap later in case i got no time and energy to do tonight.. abbytayszelee, move your hands and start your brain working can please..