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someone just told me he likes me.. i didn't know how to react and therefore i shoo and signed out from msn straightaway.. so sudden and so don't know how to react.. i think he's out of his mind.. crazy fella.. haha!!
in fact, i still missyou and likeyou like ialwaysdo..


chacha!!!
ok, i'm in a super duper good mood today.. =) went shopping with mummy from town to marina square.. wanted to accompany melissa in the noon time but just didn't have enough time and so decided to forget it.. sorry mel! =) so went to town and i was shocked to have spent quite a lot.. BUT, all those items i bought are still within my calculated budget.. which is what i'm most proud of.. cause i seldom can spend within my budget.. and i think i still can spend a little bit more.. probably, i shall go shopping again next week.. went to marina square and decided to see if bee is working today.. surprisingly me and mummy managed to find her.. waited for her to knock off while i was looking around the area.. had mac for dinner and took 162 home.. an accident sort of happened on our way to newton.. the bus driver jammed brake so suddenly that everyone got a shock la.. bee eng almost flew can.. scare me lohz! and i think my neck had a sprained or something cause not long after the brake, i felt that my neck was a little weird.. like not smooth leh.. till now, still feeling a little pain.. nehneh sai! mummy was damn funny, she said "if really pain, then better claim from sbs, made them compensate you 5 million for medical fee.." i was like "what??!! you think my neck is president's neck is it?" haha..

but overall, i'm happy today!!!! =)


sweet,
thanks for always tolerating me in whatever i do.. always standing by me..
don't worry, i didn't think that way..
cause i know we are both way too noisy and therefore we'll have lots to update when we meet up like we always do.. =)
i'm ok, at least i'm not up to the state of fainting or dying.. ha!
last seen, was on the 8th march.. i guess we really gotta fix a date to meet up ASAP..

oh ya, i miss 505's SAMBAL PRAWN RICE!


this is for cun fang,
thanks for all of your encouragement.. i was very happy to see you writing your personal message for me.. perhaps i'd disappoint you or even made you angry.. sorry for all the trouble caused.. anyway, get well soon..


JUST WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!
the moment i thought of it makes me feel so irritated, fed up, troubled and angry with myself..
=(
arhHHhhHh!!! was still happily working just now.. but the minute i knocked off, everything comes rushing in like traffic jam like that.. nehneh sai!!! =(
didn't meet up with sweet just now cause i was too tired.. partially was also because i was too troubled and so i decided to spend some time alone.. sorry sweet..

i don't really care if i ever lose to anyone, but this time i guess i lost to myself..

not happy. my tears may come bursting out anytime.
i need some quiet moment.
some time alone.


maybe i'm really not cut out for basketball.. talked to sis and maybe i should consider trying out other stuffs.. and what's the most important is i just gotta stay focus in my studies first before anything else.. what's more is that mummy has always disagree in me joining basketball.. cause she finds that this sport ain't for girls and i'm always injured and there are pains all over my whole body.. but, of course i disagree cause there are many girls out there who are so in love in basketball and it's really difficult for people who take part in sports to not get hurt.. unless they put on armour or something to fully protect themselves.. haha.. i've been into basketball for 7 years, maybe it's time for me to not let mummy worry anymore..
actually, i feel much much better after the conversation with sis.. =) thanks! at least i feel relieved..

oh ya, edward is a super nice guy can.. HE'S THE MAN! he bought me eclipse cause he ate mine almost everyday.. so sweet of him la! but, don't misunderstand, edward is a man in his forty plus i guess.. shall take a picture with him before i leave transmark and post it up to show you people who is EDWARD.. =)


i was angry yesterday.. cause we already don't have much time to meet up as often.. yet, you didn't even tell me until i texted you myself.. i was disappointed and sort of unhappy.. didn't know what to say and therefore i didn't continue to message with you.. thought you wouldn't bother until i read your blog just now..
ok, you are forgiven..
so next time you are not allow to put me aeroplane anymore.. promise??
otherwise ........

no matter what, still love you la! =)
when are we gonna meet?


moodless today.. though i still can smile and joke with my colleagues a little..
i guess i really need some time to think if i should continue.. i should find out if i have the commitment in it.. otherwise i can really forget it.. but what if i have the commitment, just that i lack of something and i need to overcome my phobia.. no matter what, i just need to get this right..


to my ever dearest sweet,
i'm sorry for being so busy this week.. i swear it's only for this week.. i know we haven't been meeting nowadays and probably you are angry with me at the moment.. but i promised you that we'll try to meet up more often during this coming week ok.. sorry to have made you feel neglected or unhappy.. it's my bad..
and i'll take great care of myself during the basketball training..

• will try not to get injured or anything.. (actually it's not easy to not get injured cause afterall it's a sport having so many people involve in it.. but i'll try..)
• will have more rest when i'm tired..
• will put on those medication plaster when i'm having sores and aches..
• will apply medication when i have blisters or wounds
• will drink loads of water to prevent myself from dehydration..

so don't worry ok, i can take care of myself and somehow i didn't know how to tell you that i had a hard time during the training session.. it's only for once and i'm already feeling so .....

millions of misses and loves! =)

i'm blessed to have you as my friend.. you are always so sweet and nice to me.. thanks my friend.. you are one of those who treats me so super nice.. that entry of yours made me tear you know.. so touched la! i love paulinekohsihui!!! one of my sweetest, greatest, bestest friend!! =)

went for the basketball training today.. the training was indeed very tough la.. i was so so super tired after the training ended.. i wasn't used to the training at all..
at some point of time i think that maybe i ain't suitable to stay on in this sport anymore..


say yeah to tomorrow's Good Friday.. =) been staying out too much during this week.. busy busy busy..
went to get kenrick's birthday present on monday..
tuesday, meet up with 8 of them for kenrick's belated birthday celebration.. stayed out till 6 in the morning and bus home from tampines.. i realised i really assume i'm a supergirl.. got home wash up and head straight to work.. what makes me "fen nu"(angry) was, i fell asleep immediately when i got onto the train.. woke up and realised i missed the stop.. so got down the train and took the opposite train back.. went to work and i was so so super sleepy.. i can just fell asleep unknowningly when i was at my desk.. after work, went to bugis with bee eng to exchanged the shirt for kenrick..
today, still feel so sleepy though i managed to sleep for 6 hours.. AND FINALLY I CAUGHT STEP UP 2!!! muahahaha!! with miang, florence and bee eng at amk hub.. super happy and i'm even more tempted to get the soundtrack of the movie.. =)
actually i was supposed to go shopping with chin chin and ong this evening.. but they didn't confirm if we'll still be going out after work and so i decided to meet florence and all.. was feeling a little... for not meeting the 2 of them but still i didn't regret.. cause we managed to watch the movie together..

TOMORROW! QUEENSWAY! =)
my whole week is packed!!

school i starting soon.. i just couldn't bear to leave transmark! really can't..


haven't been meeting my sweet for so long.. all because of me the busy busy one.. spent my last weekend with melissa, hon, florence, sin yee, angel, miang and cousin.. but just didn't have the time for sweet.. i miss you SWEET! hope to be able to meet up with you this week! =)


oh man oh man oh man!! i so feel like catching STEP UP 2 THE STREET! so feel like getting THE SOUNDTRACK OF STEP UP 2 THE STREET!! i'm like on drugs like that.. so addictive to STEP UP 2 THE STREET!


met up with melissa this afternoon to accompany her to study at kfc.. hasn't seen her for some time and we still have plenty to talk about.. just couldn't stop talking all the way.. haha.. anyway, she studied till 4 plus and we decided to leave and went to amk hub to walk around.. bought some stuffs for our movie in the evening.. until 5 plus, left and headed to junction 8.. got the tickets and walked around at the same time.. bought some stuffs and it was time for movie.. caught Horton.. haha.. quite a nice movie la.. rather funny i should say.. both of us just kept on laughing throughout the whole movie.. so after the movie, took train to yck with her and decided to look for florence and the rest.. called them and they were still at amk central.. so took bus 162 and alighted at central and we walked around a little and went to mac for chit chat session again.. we always seem to have a never ending chit chat session everytime we meet up.. haha.. it was 11 and we decided to go home after that.. while me and florence were walking to amk hub, saw SECRETARY TAN SIAO TONG!! she was waving at us from the coffeeshop and so we walked over there.. i was just thinking why we haven't bump into each other for so long and we finally bumped into each just now.. haha.. secretary, don't always stay out late la! school holiday gonna end already still stay out so late.. pai kia lohz you.. anyway, happy to have seen you just now.. take care! =)
didn't go for the basketball training today.. cause i decided to attend the training next week.. yeah, next friday is a public holiday and we gonna head to queensway to get our basketball shoes.. ohahaha!! me and melissa were looking around at worldofsports just now and we both saw a nike green water bottle.. got super attracted to it la!! i think it may be cheaper selling at queensway.. therefore i'm deemed to get one since i don't have a proper water bottle of my own.. =)
i enjoy spending this weekends of mine.. cause i managed to split my time and spend with different groups of friends.. how i wish i can do this everytime.. but i know it's a little impossible.. i'm busy yet happy!! =)


i have quite a lot to blog about.. first thing, yesterday evening, i received a phone call from bee eng telling me that bro was hospitalised.. so i went to tts to look for him.. saw bro lying on the bed and his face was like totally so swollen la.. he said his face was even was before he came to the hospital.. the swell was due to the infection on his teeth.. so poor thing can.. but he was discharged last night after we left.. BRO, GET WELL SOON! =)
went back to amk to meet up with miang and florence.. and i finally had my beehoon! haha.. so super happy yesterday.. sat at the smaller s11 to chit chat.. and i saw daphne again!!!! we used to bumped into each other for once when she was still with her super long hair that made her look so pretty and feminine.. i still remember that we both still can identity each other.. had a short chat and we left.. bumped into her on the train the second time after quite some time later.. she was with her short hair and a piercing on her lips.. still as feminine looking but in a different way.. third time last night.. i almost couldn't recognised her.. she has totally changed.. i don't know if i should say she's shuai or pretty.. BUT!! she was indeed attractive la!! she was with her girlfriend i think.. cause they were behaving intimately all the while.. i was rather shocked because of the changes i see in her.. well, i know it's rather common nowadays but i just couldn't accept the fact about her changes.. especially it's her.. i know it's nothing wrong and of course maybe i shouldn't speak in this way.. it was so dumb of me to have paid attention to her ever since she sat opposite me.. i just couldn't stop bringing my eyes to her.. i guess she also noticed me looking at her but she didn't really bother.. or maybe she finds me familiar looking.. intend to approach her to say bye to her but i was afraid of embarrassment if she couldn't remember me anymore.. since we already lost contact for so long.. well, it was great to have seen her last night though she couldn't recognised me.. take care my friend =)

i was rather pressurised about joining my juniors in home united basketball team.. i sort of felt uncomfortable about it.. perhaps i'm rather worried that i can't adapt to the new environment if i really joined the team.. it was actually all for the sake of wanting to train and build up my stamina in order to get into the basketball team in my school.. i'm still interested in basketball and i'm so wanting to really show some improvement in it.. but because i didn't have the time to do it and therefore my juniors got me to join them in that team.. so in order to at least let myself adapt to the coach for next saturday's training.. cf suggested to ask her along on next friday to go to queensway with us.. i need a new basketball shoes cause mine had worn out.. i hope i'll get use to it as soon as possible..

who says i can't do it? i believe i can!


it's my lunch time break now but we didn't go out to eat and got melvin to pack food for us instead.. and it's raining again!! this is like nehneh sai can! i guess the monsoon season is back again?? anyway, knocked off late yesterday.. only managed to go off at 6.30pm due to some urgent certificates which needed to be done immediately.. in the end i also couldn't finish doing the certificates due to some problems with the heat number.. so went off by myself without chin chin and ong 's company.. =( took bus home yesterday! 927 to the zoo,138 to amk hub and 261 home.. not really in the rush to go home nowadays.. don't know why.. =) but still i prefer to head home after work.. cause mummy hasn't been feeling well nowadays.. get well soon mummy!!!! muacks!
today is the 13th march 2008.. oh man.. left with one more month at transmark before my contract ends.. i swear that i'm so gonna miss each and everyone of them!


sweet gave me a call while i'm working now.. she hanged the phone when she told me about her blog.. when i was about to read up, she insist on hanging.. now then i know why..
she's making me so emotional and sentimental now la.. OMG!! my mood just dropped all the way from 66th floor all the way to the very ground floor.. maybe i shouldn't have post that pictures of entry.. hon and sweet made me so upset when they talked to me about that entry..
seriously i don't know who else who were in the pictures still read my blog.. i'm just someone who couldn't keep such things to myself and i just gotta blog it out.. i miss everything we used to be doing.. miss the fun and laughter so much that sometimes i just feel like tearing.. like what sweet said, because of certain misunderstandings, we seem to have drfited so far apart.. so far that i couldn't see anymore.. everything has totally changed..
why couldn't we turn back the time.. are we destined to end up this way.. or are we all just avoiding from these problems..
ok, i know i'm weak





i'm finally done with my enrollment stuffs.. all i need to do is just to wait for another letter in 2 or 3 weeks time if i'm not wrong..
anyway, work has been rather boring nowadays.. shi fu-s are all busy with projects and they have no time to assign work to me.. AND!! the traffic jam is getting from bad to worst.. i guess i'll need to take the opposite route to go home.. which means i'll have to travel more and take up longer time to get home.. this is like nehneh sai la!!
my last weekends were rather fruitfully spent.. bought my fossil watch and i'm super happy over it.. kbox with sweet too! =) i guess i'm only left with a handbag to get.. but i'm still considering only when i have the money to afford it.. otherwise i can simply forget about it..