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double happiness today =)
didn't turn up for work as i went for my basic theory test today.. I FINALLY PASSED CAN! at least i still can face my colleagues like JENNI, chin chin, ong and my manager dominic tomorrow.. cause only they knew that i went for the test today.. but too bad, couldn't share my happiness with JENNI, she's flying to paris and another place for sales conference tomorrow.. will only be back on mid march.. also have the courage to face soo gim mummy and daddy already.. haha!! after the test, went to register for the final theory test and i bumped into jia xu.. i bumped into so many people today can.. took the test with my primary classmate, kai ling then when i was leaving, saw stephanie, another primary school classmate of mine too.. so we chatted with jia xu for a while and went off cause i had an apointment for my hair cut at 5.. and yeah! though my hair didn't show much difference, but i can feel that my hair is lighter.. haha! happy!!

happy birthday to you.. 21 this year.. officially a grown up i guess.. may you have a nice day today.. take care


super duper good mood today! even cynthia shi fu noticed me la.. haha.. i had been humming and singing throughout the whole day wherever i went.. don't know why.. i'm just happy!!! =)


yeah!
lousy mood went off yesterday!!
today, not bad..
still feeling alright..
i'm getting there..
cheers!!! =)


i guess i'm learning good.. work has indeed kept me occupied.. i'm getting better and i gotta continue being like this..
perhaps, i'm moving on..
i'm getting on good terms with all of my colleagues.. getting better and better man! revealing the naughty me day by day.. haha!


cynthia shi fu said i'm a "xiao mi hu".. haha.. sometimes i just have to admit, i'm rather blur at times.. but just a little bit ma.. she'll be on leave till this friday or even next monday.. i'll miss her!! =) oh man! i hope sze chin shi fu will have stuffs for me to do.. i don't wanna rot my day out..
anyway, went to Gui Ling restaurant for lao yu sheng.. thought we'll only be having that but who knows the company treat us to this sumptous meal during lunch time.. had abalone, shark fin, seafood and desserts.. lunch for today was damn fulling la.. but we were all happy.. haha.. so mr cher drove us back to the office and i witness something damn funny.. i was on my way down to the toilet when i was back from lunch.. so i took the stairs nearer to the toilet and i saw one of my colleagues from the warehouse.. i didn't know who is he and so i didn't bother to say hello.. but i noticed him cause he kept looking at me when he was walking down the stairs to the warehouse.. i didn't know what caught his attention and his next move was damn funny.. he didn't realised he was walking near to the wall and he just bumped onto it and he also spilled his cup of coffee.. i quickly walked away to the toilet and i just couldn't stop laughing.. i was laughing silently cause i just couldn't control.. you'll only know how funny he was when you witness the whole thing.. haha! therefore i went back to my seat and told ong about it.. we both burst into laughter can.. luckily i couldn't recognised him, otherwise i would have burst out laughing at him if i see him in future..


i'm being posted to TEMASEK POLY, PRODUCT & INDUSTRIAL DESIGN!! omg! i can't believe it la.. it's actually my third choice and i quite like this course.. hohoho!! on the other hand, if i'm going to tp, i'll be seeing some of my beloved juniors la!! this sounds so great can.. will be seeing them again in the same school.. i'm still considering if i should or not..
i thought i'll be able to get back to sleep after knowing the posting result.. but!! i can't sleep anymore.. just ended conversation with yinghui just now.. gonna get prepare for work later.. =) woohoo!!


caught ah long pte ltd with baobei this evening.. hmmm, the movie was still ok.. but it was indeed rather funny.. the way mark lee speaks, he's totally like a malaysian la.. haha.. bus-ed home after the movie.. posting of school will be known tomorrow and therefore i'm gonna take a half day off.. shall see how's my fate and all.. oh my, i haven't do up the application for the interview at lasalle.. i must quickly do up within this week..
tired! gotta go! nights everyone!! =)


ME, abbytayszelee,
promise to put in as much effort
try not to let you feel neglected anymore
love you like how i used to
give you more phonecalls
try to take more initiative to meet up with you
sort out more of my time to spend with you

thanks for not giving up on me.. this time round, i believe we can work things out better than the few previous time.. cause i have the DETERMINATION! trust me.. we'll work hand in hand together.. we'll not give up on our friendship.. we've been through so much and it's been for years.. ilovehon, my dearest bestie! =)
thanks and i'm sorry..





went town for shopping yesterday.. bought myself an esprit shirt and i like it man.. the very first kinda blue top i'd bought.. bought mummy a lipstick too.. =) had the time to look around and see if i can buy anything else for the family but just didn't have enough money.. haha.. brought too less and i'm gonna continue after i've got my pay.. so went to collect my watch and had nothing to do.. intend to check out the price to redo my tattoo but the prices are way too much.. so decided to get it done someday at peninsula.. bus-ed back to amk for pool and met up with doris to collect yyq's shoes.. went for our supper at the prata house after that.. saw mei kew, bill-ed and went to a void deck to chit chat with her.. around 1 plus, mk gotta go and so we headed to the playground where it's opposite bee's house.. sat there to talk till 4 plus and went off due to bee gotta work today.. so doris stayed over at my house instead of walking home alone.. slept at 5 plus and woke up at 2 in the afternoon.. sweet called and we decided to go to junction 8 for a walk at 4.30pm.. yangyang tagged along and we went to pasta mania for dinner.. sweet wanted to get yangyang the lion dance head cause yangyang wants yet he's afraid of it.. how cute is he la.. haha! so train-ed to sembawang and got the lion dance head for him.. walked around a little and we went back home..
it's another monday tomorrow.. i hope i'll have stuffs to do when i'm at work, otherwise i'll rot down there.. haha..


know what, i hope nothing changes between us.. lesser phonecalls and even lesser meet ups nowadays.. the last time i seen you was on my birthday.. perhaps it's pointless to have mention how much i miss you and those super close days we had together in the past.. but i just hope nothing changes.. you are still the bestie i've ever had.. probably i was the one who made things turned out this way.. but neither do i know what i can do to make things better.. we said to meet up soon after your major exams.. but till now, we didn't even meet up for once.. and we always said to call back after hanging up.. yet we always didn't call back.. maybe you may think that nothing is wrong about us being like this.. but truthfully, this meant a lot to me.. i don't know how to put it and neither do i know how to salvage it.. i hope you know that i meant every word i said.. my bestie, i said i never wanna lose you for the second time.. cause i really treasure you a lot.. maybe i don't show it cause i have some problem expressing myself.. everytime when i have so much to tell you, i thought i'll said them all when we were on the phone.. but i'm always lost for words each time we sound like strangers.. well, what i can say is just hope that you are doing fine nowadays and do take care ya.. whatever happens, you can always give me a call when you need someone to talk to.. i've never left and always here.. =) love you bestie!


gonna spend my wonderful saturday with yyq today.. meeting her 4.30pm at town.. gonna go shopping and collect my fossil watch which had been sent for servicing for some time.. =) may the ang bao money be enough for me to shop cause i took a little bit from there.. on the other hand i'm waiting for my pay day.. it's either next week or the week after.. say yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh to pay day!! cause i guess i'd worked more hours for the past 2 weeks.. so gonna be paid more! hehe!!!
why should my weekends be spent at home.. i should be staying out late with my friends.. i haven't been drinking ever since after my birthday.. got so tired that day man.. all because tonghuimin made me drunk me.. i miss those drinking days at boat quay with bro and sweet.. haha.. but i don't have the time and money to do it.. i would rather spend the money on shopping la..
i've got more choices of movies that i wanna watch.. CJ7, ah long pte ltd and p.s i love you.. =)


i guess i'm tired..
i need a break to let me sort things through and settle myself down a little..
i can't continue being like this.. this hurts and there's no way i can stop it..


oh my oh my!! throughout the whole 1 or probably 2 hours i'd been doing nothing.. sat down here and was browsing through some files inside the computer.. so bored today la.. done what i got to do and now my shi fu-s are all busy with their work.. oh man! i'm so free can.. i don't like having nothing to do cause time is moving so slowly can.. i wanna get busy!


i wanna go shopping.. i wanna spend some money to get some stuffs.. but i know i can't afford them.. haha!! i just wanna feel the greatness of having been able to shop around.. oh my oh my! horrible..
my psp dropped dead that day.. i dropped it real hard on the ground.. the screen was like.. half seen, half unseen.. actually is 3/4 of the screen unseen la.. so my eldest cousin initiated to get it fixed for me.. my brother is gonna settle the bill for me.. haha!! yeah!! at least i can use my ang bao money to get my own stuffs.. =) probably gonna use partially of it to get each and everyone in the family something.. let them feel that they are being loved by me!! =)
baby, ily, cbtmykinyalal
happy valentines day to those who are attached.. for me, i'm gonna spend my valentines day in the office tomorrow.. or maybe i should work overtime so that time can passed faster.. haha..
actually i'm counted as attached.. cause i'm attached to my yi ye qing and nu peng you!! haha.. these still counted can!!
many many love to darlings and friends!! =)
i wanna catch P.S I love you!


wo ye xu yao ren teng, xu yao ren ai, xu yao ren guan xin..
wo xi huan sa jiao..
jiu suan bie ren dou jue de wo you zhi, wo ye bu guan..
yin wei sa jiao er bei ren teng de na zhong gan jue zhen de hen hao..
you shi hou, sa sa jiao ye wei bi shi jian huai shi..
dan wo zai mou xie shi hou zhen de jiu xiang ge xiao hai yi yang..
valentine's coming
you ren shuo wo shi ge sha gua.. wo jiu shi ge sha gua..


perhaps i'm getting to like my job more and more as days go by.. though sometimes it can be rather boring when i have nothing to do.. still what i enjoyed most is the environment i'm in.. i don't like the office politics happening round the office but that is actually the most unavoidable.. anyway, i like my colleagues, my shifu-s, JENNI, ong, chin chin, ji xiang, yok mee, ronald, david, uncle chang, eric, melvin, aunty, jane khoo, grace and most importantly is the secretary janet.. she's the one who always talks to me whenever i'm bored.. she keeps me occupied.. talk to me, complain to me and what entertains me the most is that she always lodge complain to some companies who "stepped on her tail".. sometimes those people do deserve some scoldings from her, i agree.. haha.. my colleagues are all very nice people though they still treat me like a little girl.. i know i'm the youngest but not as tiny as how they imagined la.. but, it's great being doted by them.. =) they don't blame me if i did some thing wrong, they don't show me faces if i didn't get things done correctly, they'll talk to me and try to accommodate me due to the generation gap i have with them.. they are patient to me, they teach me everything, they get me to learn, they talk to me nicely, gently and lovely.. =) the nicest thing is, they always smile at me just like how i smile at them when i see anyone in the office.. it's tiring to have been working for 5 days per week from 9am to 6 in the evening.. but, however tired i am, i'll always turn up for work and not missed a single day unless i have some valid reasons.. i like to listen to my colleagues complaining and gossiping during our lunch break.. sometimes they really expressed themselves in a hilarious way.. the way they talk, they way they react and the way they expressed.. i'm also used to walking up and down the hill now.. used to taking the stairs everyday.. not tiring yet panting away everytime i walked up.. cause the slope is quite steep you see.. haha.. i love my job and if i need not school, i will wanna continue to work with them.. i love my colleagues man!


went to my papa's side yesterday.. AND I REALISED I'M ALREADY COUNTED AS VERY OLD ALREADY LA! i'm actually the third generation in the family and initially i thought i'm one of those rather young generations.. but until yesterday then i realised there already is a fourth generation in that family and mummy said the baby girl should greet me as "lao yi" or something de la.. this sounds super duper old can.. even a cute little baby boy who is around 18 months old is my nephew or something is already the uncle of the baby girl la.. this could be rather common for this century.. but to me, i'm still not quite used to being greeted as some super oldish name man.. still, i love those babies in the family whether they are from mummy's side or papa's side.. they are just so lovely.. people will always tell me, give birth to one la.. then i will always answer them.. "you think so easy meh? you thought it's like laying eggs huh? wanna give birth means can give birth de meh?" i also wish i can give birth to one since i love babies so much.. but too bad, i'm still single and i still don't wanna be a man's wife or children's mummy yet.. i still wanna enjoy my life and do things i like.. =)
nian qing jiu shi ben qian.. =)


and now then i know i'm probably just those who needs some serious scolding to wake me up.. i know i'm just a dumb dumb to have did such thing.. but, like i said, i'm just one of those dumb dumb.. forgive me for being like this.. i don't know how to change for the better.. wish you a happy chinese new year..just like how i never wanna wake up from my mind..
no good feeling till now though it's ang bao day starting from tomorrow onwards.. but i'm still excited about it cause i'll have new clothes to wear.. from head to toe.. =)
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR everyone!!


nehneh sai.. fever, shivers, running nose, cough, stomachache, headache, sores and pains all over my whole body.. i'm down with gastri flu.. just recovered from my cold and on the following day i was down with gastric flu again.. had been resting a lot at home for the past few days.. took my meals, medicine and poof, off for nap.. i'm recovering but just feel a little uneasy here and there a little bit.. my medicine are all in such huge pills that give me a hard time to swallow them down my throat.. =(
finally i'm done with my shopping for chinese lunar new year during the last weekend.. bought a bag and shorts which i super love it.. sweet help me to chose.. =)
i better get well soon before chinese new year.. otherwise i'm gonna be refrained from eating a lot of goodies..