because only after you made a choice, you realized
what the choice really meant,
where it really brings you.
*darlings, i'll cherish every part of you

10:38:00 PM

went to school for extra lesson today.. wa piang!! was nearly late lohz.. cause i woke up at 7.19am.. actually i should have woke up at 6.50 lohz.. but the stupid alarm clock didn't ring again.. qi si wo le.. so in the end i pia cab down cause it's mr ng's lesson lohz.. don't wanna bear with his chanting ma, so cannot be late.. haha..

then thought can go for training a while cause no lesson ma.. but in the end we had his lesson till 10.30am.. the bee eng still wanna go at breakfast lohz.. she never even asked whether we got lesson after that then say wanna go eat.. so clever right.. haha.. so we bo bian then i also don't feel like eating so i decided to go down with xuan to see them play.. i only managed to shoot a few balls then went up le cause having mdm chua's lesson at 11 ma.. sian diao right.. wa kao!! her face super duper black lohz.. no one dares to joke and fool around sia.. so scary lohz.. should be because only 8 of us did her homework ba.. haha.. maybe that's why she out of sudden became bao qing tian de sister.. muahahaha.. ooPps!! don't when will 5G wake up sia.. haiz.. if we continue like this i think we sure die de..

hmmm.. so went straight down to look for rose and others cause saw them still there then went to play 2 games then ownself shoot there.. haha.. my skill is getting more and more cannot make it liao.. sian diao.. haha.. some more i sprained my ankle today again while playing with rose, cun fang, xuan, ying hui and the other three xiao hai zi; Adorah, Zhi En and Shaun.. haha.. the three of them are so cute lohz.. they played quite well too nehz.. haha.. sort of chong bai them.. haha.. so kawaii..

went for lunch today.. OMG!! i ate my favourite duck rice at blk 226 de market.. muahahaha.. so happy lohz.. then ate the shui guo bing also.. haha.. so enjoy life right.. i'm simply too xin fu le!! yeah!! haha..

so after that all of us went back home.. haha.. me still in my t-shirt and jersey lohz.. OMG!! i stink and i'm still wet.. haha.. but nevermind la.. today no tuition and all that de.. can slack a bit.. maybe gonna go mac study and do homework ba.. since nowadays stay home v sian then also like slacking away lohz.. haha.. but i've enjoyed myself today.. muahahaha.. yeah!! i want to play more basketball!!! hehe..

2:42:00 PM

hohoho.. in the end i went to meet ying hui, shina, rose and doris to watch Over the Hedge.. haha.. actually didn't wanna go de cause have the feeling of weird weird de.. all because of............. but bo bian, cause all my fault la, never inform them that i may not be going so they had already booked my ticket le.. then what is so interesting is that the chua ying hui hor....... book the C row lohz.. she's so cute right??!! if is we went there then buy the ticket still nevermind lohz.. but the problem is booking de lohz.. no one can be smarter than her liao lohz.. OMG!! but nevermind la.. in the end we still enjoyed our movie.. haha.. i like the baby porcupines lohz.. OMG!! thinking of porcupine, did anyone reminded of anything.. muahahaha.. that's me man... hehe.. quite funny and of cause it's nice la.. haha.. then after watching we walked around J8 then took bus 55 home liao.. wa piang!! on the way home i kenna bullied can.. supposed it's not my fault de lohz.. but end up i'm the one giving in.. see la.. everytime is me de lohz.. haiz.. saddening.. everyone likes to bully me.. sob sob.. i've got no nice friends around me, cause there's no one there to help me.. haiz.. sian diao.. haiz.. friends pang seh me, then like that treat me.. haiz.. saddening.. haiz.. i'm friendless!!! ARhhHhhhHh!!

10:22:00 PM

went for a short run today cause i was feeling too bored le.. then my mama ask me to do help her import her dumplings to ah gam aunty lohz.. OMG!! it's like so ugly and no image lohz.. was holding on to the dumplings and running at the same time.. luckily is not that far otherwise i will go crazy lohz.. haha.. but i had a fun time running today la.. cause never run like this before and the feeling of sweating is so fun lohz.. hehe.. i just wanna sweat and exercise today and i did it.. yeah!! muahahaha.. after that long called me and asked me go run.. but in the end when i waited for him at his house downstairs then we decided to go play basketball.. haha.. got so much of things that i wanna do today.. wanna go gym, play basketball, jogging and all the stuffs la.. so we played a while and i've always won the man jiang de lohz.. haha.. that time when we went to blk 134 then saw tofuman that day also played man jiang.. then among all the guys, i won nehz.. hehe.. ai ya, play this kinda thing i v pro de la.. win until i sian liao lo.. OoPPs!! haha.. then after that we went to buy drinks then took some stupid pictures suggested by me.. muahahaha.. we look so stupid lohz.. got time then i put it up all together with hua and me de.. haha.. hmmm.. so went up to his house again.. just to wait for him to finish eating his bee hoon la.. insist on pei-ing his this bro home.. told him i can go home by myself de.. always don't understand de leh.. so when we took bus then reached my stop then he stupid ass go buy yogurt.. actually is buy his don't know what caramel thingy de la.. then end up forcing me to eat yogurt with him.. OMG! nowadays is like i have been owing people a lot of money liao lohz.. so paiseh can!!

so we chatted a while then went up to my house then my mama ask me treat him eat dumplings.. that greedy monkey eat and eat and eat.. wa piang!!

luckily i didn't eat dinner today lohz.. otherwise i will be like a fattening day again even though i've exercised lohz.. haha.. day time was rather boring for me cause had been using com and watching tv then decided to go for a jog during evening time la.. haha.. someday i must go run by myself again.. it's really fun!! hehe.. yeah!! curfew over le, means i'm freed liao.. muahahaha.. btu i didn't wanna go out too often otherwise i may have the danger of being grounded again which is such a sian diao thing.. haha.. i'm really a happy person.. before being released i'm already a happy person liao.. after being released from curfew i'm happier.. muahahaha..

i wanna watch over the hedge tml.. but like a little weird weird liao leh.. nevermind.. tmr then decide again lohz.. no rush cause 4.20 or 4.30 then watching ma.. hehe..

11:16:00 PM

hmmm.. muahahaha!! just came back from school after the O lvl chi.. i hope i can do better this time round cause it's the second time i taking o lvl chinese le.. i went home while the others seem to be going to watch Over the Hedge.. haha.. think most probably i will be watching it tmr so rejected them today.. haha..

now i have the feeling of relieved nehz.. haha.. so happy lohz.. although i didn't go anywhere today la but think resting at home today is the best thing i can do for the day liao.. muahahaha.. hmmm.. and i'm enjoying myself now, blogging, listening to my favourite song, Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni.. haha.. suddenly thought of last time when i told them that i will be together with whoever guy who sings this song for me.. haha.. stupid and dumb right?! wa piang!! not gonna be studying today.. otherwise sure bao zha de.. i'm also not that guai to study la.. haha.. must relax myself a bit..

anyway, i'm so happy and surprised yesterday man.. haha.. had been receiving loads of good luck messages from friends, then suddenly my phone rang again.. it is a good luck message but this time the person who sends it is super duper different.. haha.. can u imagine??!!! it's miss yoe nehz!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so happy and excited lohz.. keep smiling then laughing at my phone.. sot diao lohz.. even though the chinese paper is over but i still kept the message and had it protected.. haha.. it's such a precious message from someone whom i had never expected de lohz.. haha.. she's simply so nice eh!! OMG!! haha.. but so sad, today didn't manage to see her in school, otherwise i think i will be over excited and high daOoOoOoo.. haha.. then heard long told me that is he who gave miss yoe my number de.. wa piang!! he make me so paiseh lohz.. wa kao!! he said that he told miss yoe to message to wish me good luck then i will definitely be v happy or something like that de la.. ass him lohz.. make me paiseh lohz.. but overall i'm still feeling v happy although felt a little paiseh la.. haha..

hmmm.. had a chat with sis on saturday.. although wasn't willing to call her la but i also didn't wanna avoid anymore.. so we had a chat from 1++ till 3.30am i think.. it's really long and at 1st i didn't wanna talk nicely de.. but she sounds that she's giving in to me la.. so i also don't wanna be so guai lan.. haha.. so we had been talking about school stuff cause was rather stuck with where i wanna go after o.. gave her a lot of ideas on maybe where can i go and stuffs like that.. cause now then i realise there don't seem to have any place where i can go after o.. not even poly, cause i don't even know what cause do i wanna take in poly.. all i know is i intend to go SP or TP.. don't ask me why i wanna go to either one of these poly cause i have no reasons to it.. haha.. just like these 2 poly lohz.. haha.. so i also suggested the idea of going to the arts school which is our first suggestion.. hmmm.. i think the art's school seems to be interesting and maybe it will be one of my choice of school to go after o.. haha.. sis says that she gonna provide me the school fees while papa is gonna pay for the material.. this is just in case papa don't agreed to let me go to the art school la.. she told me she will let me go to anywhere i want to go as long as i still have the interest to continue to study.. cause i told her i still wanna study, i still enjoy studying therefore i didn't really wanna go to poly..

otherwise she gonna send me to where she is staying now, which is holland la, to study for half a year then go come back to singapore if i gonna retake my o next year.. which is the 2nd suggestion.. 3rd is to retake next year but gonna go to private school to study cause i told her i don't wanna go retain in school if i really can't make it la.. she didn't mind me retaking o next year and i absolutely disagree to her idea cause i didn't wanna redo the same thing again and have to study and work so hard.. i haven't even study a lot and now i already realise it's really tough.. so after she told me that it's better than to retake my o than to go poly but do things that i don't like but i only go poly just because i can't have my ideal choice.. she wanna me to be able to go somewhere where i like and i will work hard for it.. so after thinking about it i find that her suggestions are really not bad for consideration.. hmmm.. these should be the three sugggestions that we had come up with la.. but everything is still too early to decide for it.. haha..

1:55:00 PM

11:43:00 PM

waoOooo.. haha.. i pon school again today.. yeah!! only made this decision until last night 12.30am.. haha.. almost every year i also like that de.. self-declare my holiday one day early than anyone else.. haha.. hmmm.. but still went back school today for meet the parent session.. so somehow was rushing here and there before going out.. reached school at around 2 then what a coincidence and saw mrs leong.. hmmm.. she looks so polite in front of mama lohz.. OMG!! haha.. so we went to the staff room de couch there to start the talk.. luckily i didn't do anything much to de zui ta.. muahahaha.. although i only listen till half way then i go off le cause gotta go for the musical concert at theatreatte but overall the talk should be quite alright la.. hope my mama or leong never bad mouth me after i go off.. haha..

just now was quite worried lohz.. didn't see a single person i know when i went into the theatrette lohz.. not even one nehz.. so saw thomas and i went to sit beside him.. he was so happy lohz.. haha.. say he found his ren yuan liao.. haha.. hmmm.. find the concert really nice eh.. haha.. teachers and one of the canteen store vender are singing lohz.. OMG!! miss lin's voice rrrrrreal good.. i was so impressed and that includes the others who had watched the concert.. OMG!!! so impressed and i liked her voice.. haha.. but i think sw gonna go crazy over her if he went to the concert.. some more she and mr lee maybe got one leg leh.. haha.. other than miss lin.. of course also got my ai ai, miss lim yw. muahahaha.. at first asked thomas didn't miss lim participate then he said maybe miss lim got pannel de meeting parents session.. was quite disappointed at first cause can't get the chance to hear her sing.. haha.. but so so surprised when saw her going on stage lohz.. haha.. then me and thomas immediately shout out her name sia.. there were quite a lot of teachers la, can't really imagine that some of them can sing so well lohz.. but some.. hmmm... haha.. really cannot make it but at least they made an effort to perform for us nehz.. so i think they deserve to have some encouragement given.. round of applause to all the teachers please!!! *claps*claps*claps*claps*claps*claps

haha

miss lim's voice also not bad nehz.. haha.. just that maybe she's shy that's why can't really hear her voice when they were singing in groups.. haha.. but i really idolise her more and more and just more.. especially the duet with mr ong!! lian ai ping lu lohz.. i didn't expect that she's singing one of my favourite songs lohz.. haha.. she's my idol!! she's my ai ai!! muahahaha.. ai si miss lim yen wah le!!! OMG!! was also quite impressed that mr ng kok wing can play guitar nehz.. wa kao!! he's marvellous lohz.. the mr johnny(OM) also.. haha.. actually is i don't his surname so act close and call him johnny.. hehe.. mr ong is forever so striking de leh.. wa piang!! he's like going to qi yue ge tai lohz.. he's shirt got glitters de leh.. then i heard someone sitting behind me say "OMG! mr ong! i can't see you lohz.." haha.. he's singing also not bad sia.. miss mok also quite sart leh.. wa piang!! her voice also not bad.. haha.. but overall, miss teresa lin sang the most.. her voice should be the best among the other teachers.. that's something i can't deny.. haha.. she dressed quite nice today.. haha.. the way she dressed really can't imagine that she's a p.e teacher lohz.. i didn't regret going to this concert.. haha.. it's my last year in this school liao and i know i gonna miss a lot of people can!!

5:19:00 PM

4:56:00 PM

another school day just ended like this.. haha.. it's relaxing but it's so sian.. had loads and tonnes of homework to complete lohz.. wa kao!! having tuition later sia.. must see his face again.. wa piang!! nowadays de temper like not good lohz, only forgot a little on how to do only then flare up sia.. me and yi hua really don't like his attitude nehz.. but no choice, he's our tuition teacher.. haha..

anyway, buddy also realise that i'm look happier nehz.. haha.. buddy is indeed my buddy.. he just now told me say "you look happier le eh!" then i told him say he is so pro sia.. can notice it eh.. haha.. is it really so obvious?? but only he realised it leh.. haha.. maybe i'm really someone who can't hide my feelings lohz.. but sometimes people also can't tell that i'm feeling upset lohz.. haha.. some people's eyesight are great while some just sucks.. haha.. oOppS!

3:01:00 PM

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12:23:00 PM

absent from school again.. but these few days really wasn't feeling well and last nite was feeling so strengthless and tired sia.. so i just woke up and my headache is getting from bad to worse again.. went online and saw Chia kang. haha.. he also pon ten lohz.. so he asked me go take mc at polyclinic later around 2.. haha.. funny lohz!!

now then realise my whole body is aching due to yesterday de NAPFA test.. wa piang.. so tiring after that lohz.. but this time round my shuttle run improve a lot sia.. everytime is 11++ de.. this time i'm faster than before.. muahahaha.. my sit and reach also improve eh.. only saddening thing is my standing broad jump.. wa kao!! lousy like shit lohz.. last time can jump real far de.. but nowadays think i've gained weight, which means fei liao.. so can't really jump far.. saddening right.. but nevermind la.. it's all over liao.. haha.. yeah!! this week is a long break for me.. tmr and the day after tmr also no need go sch.. so happy.. muahahaha!!

yesterday heard that they maybe gonna go kbox today.. haiz.. so sad leh.. can't go and i had been longing to sing liao lohz.. just that i couldn't get the chance to sing.. but nevermind le ba.. ask others along next time.. anyway, i'm sick.. so sure can't sing de.. no energy to sing anyway.. hehe.. gtg bath liao.. blogging rox!! yi hua rox!! my bro rox!! my friends rox!! haha..

12:39:00 PM

maybe i really shouldn't treat them like that but i'm just feeling angry and fed up whenever i thought of the curfew thing lohz.. i really don't feel like talking to them now.. although i know they know that i'm still angry or what ba.. cause otherwise mama would have flare up when i treat her like that nowadays and sis also wouldn't send me the e-card.. i know what you people tried to do is to protect me.. i know!! otherwise i would already do some other things that would upset you people le.. but frankly speaking, i'm already a grown up and the 2 of you still do this kinda thing to me.. don't you both find it cruel??!! i know to the both of you i'm still a child.. cause in mama's eyes sis n bro were never like me when they were at my age.. still wanna try and talk to me.. i hope the 2 of you can stop it for the time being cause i know i wouldn't be in the mood to talk to you 2 for the time being.. i'm not trying to hide anything.. i know what i'm doing, i know what i'm thinking.. but i already have enough problems, why can't you people stop asking me since i don't wish to say anything?? maybe i had really made the 2 of you worried me sickly or maybe the things that i've done had upset you 2.. i'm sorry.. i didn't change ok.. i'm still the daughter and sis that you and you used to have.. just that i had more than enough problem le, so just let me be can??

11:02:00 PM

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11:52:00 AM

haven't been coming up to blog nowadays.. hmmm.. this week in school is real super slack lohz.. so free eh!! monday no school, tuesday went school to check papers then after recess go to hall and learn other religions' languages until school release.. wednesday, check papers for the first 2 period then after that went to the Raffles Hotel de Jubilee Hall and watch a play call, Taming of a Shrew.. it's quite a nice play and i've enjoyed myself.. then on this day was msging tofuman sia.. i was feeling quite sad about my poor results le.. but never did i expect him to reply my yesterday de msg and just like that had cheered me up.. ha! was quite happy la, although we have nothing much to say but just felt overjoyed that we can still kip in contact and sms in this way..

frankly speaking! he's the first guy that i may gao bai de.. he's also the first guy that i wanna be with him so much.. today, wa piang!! sian.. go through those papers then do a little bit of work lohz.. nothing much happen la..

but i don't really like nowadays school's activities cause really too free liao.. being so free will only makes my mood worsen and being so slack will only reminds me of unhappy thing.. having nothing to do will only makes me can't stop thinking!!

how i wish i can just get myself so busy with school stuffs then no need to think so much lohz.. please overload me with anything!! just overload me! i don't mind!!

5:15:00 PM

hmmm.. was still feeling down when on the bus but was feeling a lot lot better after looking hua up at her hse there again for the second time with this purpose.. haha.. hmmm.. really must thank her again for being such a wonderful listener and companion everytime.. felt real touched nehz!! xie xie ni!! haha.. seriously i'm really grateful to you!! this is one of the photos that we had took before i left her hse.. another one is her artistic work la.. like shooting MTV like that lohz.. haha..

1:32:00 AM

1:06:00 AM

waOOo.. was quite surprise tat ah mun called me in e evening sia.. juz feel real surprise tat she will cal me.. so mit up n went ter J8.. she's as usual one, called me at 6 near to 7pm den waited for her until 8++, but she din let me wait la.. is coz she's accompanying her grandmama coz she's alone at hm so waited for aunt ter cum bach hm den she came out at 8++.. but i was lyk, too gan jiong liao.. haha.. din wanna stay hm la, so came put 1st den waited at e bus stop lohz.. reached J8 at arnd 8.30 den we window shop arnd.. she oso kept on toking non-stop la.. juz kip updating me wat had happen ter her nowadaes.. haha.. den i oso update her quite a lot de la.. but her mood todae wasn't real gd.. still nt bad when we mit up but on our wae hm.. sum things happen den she was upset den was grumbling dis n tat lohz.. i oso don't know how to console her la.. so juz jk n play a little wif her den make fun of her, feed her withs loads of sour skittles one at a time.. haha.. see her face really makes me laugh lohz.. muahahaha..

at first was hesitating whether meeting her is a right choice or not.. cause thinking of what had happen last week makes me so sian diao.. but in the end still went to meet her cause told her gonna meet her after exam de ma.. den who knows that she auto called me today to ask me go out.. we were singing on our way home cause we walked back ter my house.. then see her so sad then i suggested to go kbox tmr lohz.. but we did not intend to go tmr ba.. mayb next week then go lohz.. cause i'm also thinking of going kbox next week.. haha.. hmmm, really hope things will be ok liao.. cause its really v sian diao when those things keep on happening lohz.. the feeling is so terrible, miserable and horribgible lohz..

11:52:00 PM

OMG!! haha.. i juz reached hm nt long ago nehz.. haha.. todae is e last dae of exam sia.. so happi lohz.. afta those papers, i went ter play bbal wif long dey all.. wa piang!! had bin waiting for dis dae ter cum nehz.. had stop playing bbal for almost 1 mth near 2 mth liao lohz.. reali had fun todae sia.. muahahaha.. i even saw tofuman dere lohz.. OMG!! was so nervous n happi.. at 1st oso din saw him de, until sin yee told me den i was lyk can't control my laughter lohz.. kip laughing nehz.. dunno y, but juz kip on laughing.. haha.. den tot we so long nv c each other liao, todae saw him will oso b lyk weird weird de.. but nv did i expected tat was e 1st tym he react in dis wae nehz.. muahahaha.. e smile he gave me was reali reali simply simply too KE AI le.. i tink tat was e 1st tym he lyk tat lohz.. so ke ai nehz.. haha.. den he oso sae goodbye ter me when we were going off sia..

3:06:00 AM

yeah!! exam gonna end soon in 28 more hrs and mayb arnd 27 mins n dunno how mani secs la..

haha.. s long s tmr de exam end liao.. i gonna njoy n relax myself 1st b4 a lot of ppl kip saying tat i'm stress.. haha.. yeah!! cn play bbal tmr le eh.. saddening lohz.. todae can't go play wif cf dey all.. wa piang.. i wanna go de leh.. but todae gt tuition agn lohz.. fainted rite! but nvm , bear wif it for juz one dae.. afta todae, i oso gonna rest n stop tuit for one week.. but dunno if chem n eng cn stop anot coz its a grp tuit! but reali hope e others oso wanna stop.. haha.. lyk tat den i gonna play for one week, muz njoy daoOoOo i'm satisfied.. muahahaha.. reali awaiting ter tmr sia.. BASKETBALL ROX my world!! yeah!!

10:36:00 AM

todae din haf enuff slp sia.. chat on fone ytd wif long until 1.30am lyk tat sia.. was quite worried todae will fall aslp while doing papers lohz.. sum more 1st paper is geog.. but lucky, i'm still full of jing shen when doing both papers.. but todae morning de fone real noisy eh.. nt noisy la.. but kip vibrating and ringing lohz.. was quite shock when i woke up ter c e fone den its oni 4 to 5++ den gt ppl msg me liao.. haha.. sum more 2 msges r frm wei hua and esther nehz.. wei hua i noe y she woke up so early coz its already a habit liao.. but how cum esther oso wake up at arnd 5++.. so weird lohz.. cn get ter slp longer dun wan meh.. haha.. but i tink cld b bcoz dey wanna study ba, tats y so early wake up.. dey dun look hardworking eh coz in my mind dey r oways playing arnd and seldom c dem holding on ter bks coz their bags oso 4ever so flat n light de.. haha.. but mayb i shldn't judge dem frm their cover.. muahahaha..

anywae, todae de geog paper i noe how ter do de eh, juz tat din haf sufficient info ter do ans e qns sia.. OMG!! i wanna go crazy liao lohz.. if i continue lyk dis, sure die de.. mayb i shld tink of a wae ter save myself.. coz i find tat geog is nt a difficult sub at all de lohz.. haha.. yeah!! reali muz buck up.. haha..

luckily my mood for todae is quite gd eh.. altho yean yee saes my eyes still look swollen den my eyes oso quite red n painful lohz.. wa piang.. tao yan leh.. early in e morning jiu lyk tat.. until now still in pain lohz.. but i hope its ok la.. coz cn feel e swollen pain.. i'm strong n fit anywae.. muahahaha.. anywae, heard a bad news juz nt long ago sia.. y wanna break wif h.. saddening eh.. dey 2 actually look quite ok de leh.. but i tink mayb its oni frm e outside den is ok but e inside mayb nt b lyk dis.. haiz.. i reali expect e 2 of dem ter last v long de eh.. but dis kinda thing can't b forced de la.. but h saes he won't look for another gal liao eh.. haiz.. tink he muz b reali hurt.. haiz.. hope he's ok now.. but i hope he will b stay strong.. n hope wat he meant will nt mean it ba.. muz b strong, altho i noe u're an emotional guy.. cheer up.. its nt e end of e world!!

2:31:00 PM

muahahaha.. had quite a long tok wif jia hao over e fone juz now sia.. we toked for 1hr 11mins 28 secs lohz.. OMG!! its reali bin a long tym since we've chat.. haha.. finally get e chancer ter update him abt hows happening nowadaes.. haha.. oso find tat he's rather an emotional guy.. haha.. no wonder we're bro n sis coz our character r abt e same.. EMOTIONAL.. haha.. the call he gave me made e 2 of us bcum closer le.. now den realise i reali shldn't treat him tat wae tat tym eh.. sort of a little too much.. sorri kor!

he's still in my life.. haha.. we had a nice chat juz now.. all e jokes n laughter tat we had juz now made me feel tat he's still in my life.. haha.. but he oni a kor to me la.. coz i gt a dao sao already.. hehe.. other gals oso no chance lo.. haha..

tats oni wat i wanted ter update for todae.. haha..

arHhHgG! seem ter b having gastric pain now.. mayb its nt but i dunno wats e pain.. juz feel miserable abt it.. pls dun let me feel so miserable in e middle of e nite.. i dun wanna slp yet.. i dun wanna rest.. pls stop dis pain.. arhHh!!

1:20:00 AM