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Monday, October 30, 2006

went for steamboat with yi hua, ying hui, xuan, cun fang, rose, shina, ivy, shu jun, agnes and doris today.. didn't ate much and left at around 10.. but i just reached home for quite some time nia.. haha.. still not tired.. had been having insomnia for the past 3 days.. wonder what am i going to do.. but today.. i think i'm gonna study a bit lohz.. since not tired..

12:16:00 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006

OMG!! look at the time now.. i wanna get some sleep but i can't.. yet i'm so active some more lohz.. wa piang!! dying to sleep so much in the afternoon but can't cause had tuition.. now also like that, i got nothing to do eh.. but can't sleep lohz.. pathetic isn't it.. wanted to message sin yee de cause they are still studying at mac ma.. but forget it la.. don't wanna disturb her.. haha.. having insomnia is something real torturing.. arhHhHHH!!!
can the sleeping monster come and find me please.. i really wanna go to bed early.. talking about sleeping monster.. i think of miss lim.. when she was teaching us last year, she everytime will say "can the sleeping monster please get out of my room please!" this is because some of my classmates are sleeping soundly like a pig which irritated her.. haha.. i want a sleeping monster!!
can you imagine, i can be as high as no one can expect lohz.. i was playing popping and beatbox when i was on my bed some more lohz.. almost woke my mama up but i fake her la.. otherwise she will surely think that i'm crazy or something de.. haha.. x)

2:13:00 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

played a small game with yi hua and jing long just now.. haha.. i asked them questions and they are supposed to get it right in order to find out who understands me better.. haha..
didn't expect them to get almost about the same number of answers right.. didn't count in the end cause we lost count.. hmmm.. suprisingly, i didn't know they will understand me that well.. some things i had said only once before yet yi hua can rmb eh.. jing long is also not bad la.. at least some things yi hua don't know he knows.. but overall think they got about the same scores ba.. can't really rmb.. sin yee also participated a little and she can also get some questions right.. haha.. the game was fun.. x)
i supposed that pig cal LIM YI HUA is still sleeping lohz.. wonder what time did she sleep just now.. hehe..
OMG!! those bunch of little monkey juniors are training now.. i'm so sad.. can't join them today.. cause of tuition again.. wa piang!! angry leh.. nvm.. after o lvl, i must get the basketballers to come out to play basketball.. really missing them real loads.. haven't been exercising!! growing fatter and fatter..
happy birthday sis!!! time flies.. it's the 26th october 2006.. haha..

2:58:00 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

went shopping today and just reached home.. so tired lohz.. OMG!! jing long and sin yee are coming to my house later to study overnight.. i hope i can survive tonight.. otherwise i will be in my lalaland liao.. haha..
feeling a little bit hungry but if i eat at this time sure gain more weight de.. OMG!! don't know what to do leh..

8:34:00 PM


some people just don't understand certain things.. but some people do.. are they smart or something? or are they understanding? but how do you describe someone as being understanding or not?
is it from the way they speak show? what is strange was that some people are just not understanding and yet they can speak as if they are.. these people are rather irritating at times.. whereas those who are really understanding are really superb..

2:02:00 AM


went to find bee eng and others to study after tuition and dinner.. couldn't really study.. weird.. don't know why.. maybe is because i had drew too much in the afternoon before my tuition.. so i felt so tired when i was at mac.. then the 3 guys went home and left bee, flo and me.. 3 of us couldn't focus in the end and we end up playing some lame games and drawing games la.. OMG!! i couldn't believe it.. i won the game by guessing almost all the drawings right.. haha.. i think i got 5 out of 7 while bee and flo got 1 each.. haha.. so decided not to play anymore and reached home at 1.. reached home but don't feel as tired as when i was at mac just now.. haha.. waiting for sis to call back.. =)))

1:46:00 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

was on the phone with honey from 1 or 2 plus till 5 plus in the morning just now.. haha.. we talked about so many things and we simply broke into laughter.. some more her maid was in the same room and was sleeping lohz.. she still laughed till so loud.. haha.. 22nd October 2006 was the most unforgetable birthday celebration for honey.. her mum was so cute lohz.. i went up twice in a day and her mum saw me and just said "eh.. you shi ni ah?" haha.. her mum so so so funny lohz.. the way she said was so cute and i was a bit paiseh also.. haha.. but the suprises given to her was somehow the same la.. didn't wanna asked them to go up de, but they insist so we just went up and i did the same thing twice.. haha.. but nvm.. i was the one who did this first!! bleah!! haha..
OMG!! i was so shock to realised that i overslept this morning.. was supposed to wake up at 8 or 10 plus to sketch some drawings.. but i couldn't hear my alarm ringing.. but luckily i managed to wake up to go to school to show miss yoe my ideas.. only a few came.. jing long, sin yee, angeline tay, jaime, kai rong and me.. haha.. think i know what to do and i'm gonna start work soon.. =)
but i'm super tired now and i gonna have poe tuition at 6 for poa later.. haha.. asked ying hui to help me to postpone the tuition to today cause we wanted to celebrate yi hua's birthday.. so can't pushed anymore.. but i'm gonna mug real hard today no matter what.. gonna take a shower, eat my dinner and then prepare for tuition.. OMG!! that stupid guy lost his phone i think.. haha.. used another number to contact me.. muahahaha.. serves him right.. who ask him to say such mean thing about me.. huo gai!! muahahaha..

4:20:00 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

happy birthday yuan jie.. talked to you online just now but you didn't reply.. could me because you were away again.. but nvm, since i've already wished you at 12 le.. haha..
oh ya.. before i forget.. was studying with them and jing long's friends were there.. katherine and samantha again.. two of them were so funny lohz.. keep performing stunts until i broke into laughter.. haha.. then they wanted to have an ice breaking session.. didn't wanna tell them my real name and therefore i just anyhow pom a name.. my name is J.. just an alphabet J.. haha..
they find this name nice and i think it sounds quite ok too.. muahahaha..
J, that's me!!!

9:17:00 PM


went central mac to study yesterday till 8 this morning.. reached there at around 7 plus and slack around then started to get to work at 10 or 11pm.. OMG!! waste so much time lohz.. but in the end i did quite some maths problem sums and also studied a little bit of merger and seperation for social studies.. had so much talking last night but at the same time we were also working.. managed to get to know jetaime better and this time, i faced her sincerely with my real self.. think i got to know her better and seem to have a changed of opinion of her liao.. she's still a little bit nice la.. sorry but to use a little bit.. but.. i think this is the most appropriate word liao.. muahahaha..
was on my home this morning and i fell asleep on bus immediately.. so tired!! haha.. then reached home and slept till 2 plus and jing long called me.. we meet up to buy some stuffs and came to my house again.. had been busy till now but still don't feel tired la.. haha.. i'm still as energetic as no one expect..

8:53:00 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

things go on and on.. number of days left to O LEVEL are not much.. o is just round the corner.. study hard people.. i must study real hard too..

4:54:00 PM


haiz.. i'm quite worried about my science practical.. didn't managed to answer some questions and also don't know how to do some questions lohz.. die die die.. i better not fail.. also better not do worser than my prelim.. i can't afford to fail practical!!
it's gonna be a busy week for me!! OMG!! i wanna faint liao..

4:23:00 PM


went mac to study just now and saw my ai ai and her "cousin", who was miss chong actually.. haha.. last time the two of them looked quite close and they bluffed us and said that they are cousins.. then some of us really thought they mean it but in the end they told us the truth la.. i can still rmb how much i hated miss chong for don't know what reasons la.. then in the end we were quite close and sometimes i even waited for her to go home together.. she still owe me a cd lohz and a birthday present i think..
was so happy to see them today.. OMG!! i was so excited but yan hua was so bad lohz.. chased me away cause she wanna talk to miss chong.. then i walked away sadly and an hour later i think, they came to us to encourage us to study hard.. she even treated us 2 large fries eh.. haha.. think florence only ate a little, perhaps is because of the person who goes on dutch and therefore she didn't wanna eat too much.. haha..
then when they went off, what surprised me was that miss lim sent me a message to ask me to jia you eh.. seriously, i'm really happy lohz.. then i told her that i was so upset just now cause she treated me so badly and she gave me her email address for compensation.. muahahaha.. i finally got her email address liao.. from last year since now, she just don't wanna give to me lohz.. then i rmbed that she said that she will only give to me when i graduate.. so i managed to get it just now.. haha..
so i just came out from shower and while waiting for my hair to dry.. i'm gonna study for my practical exam tml.. OMG!! i hope everything's gonna be ok tml.. i must do well for practical, cause it seems to be the easiest to score already..
OMG!! i hate tml!! gonna have 2 tuition at night.. sucks!! english at 6 till 8 then 8.30 till 10 tml.. shit!! so tiring!! but i'm happy today.. x)

12:23:00 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

yeah!! so happy that that idiot couldn't make it for my poa tuition juz now.. muahahaha.. that's why i'm happily blogging now.. muahahaha.. anyway.. this is my 3rd time listening to a song continuously for countless times.. jay chou's new song.. Tui hou!! love the some lines in the lyrics.. wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo, zhi shi wang le zhen me tui hou.. xing shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo, quan bei shi jian bu le kong.. getting the lyric soon and i'll know how to sing the whole song without looking at the lyric.. hehe.. i love the mv too.. so nice lohz..

9:08:00 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

only slept for one hour and i gotta wake up and go to school today.. but surprisingly, i wasn't as tired as i expect.. i was feeling quite ok and jaime and some of them even think i was crazy lohz.. they think that i'm a god or something cause i only manage to take a nap for just one hour and gotta go school.. yet i can look so energetic lohz.. haha.. but today is the due date to submit our art's preparatory work and canvas.. fortunately i managed to finish everything last night.. i think i may do better than last year i think.. at least get a B3.. haha.. i quite like my preparatory work de.. nothing much la, colours not enough but i think i did a great job in my sketches.. i love those toning and shading.. hehe.. hope i will be able to achieve a satisfactory result.. cause miss yoe had been giving me loads and tonnes of encouragement which makes me wanted to carry on in doing my work.. hope that i wouldn't disappoint her..
went to NYJC for the openhouse today.. i thought it was far but actually it is quite near to my house de.. haha.. anyway, went with miang, sin yee and florence today.. was quite boring at first until we participate in the game they organised.. quite interesting nehz!! haha.. then took cab home and i was so happy lohz.. can reached home earlier.. hehe.. haven't even shower.. i think i'm decomposing if i still don't go bath.. haha.. but nvm, i gonna slack here and there a bit then go shower.. must really rest liao, had been overworking on my art for the past 1 week plus i think..

5:58:00 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

haha.. miss yoe rocks!! thats all which i wanna blog about today.. everything she did and told me makes me feel so touched.. thanks for being such a nice and marvellous teacher!! i love you GEK LI!! muahahaha!!

11:57:00 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

go and play with the turn turn today, turned 3 and it turned out with all the same stitch!! wa piang!! so angry lohz.. fainted!! expect it to be different for the 3rd one but it ended up i wasted $2 sia.. so angry! but i bought a stitch which is from the shop de.. $4.50 can!! OMG!! fainted.. not very cute but i still like it.. at least i bought something today.. actually wanna buy the wallet from nike shop de.. $15.90 i think.. didn't buy in the end cause i've recently just bought a new wallet from the wallet shop.. maybe shall buy it next week if possible.. consider 1st before i make up my mind.. haha.. wanna buy some clothes and jacket from astro boy shop and I.P zone but didn't manage to buy cause i was afraid i'll feel xin tong.. but i still quite like the jacket from IP eh.. astro boy shirt also quite nice lohz.. nvm!! i'll buy them all if i have enough money for myself next week.. haha.. i think i still like astro boy.. never go outdated.. haha!!

10:12:00 PM


went to watch movie with mama and just reached home.. haha.. went to watch rob-b-hood at junction 8.. the baby is SUPER DUPER CUTE!! he is irresistable!! haha.. OMG!!
the movie was real funny.. the baby's scenes are so nice.. he just kept on laughing and laughing and making all sorts of noises that he could la.. then until the part near to the ending was so sad lohz.. the very first time i dripped my tears eh.. normally, my eyes will only be wet, but watched the baby was about to die, tears were just out of my control..
in conclusion, the ROB-B-HOOD is a super marvellous movie.. people who haven't catch the movie must really go watch..
the haze is getting from bad to worse le.. i think it's the worse among the past few years ago.. PSI is 140 le eh!! so serious lohz.. OMG!! how i wished we don't have to go school.. nvm!! just gonna bear with it for one more week.. just one more week and it's study break for me le.. haha.. yeah!!

12:59:00 AM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

was late for school today.. all because of last night.. haha.. was messaging with him last night.. i was so surprised that he would msged me nehz.. cause the last time we talked to each other was that very last time..
haha.. finally got everything understood and i also finally knew how he felt towards me.. told me the truth on what happen during that time and i was also so curious to know how does he feel for me.. so i took the courage and asked him whether does he like me that time.. to my surprise, he told me that he had a little bit of feel towards me la.. but too bad!! haha.. we aren't together, otherwise i believe we might have been together until now.. =) but both of us have the same thinking.. great mind think alike!! haha.. we find that love can actually be troublesome.. this could be the reason why he didn't chose to let me know and i actually think that it's a good thing.. cause since both of us find relationship so troublesome, we may not last long.. haha..
hmmm.. was happy that we do like each other at that time.. but i didn't dare to ask him about now cause i do not have the courage to find out his answer.. so i chose to let this be the past and not to broad too much about this at the moment..
actually i think i prefer the way we are now.. don't have to be get so tensed up and nervous whenever i see him.. don't have to care so much about my image whenever he's down playing basketball.. haha.. we can even be so straightforward with each other which gives me no pressure at all.. haven't get the chance to tell my girl friends about this.. haha.. gonna share with them tml if i rmb and get the chance to..

9:18:00 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

haha.. my mood was super good today.. even yean yee also finds me so happy today.. haha.. just because i had enough sleep last night.. slept at 10 plus eh.. it was the earliest time i went to sleep this year i think.. long time didn't sleep for so long liao.. hehe..
anyway, had a talk on phone with peggy just now when i was having dinner.. OMG!! we can actually talk a lot lohz.. think we chatted for halk an hour or something then she got to get to work liao.. hmmm.. we agreed to have another talk someday again soon.. haha.. miss her lots lots nehz.. she's also so xin fu now.. has a boyfriend and had been together for 1 year plus le.. envy!! also happy for her.. haha.. must take care loads loads peggy!! x)

8:00:00 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

wa.. real pissed off.. haiz.. i'm f***ing tired but yet can't sleep.. all because of the stupid year book deco, me and angel gonna still be doing this at this time.. i hope my mood would be alright when i go to school in around 6 hours time.. had a real long day liao and yet still can't go to sleep yet.. feel like screaming!!! so stress and tired lohz.. some more there's still english tuition tml.. OMG!! wtf!!! really tempting to pon school tml.. cause i really had enough!! all because of today's chem which made me so tired.. had been staying awake for hours when i'm suppose to be in my lalaland!! wth!! wtf!! my mood sucks.. i better be ok tml.. otherwise i gonna explode real fast if i lose my temper.. bad day for tml!!!!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( i hate the way i am.. no one's helping cause of the limited time given.. not blaming anyone but just complaining to myself for always rushing things like that.. but wanna thanks angel for putting her best to help.. real thank loads.. but i think she's far too enthu le.. i'm not as patient as her..

12:52:00 AM