Tuesday, September 26, 2006
hmmm.. hadn't been blogging for almost 3 weeks le.. missing blogging so much.. haha.. all because of the monitor la.. but i'm so happy now.. haha.. yeah!! change of monitor which is flat screen de and had a change of printer... muahahahaha.. yeah!! the printer is rather cool man.. can scan can print liao.. even photos also can print from it.. i think it would save us quite some money.. haha..
anyway, i'm sick today.. really sick.. was feeling so terrible yesterday but only went to see doctor today cause i don't wanna give up on my poa papers ma.. otherwise it would all be a waste liao.. was still ok yesterday de eh.. until at night.. had asthma relapse.. OMG!! i thought i had recover from it liao cause hadn't been having the relapse for almost 2 years le.. but until yesterday then realise i still have a little bit of asthma.. but still went to take paper today la, cause there's only that one and only paper ma, so must hold myself up to go lohz.. although i was having a little fever yesterday but i'm still strong and couldn't get to sleep when i woke up in the middle of the night.. hehe.. this morning was real terrible for me.. almost wanted to cry liao.. but bear with it and cab straight home.. reached home and went to see doctor liao.. this time is mama accompany me, the previous time was papa.. haha..
the doctor says i was infected by some virus or bacteria stuffs de la.. and so he prescribed 6 types of medication for me lohz!! OMG!! i think it's the most number of medication i've taken.. =((((( so also took a mc from the doctor just in case i can't take paper tml.. gonna have a gd rest later but having tuition later.. sian!!! arhHHHhHhhH!!! how i wish just they continue can liao, then i rest in my room.. haha..
11:58:00 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
seriously, truthfully and 100%ly..............i'm really happy today.. yeah!! haha.. yeah!! yes yes yes!! yup yup yup!! muahahaha.. rush home after my chemistry test today after school to meet my bao bei, hui min to celebrate her birthday one day in advance!! haha.. i'd forgotten to asked her why didn't she replied me last night and makes me go into so much imagination lohz.. but even if she didn't reply i also wouldn't feel pissed or anything cause she was so busy with her camp stuffs.. OMG!! she has been staying overnight in school for the past 2 days.. only today then she went home i think..
meet up with her at J8 cause she didn't wanna go somewhere far and wanna do things that wouldn't be so tiring.. initially wanted to bring her go kbox but she had lost her voice, so i decided to go for a sumptious meal at either swenson or cafe cartel.. muahahaha.. but before we meet up i was so worried about her lohz.. she la, didn't managed to charge her phone and so the battery went flat when she reached.. wa piang!! i was really super anxious about her cause we couldn't contact each other and i was totally not sure of where to go lohz.. until when i decided to walk further down and i saw her there.. OMG!! bei ah mun xia si le la!! was quite guilty leh.. both of our birthday on this year always got problem de lohz.. but both had happy endings.. haha.. so we went to swenson and ordered the EARTHQUAKE ice-cream.. it taste great but it was too much yet we managed to finish all the 8 flavours lohz.. then we sat down there for about 2 hours plus and took a little bit of photos when we were about to leave.. got her to open up those presents and i'm so happy that she likes all the presents.. hehe.. i've chose everything right!! haha.. i think it was better than last year ba.. haha.. some more she was rather touched by what i had done on that booklet nehz.. muahahaha.. ai ya, must have not been able to do it better and therefore couldn't see her crying.. oOpPs!! hehe..
so we walked all the way to my house cause she wanna borrow a waist pouch from me and took quite some time at my house.. before leaving, we took pictures again.. those few taken in the first place weren't nice lohz.. just when she was panicking to go home as the time was quite late, we took the last one and it was such a successful one lohz.. it's damn nice.. i lub that photo.. haha..
then as usual, accompanied her and walked all the way out in order to let her take either bus 165 or 74 home while i take bus 261.. then till now then i just reached home..
too bad still need to go school tml and that ah mun has the camp, if not then i don't think i would have reached home at this timing.. i suppose it would be later.. haha.. so sad lohz.. her birthday is on the friday eh, it is the day when we often can stay out late and have more fun de lohz.. but her camp spoil the whole thing.. arhhhhHHHHh!! she was rather disappointed too.. hope that she will have fun during the 3 days 2 nights camp from tmr onwards..
great minds think alike!! she wanted to go kbox on her birthday and i also wanna bring her to kbox to celebrate lohz.. cause both of us did not go to kbox together before ever since we became so close man.. but her voice la.. ever since she was so enthu in her club stuffs, she got sick more often.. haiz.. makes me worried so much lohz.. but luckily she will take rather great care of herself la.. but she's still weak.. hehe.. i know it's gonna be a long entry again, but i really must share everything by blogging it out.. haha.. 15th September 2006 is approaching in around 15 mins time and i gonna go prepare to call her liao.. buai buai!!
11:29:00 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
due to the lack of sleep today, i was so tired.. some more today got english tuition.. haha.. didn't expect the rest of them including teacher were all tired sia.. haha.. then the atmosphere was so quiet lohz.. and the mr ang swee pok! ooPpsS!! i mean ang swee boon bluff me, he said he's coming to school today but i didn't see him today.. that fella ah.. always pon ten de lohz.. don't know how to say him.. nvm, i gonna say him tml liao.. he's gonna lose to me again.. haha..
got some plannings for tml and i really hope everything can go smoothly ba.. cause you haven't reply my message since early afternoon.. hmmm.. don't know what's your reason la.. but at least reply something la.. don't ask me who if i didn't answer you when you asked me.. maybe it's rather obvious that i didn't wanna say.. =)
hmmm.. otherwise i'll be going for training tmr.. =))) i'm missing training so much.. i wanna play basketball!!
8:35:00 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
letting it out makes me feel better.. to my sis, this is my so called exam stress.. maybe she's right.. but i'm also not sure on what kinda feeling is this.. everytime whenever me and my sis are on the phone talking about my studies stuff i will 100%, always, confirm, guarantee cry de.. haiz..
i find it silly la.. but this is beyond my control.. although i told doris that today is a happy day for me.. but still cry in the end.. find myself ricidiculous..
but at least i feel better after letting everything out.. we talked about how discouraged i was and stuffs like that.. mama still told sis that i'm always hanging out.. haiz.. don't know what is she thinking la.. she knew that i'm out studying but yet she don't find that i'm serious about it.. what is wrong!! does she really thinks that i'm always outside having fun and i had totally forgot about my studies.. how i wish i can tell her that i'm a lot more serious than anyone else lohz.. maybe you wouldn't believe and you would always think you are right then so be it but please don't ever say things which are not true.. yes i know exams are round the corner.. of course i know and i'm definitely very conscious about it without you telling me..
nevermind, whether you believe or not, i don't wish to know.. telling you or proving you wrong are just simply wasting my time.. therefore, i'm not gonna argue with you this time, that's why i wasn't quarrelling with you this time when you told sis that i'm always hanging out.. didn't wanna explain anything anymore le.. so sick and tired of it whenever you treat me like this..
WHATEVER!!! i'm gonna burn midnight oil tonight and i say i will, i really will.. therefore, i'm not gonna go school tml!! i didn't attend school doesn't mean i'm slacking okie.. i'm really gonna do self revision by myself..
11:12:00 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
just reached home.. actually wanna go yi hua's to ask her teach me maths de.. but end up didn't go cause my dearest mama is angry with me for always staying out.. but this time i'm really serious about learning eh.. i was rather worried for my maths lohz.. don't know what to do.. i even intend to get an MC on that day(prelim).. cause i know i definitely can't make it de.. was on the phone with mama then wanted her to grant me the permission to go la.. but.. in the end... she hanged my phone cause i told her i ask my papa.. i hope she won't be angry with me the next day.. haha.. otherwise i sure v ke lian de lohz..
so went to cousin's house in the afternoon to visit my dearest baby nephew.. OMG!! he is so ke ai and he is so small yet tall lohz.. he's v long eh.. carried him a while and even took pictures with him lohz.. yeah!! i'm so happy!! haha.. he is simply irresistable!! muahahaha.. after that, went to eat with my family then went to meet bee eng they all.. then end up i still went to audrey's bbq.. gonna apologise to someone cause i went in the end.. then went there a while then gotta leave cause gonna go meet bee eng they all..
went there and played a little bit of pool.. yeah!! at least i won 1 game.. muahahaha.. one more thing which makes me feel so high lohz.. OMG!! i can't believe it.. even at peggy there can meet dao KELLY lohz.. hehe.. i'm really super nervous and excited when i saw her.. haha.. asked peggy to help me take picture with her at 1st but she says she knock off already so got her signature in the end.. hmpf!! was a little bit bu shuang just now cause of what bee eng they all say.. everytime like that de leh.. i didn't compliment on their idols and yet they always have so much to say about my idol lohz.. wa piang!! what is this man.. at least give me some face la, wanna say also don't be so straightforward ma.. i mean you wouldn't feel good when someone talk bad about your favourite idol or stuffs like that de right..
anyway
gotta study hard tml liao.. meeting sin yee in the afternoon to study poa then leaving in the evening time for poa tuition.. then after that i really must study for my practical.. wa piang!! really worried about my practical lohz.. so scary la!! don't care, really must study hard liao.. haiz.. prelims can already drive me crazy lohz.. i may not seem to bother so much about it but actually i'm rather nervous about it.. haha.. the only subject i'm most confident in is POA only lohz.. cause this is the subject i can do the best.. haha.. i'm such a joker!!
1:48:00 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
on the 6th June 2006, i found this day meaningful and intended to confess to you.. you knew how i felt towards you through my friends.. it was an indirect confession to you.. hoping to get a reply from you on how you felt towards me and all you said was "i don't know.." at that point of time i think it was ok cause i didn't really expect anything.. in order to avoid us feeling awkward in future, i sort of asked you to treat as if nothing happened on that day no matter what my friend had told you..
some people find that you do like me but just that you didn't show it out.. i was thinking if it was your family background which stops you from going into a relationship.. actually if this was really the reason that hinders you, let me tell you, I DON"T MIND AT ALL.. but these are all my wishful thinking and i really like you so much..
was so happy and nervous everytime whenever i saw you at the basketball court.. watching you playing basketball makes me scrutinized on you.. playing basketball with you hastened my heartbeat but at the same time i was so happy.. the smile you gave me on that day was totally CUTE.. i'll never be able to forget!! i can still remember the night when we chatted over the phone for so long on your birthday.. i can also remember the way we messaged each other everytime.. liking you wasn't a regret for me..
until these few days when some people who knew that i like you asked me how are you and i progressing? then i realised actually i don't feel anything towards you anymore.. seriously, i wasn't missing you, not even for a second during these period of time.. it's around 3 months that you know that i like you.. but my feeling towards you now was simply just friends.. maybe it was because we hadn't been keeping in contact like messaging each other and therefore the feeling just went away without knowing.. seriously, i'm clear of how i feel now.. just like what buddy had said.. i go along with my heart..
i do hope that you are happy with how you are now.. hadn't been keeping in touch for long and really hope to hear from you soon.. you're the strongest and bravest guy i ever knew.. stay strong and do be happy kz..
it was the first time i'm totally sure of how i feel.. it was also the 1st time i can actually confess to a guy.. i think i'm growing up.. OMG! just saw you online.. haha.. but don't feel anything now..
10:55:00 PM
today wasn't really nice for me.. cause i was having mixed feelings today.. OMG!!
but anyway, it's Mr Chong's last day in MFSS today.. =((((( saddening.. haiz.. 1stly, i must really apologise to Regina and Si hui for having such a freaking attititude just now.. really sorry.. cause i was in a rather bad mood just now.. was totally broke and yet still must spend money.. so was feeling so moody that i don't have the mood to plan anything le.. was rather guilty cause i just ignored you 2 when u came into miss yoe's class.. i hope that i'm forgiven..
anyway, so had a great fun with mr chong and others just now.. we girls use the cream and put it on his face.. then chased after him and played him off la.. was real fun!! haha.. then wanted to play truth or dare with him de, he la.. COWARD!! don't dare to play then keep wasting time then end up i gotta leave 1st for english tuition.. haiz.. was feeling up and down today.. i don't like this kinda feeling.. =((((((
9:45:00 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
OMG!! i'm really so tired liao.. doing papers, papers and more papers everyday when i go back to school for extra lesson.. really don't feel like going back lohz.. OMG!!
but anyway, had fun today.. went to eat pizza hut with honey after poa lesson then went back to school again for art.. had real great motivation today.. painted my most important part of the painting.. my volkswagen!! muahahaha.. finally had it painted and i'm quite satisfied with it de.. also thanks to miss yoe for her help.. hehe..
other than painting stuffs.. knew more about miss yoe today sia.. she's my new idol liao.. OMG!! she's so courageous and straightforward.. i like that character of hers sia.. she's so cool.. haha.. she's the joker of the day too lohz.. keep ka jiao me then say all those kinda rubbish la..
overall, had fun with her today.. haha..
after art, went to meet mama and bought the milkbottle present for cousin josephine cause she just gave birth to a little boy who is my nephew on the 28th august 2006.. haha.. gonna go to her house to pay her a visit on this coming saturday.. haha.. yeah!! i've bought a winnie the pooh pacifier.. haha.. although it sounds ridiculous la, but ai ya, that's just for hanging on my bag la.. definitely it's not for me to eat de.. it's cute!! muahahaha..
11:13:00 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
waOoOo.. happy birthday angeline tay!! haha.. it's her birthday today and don't know what in the world am i doing la.. didn't even realise that today is the 5th of September lohz.. OMG!! therefore i didn't buy her any presents but i gonna buy it soon la.. so sorry angeline.. =(((
just reached home and was rather tired.. damn it la.. was almost late for chem today lohz.. wa piang.. then bo bian gonna cab to school in the end.. haiz.. sian diao.. so broke but yet still must cab la..
yeah!! i'm so happy just now.. haha.. cause sweet talk is available at my house here.. finally lohz.. waited for this day to come by.. hehe.. i got down the bus and cross the traffic road then saw the sweet talk banner then i quickly went there and bought a cup of green apple green tea.. hehe.. it's quite nice eh.. delicious!! hehe..
yeah!! sweet talk rocks!! muahahaha..
6:07:00 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
OMG!! i haven't been blogging for exactly one whole week lohz.. missing it sooOoOo much!! haha
30th August 2006, wednesday..
went to ang mo kio central to shop for form teacher's Teachers' day present and took so long and managed to buy something for her together with bee eng and florence.. after that, we went kpool.. haha.. yeah!! i played quite well this time, at least i managed to win them for a few times.. unlike the past few times lohz.. was really losing consistently for all the games lohz.. then that florence was so dumb and disgraceful la.. i was walking in the front to return those balls to the counter then suddenly heard her screaming.. when i turned around, she was already kneeling on the ground and the 3 of us broke into laughter.. muahahaha.. that scene was really super funny.. can't stand her lohz.. don't know how she walked and fell down just by walking up a few steps of stairs.. clumsy ass.. some of the people inside were laughing and some were so shocked lohz.. haha.. it's really joke of the day sia..
31st August 2006, thursday
it's the teachers' day celebration today.. luckily i got daddy to drive me to school cause it was raining so heavily in the morning lohz.. it was when we got onto the car and it started pouring.. so scary lohz!! the rain was really super heavy.. reached and watched some performance.. after that took class photo during recess.. but not really full attendance la.. but the photos were quite nice.. after that, i quickly went to the office to look for miss lim.. my ai ai.. haha.. passed her the card and chocolate and she was so afraid that i would buy her present again.. cause there was a few times when i bought her presents on some occasions and she was so paiseh when i remembered her birthday but she couldn't remember mine la.. so also took photos with her.. yeah!! haha.. second year's of Teachers' Day picture with her.. haha.. school released at 11 and we gotta go for art.. but i didn't bring my stuffs and so teacher close one eyes and only get us to stay for half an hour then can go off.. but actually we need to stay for 2 hours la.. but mr chong is a nice guy la, so didn't force us to do things we don't like.. wanted to go back to primary school to visit my teacher mrs tan but didn't go in the end.. so had 2 tuitions in a row lohz.. OMG!! i'm freaking tired lohz.. feel like dying liao.. but was so happy when all my tuitions ended.. so i slept quite early and woke up early the next day..
1st September 2006, Friday
went shopping with honey today! muahahaha.. was actually thinking of whether should i join bee eng they all but also don't feel like going, just don't know why.. then end up went out with honey.. but that's definitely not her fault as she thinks that it's her fault for asking me out when i'm suppose to join them la.. cause i'm struggling on whether should i go with them anot ma.. so meet 2.15pm at bishan train station, bought 2 hairclips and like it quite a lot.. this is the very 1st item i had bought for today.. after that actually wanted to buy something for some people de, but end up both of us went kbox and do our own shopping.. before we went to marina, we went into an accessories shop and both of us bought a pair of skullhead earrings each.. hehe.. then i bought an extra dice ear studs.. OMG!! really love it lots as i recently like dice a lot.. haha.. so went to kbox after that, both of us made membership card for it cause quite worth it ma.. wa piang!! had been dying to go singing for a long time liao lohz.. there was once me and someone wanted to go singing together during the 3 days holiday 1 months plus ago but that person completely forgets about it and i was rather unhappy with that person la.. but nvm, finally managed to go sing today!! yeah!! after that, we continue to go shopping and went to far east cause there was nothing much to shop anymore at marina la.. went to far east to continue to shop again and ate ya kun bread toast.. yummy!! so tasty!! didn't really saw anything i like which i can buy la.. but i was already quite happy that i managed to buy something i really love today.. hehe.. so went to heeren to take neo prints.. this time is quite well taken.. yeah!! happy again.. after that, went to eat the wanton noodles.. OMG!! so nice sia.. didn't expect it to taste marvellous lohz.. so turn back home by train and reached home at around 10 plus..
so happy today.. muahahaha.. shop a lot and manage to SING!! haha.. i've enjoyed myself with honey today!! thanks loads for all the fun!! don't wear such high heels next time la.. ai yo.. you yourself suffer lohz.. don't walk too much nehz!!
11:39:00 PM