Saturday, July 19, 2008
i think i agree with bee eng and miang.. more to miang than bee eng.. haha!
bee eng said that i still care about a friend of mine.. i'm not sure if she used the word a lot or not.. but somehow it's not as much as before.. i know my limits well.. i stop when i have to and i'll add on if there's a need to..
so yyq, if you ever said i still care a lot about that friend, stop insisting that i still care a lot about that friend ok.. i'm different now, i've changed.. don't you think so?? or you can't feel at all?? =)
like what miang said, at least i know how to protect myself compare to last time.. i don't always give in as much because i realised i put myself as priority now.. at least i don't make anyone puke blood or foam anymore.. haha.. at least i'm not a fool or stupid in anyone's eyes now..
i don't deny that i still care for that friend, but it's just because that person is my friend.. i care for all of my friends.. it's just the amount of concern i gave.. i used to treat that friend as priority.. but that person took me for granted, a lot of things happened and everything changes.. i really don't think i still care a lot for that friend and perhaps i'm not nice at all..
on another note, my honey seem to have gone missing cause i haven't seen her for quite some time already la.. i think AMOSLIMYH KIDNAPPED HER.. i'm gonna report to the police soon.. haha!
FELICIALIMYIHUA, I MISS YOU!! just when are we gonna meet up heh?? you always put me aeroplane and the aeroplane is going further and further away you know.. =(
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