Wednesday, June 04, 2008
nephew jaden and jerel are all super duper CUTE LIKE MAD!! omg!! jaden is finally able to face strangers and we had a good time playing together.. =) baby jerel is so cute, cause he smiles whenever we talked to him.. =)
anyway, my main purpose is...
i'm sorry sweet.. probably you are really angry with me this time.. i wanted to tell you the truth just now but i didn't know how to.. because it's always the same answer that i'm gonna reply to you.. it may not seem to sound convincing.. but do you know it's only my first week of school yet i already got a lot of homework to do.. all of them need to take quite some time to finish.. take today for example, i just realised i still have not done the 40 pages of sketchings, also the drawing i need to do for today and last one was the model making.. i'm really not trying to give excuses that i don't wanna join you tonight.. but i really hope that you can understand me and in fact you know me well.. i'll really meet you if i can ever make it.. i know i used to say that we can go clubbing on wednesday.. i also wanna have fun with you.. but my homework and assignment are really loading me so much that i've been really busy trying to complete them as much as possible..
i really didn't expect that i'll be so busy ever since school starts therefore i promised you in the past that we shall go club on every ladies night.. i just hope that you can understand the state i'm in now.. the journey to and from school is really tiring, what's more is that i still have so many many assignments that i need to rush.. everything is really not easy if i really have to balance my time for play and study.. i also wish i have a lot of time spare to play and for you.. but do you know, things really aren't what you see.. i'm almost taking most of my time for my studies, it's just so tiring everyday..
i always thought we'll have the time to meet up on weekends.. but we actually just can't accommodate to each other's time.. i also tried initiating to meet up after my lessons during the weekdays.. still, ain't successful.. actually before you called me today, i thought of telling you that probably we should fix a day every week to meet up either for dinner or shopping.. maybe that will be enable us to meet up more often.. but before i had the chance to tell you.. things went wrong.. i don't wanna us to continue being like this.. i don't know what to do then you'll understand what i'm trying to say.. don't be angry already can.. sorry..
like what you said, i really miss every single thing with you and especially you, my best friend..
8:49:00 PM
