Sunday, June 08, 2008
everything was great today.. really great.. celebrated mummy's birthday one day in advance and daddy's day one week in advance with dad, mum, brother and his girlfriend at thai express.. we even took pictures together.. brother sent me to amk train station and i headed off to meet bee eng.. shopped around marina square, was still very happy though i didn't managed to get my top.. took bus back to amk and something devastating happened to me just within a few seconds..
there's this guy who called me and said those super bastard thing to me which made me fumed like mad!! really fuming and i almost wanna reply him using vulgarities.. which i only said it out of anger because i normally don't use them.. he's really a bastard and i swear i super felt like slapping him at the moment.. I was ANGRY LIKE MAD la.. i don't wish to be anyone's substituition and i never wanna be one.. yet he thought he can just treat me like one.. probably i really gave him the wrong idea because i still bother to pick his calls, reply his messages, let him accompany me, meet him in school when i have the time to when he confessed to me after that.. but but but but but but but....
i'm always like that.. i don't avoid guys just because i knew they felt something for me.. because i just think that we can still be friends even though after the confession.. i was damn affected when he said those super bastard stuffs to me.. but he wasn't the reason, just that i felt so.... arhHHhhh!! i don't know what to say but i'm not gonna pick up this calls or reply his messages from now onwards..
just scram if you see me as that kinda girls.
i don't even wanna be your friend at all.
SCRAM!
8:41:00 PM
