Saturday, May 10, 2008
after viewing your friendster for quite some time, nothing much seems to have changed in your life.. either you are busy with school, relationship, gaming or whatever stuffs you've been busy with or nothing much has changed in your life nowadays.. from my point of view, i'm happy.. but i don't know yours.. i'm glad that nothing much is going on with you from what i've seen.. at least i don't have to kill my brain cells thinking on what has been going on with you.. haha.. maybe i'm being selfish.. i'm just following where my heart goes.. still, i just wanna you to be happy..
i wonder if i'm that lonely at times.
come to think of it, besties aren't by my side anymore. it's like totally none. so little meet ups and chit chats over the phone ever since don't know when. thinking back, i haven't been on the phone with them for hours for ages. frankly speaking, this kinda feeling can just crash my mood. i still have friends and classmates but what i needed most is still besties. they matter the most and played the most important role in my life.
don't leave me all alone will you. don't ignore my presence.
and i finally speak up after so long..
1:45:00 AM