Saturday, February 16, 2008
know what, i hope nothing changes between us.. lesser phonecalls and even lesser meet ups nowadays.. the last time i seen you was on my birthday.. perhaps it's pointless to have mention how much i miss you and those super close days we had together in the past.. but i just hope nothing changes.. you are still the bestie i've ever had.. probably i was the one who made things turned out this way.. but neither do i know what i can do to make things better.. we said to meet up soon after your major exams.. but till now, we didn't even meet up for once.. and we always said to call back after hanging up.. yet we always didn't call back.. maybe you may think that nothing is wrong about us being like this.. but truthfully, this meant a lot to me.. i don't know how to put it and neither do i know how to salvage it.. i hope you know that i meant every word i said.. my bestie, i said i never wanna lose you for the second time.. cause i really treasure you a lot.. maybe i don't show it cause i have some problem expressing myself.. everytime when i have so much to tell you, i thought i'll said them all when we were on the phone.. but i'm always lost for words each time we sound like strangers.. well, what i can say is just hope that you are doing fine nowadays and do take care ya.. whatever happens, you can always give me a call when you need someone to talk to.. i've never left and always here.. =) love you bestie!
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