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Designer: lil.queens
Picture: selfhaircuts | yayu
Background: lazee:D
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been real busy mugging for the past few days.. on a random note, i'm being a super good girl to have skipped my routine of using the com everyday early in the morning when i wake up nowadays.. didn't use the com yesterday.. not a bit of temptation at all.. =) mug and mug and mug.. only went out a while last evening then came back home and continue to study.. just came back home from my chemistry paper.. hmmm, not bad, this time i can do much more better than the previous time i guess.. decided to take a rest by using the com and i shall continue to mug after my dinner later..
and finally i saw adibah today.. super excited when i saw her just now.. ok, i know i'm being over reactive, or i should say i'm much more reactive than potassium.. haha.. will be seeing her again soon!! =)
something that i wanna say to my girlfriend.. =)
Nu peng you, don't give up alright.. the paper might be hard.. but i believe you'll be able to do better if you put in more effort on mugging for the next coming papers.. jia you orh! let's all work hard together!! =) then we can enjoy to the max after everything is over..

after that night, i've learn to treasure my life better and be contented with what i have.. people who are not yet die-able, ended their lives just like that in any sorts of ways.. for those who don't wanna die, just had to leave this world without having any decisions to make.. for the very first time of my 18 years life, i saw a dead body.. think she commited suicide by jumping off the building that night.. felt so sad for that person..

just to say i'm sorry mummy, think she's really disappointed in me this time for knowing such a huge secret that i kept from her.. not within 2 months and me this stupid dumb ass let her saw it.. super guilty and the only thing i can do is to treat her better and come home early everytime when i go out during the weekdays.. i suppose she had lost faith in me too.. perhaps there's really nothing i can do to make her trust me again.. but i'm alright now.. not feeling any lousier compare to last night.. i felt horrible last night.. =(

i think i'm slowly letting go now.. didn't feel so horrigible compare to weeks ago.. at least i'm happier.. perhaps it's actually a bright choice for leaving me.. at least i have lesser troubles.. i've learnt.. =)