ya, just give up on me.. since i'm already hopeless, why still have so much expectations on me.. i thought i can just relax for these 4 days at somewhere near 577, but.. i know i can't.. i know you are trying not to push me so hard.. but now, you are already doing it.. you said i mixed with bad peers, you said i'm getting more and more atrocious, you said i wouldn't be able to make it for my o level.. you said so much, you always love to compare between some people with me.. ya, i've changed, i've turned bad.. i'm a lousy daughter, i'm a lousy sister who disappoints my sister one time after another.. i'm just unfilial.. is that right.. just judge me from any angle you want.. i'm tired, i'm doing things for myself to see and not to prove to anyone.. what's the use of proving since you already lost trust in me.. in your eyes, i'm just leading a ridiculous life like nobody's business.. i'm just a disappointment to people who care about me..

*bro, thanks for accompanying me last night.. i'll never get you implicated no matter what i do.. we'll be the bestest bro and friends forever alright..

*sweet, i need you a lot, don't leave me alone alright.. whatever happens, i'm here.. give me a call or message if you ever wanna do anything kz.. sweet will not abandon me, right?

*honey, i'm sorry about last night and also for the past few nights, i still care for you a lot.. don't be angry with me, i can't have more setbacks already..

*baobei, thanks for that message, didn't know what to say and therefore i didn't reply.. i'm just missing you..

*benben, sorry for being so emotional nowadays, don't worry, i'll be alright.. will let you know as soon as possible about what had happened last night kz..