Saturday, April 07, 2007
i wished that things got better and i hope i weren't the one who messed everything up.. i don't want to.. i don't wanna anyone to breakdown.. i don't wanna anyone to be unhappy.. all i need was time.. i gotta say this again.. i really need sometime to overcome this problem.. i don't wish to avoid cause it's really awkward.. but.. i'm really trying my best already.. i thought you had something to tell me when i was down just now.. but you too, didn't speak up.. instead we just kept quiet towards each other.. i thought you would start the talking but i don't know why did you chose to keep quiet like i do.. i don't hate you but i just don't know how to face you nor this problem.. i know you treasure the friendship between you and me.. i do too.. perhaps i was to harsh towards you.. i don't know how to say sorry nor do i know how to start talking to you and treat as if nothing had happened before.. but i had already take the initiative to text you something.. take good care of yourself..
to another one that i'm refering.. sorry for letting you being caught in between.. i don't wanna you to feel so pressurised nor upset over this incident.. all i want is you to be happy.. don't worry too much.. i'll do what i promised you.. neither do i wanna you to regret anything.. take care too..
11:41:00 PM
