Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i thought everything seem to be alright now.. but i realised, i ain't alright at all.. i thought i can still be as strong as how i am in the past.. it's only an i thought.. things seem to go back to the square one.. i'm really sick and tired.. this can just shag me out almost totally.. maybe what one said was right, it's time to let go.. what i see weren't what i want.. what i want, weren't what it can be.. i think i'm just expecting too much.. hoping for too much.. caring for too much.. i can just do things according to how it is like, but i chose to do it up to the perfect.. as a result, i'm defeated.. i lost.. i need not do anymore what i had all along been doing.. cause i had been substituted..
4:28:00 PM