because only after you made a choice, you realized
what the choice really meant,
where it really brings you.
*darlings, i'll cherish every part of you

i know that deep inside my heart.. i hate that someone.. i'm sorry for the hatred in you.. i don't wish to but i can't control myself.. just blame myself for being so dumb and foolish.. i'm selfish.. but there's nothing i can do.. perhaps things may not be true but i just can't stop thinking.. i feel so painful and hurtful..

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