Monday, April 09, 2007
i just wanna leave..
stay out from everything..
i need the trust..
i need the sense of security..
i need the real self..
i need a place to hide where no one can locate me..
i need a shoulder..
i need to rant..
i need to pour out my feelings..
i need to know everything..
i know i can't just stay out..
i know my eyesight just couldn't leave for even just a single second..
i know there's nothing i can do..
i know everything just hurts..
i hate to smile..
i hate to hide my feelings..
it's a matter of everything now..
i'm dumb..
i'm an idiot..
i'm a bitch..
i'm not wrong..
i can't be alone cause i'll just start thinking thinking and thinking..
but i don't need a company either, cause it'll only add my worries to others..
but i still need someone, just to accompany me..
how can i just put everything to an end..
how can i learn to forgive and forget..
how can i look on the positive side..
how can i stop tearing..
how can i stand strong..
how can i focus on other stuffs..
how can i hang on there..
how can i speak up..
how can i ignore..
how can i pull back..
how can i turn back the time..
how can i save myself..
how can i walk out of this fucking shit..
9:20:00 PM
