because only after you made a choice, you realized
what the choice really meant,
where it really brings you.
*darlings, i'll cherish every part of you

read through the history conversations just now.. i have such a weird feeling after reading it and tears just shed without me knowing.. it contains lots of expressions.. like cold, sweet, lame, angry and etc.. through out the whole conversations which i read.. i realised, been through quite a lot.. there are wonderful times and vice versa..

some phrases are clearly engraved into my mind and my heart which reminds me of a lot of stuffs.. just feel so weird after reading the conversations.. it's just unable to describe what is wrong..

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