Monday, January 29, 2007
everything... nothing....
supposingly to be my happy day for going shopping with mummy for the whole day but i spoilt it.. i'm sorry for lying.. i know it's hard for me to explain and you may not wanna listen.. apologising is all i can.. trying to text you and even call you.. but you didn't reply.. everytime when it's one day before mf's tournament, this kinda thing always happen.. i'm just so.....
recently i had been asking myself this question.. am i worth it for you to do so much for me? cause to you, i'm changing into another person.. you tried so hard to so so much to do everything for me.. but i may had made you feel that it's not worth it.. i really really treasure you.. but things i've did just don't seem so.. i'm in deep deep shit this time!!!!!
so muchn things had happened recently and yet i still don't treasure you more than enough.. just what the hell am i doing!!!! please don't leave me alone.. i'm so lonely and it gives me shivers all the way down to my spine.. all my mind is thinking now is you you and just you.. i feel so helpless and just feel like...
you're all i need..
12:47:00 AM
