Thursday, October 05, 2006
was late for school today.. all because of last night.. haha.. was messaging with him last night.. i was so surprised that he would msged me nehz.. cause the last time we talked to each other was that very last time..
haha.. finally got everything understood and i also finally knew how he felt towards me.. told me the truth on what happen during that time and i was also so curious to know how does he feel for me.. so i took the courage and asked him whether does he like me that time.. to my surprise, he told me that he had a little bit of feel towards me la.. but too bad!! haha.. we aren't together, otherwise i believe we might have been together until now.. =) but both of us have the same thinking.. great mind think alike!! haha.. we find that love can actually be troublesome.. this could be the reason why he didn't chose to let me know and i actually think that it's a good thing.. cause since both of us find relationship so troublesome, we may not last long.. haha..
hmmm.. was happy that we do like each other at that time.. but i didn't dare to ask him about now cause i do not have the courage to find out his answer.. so i chose to let this be the past and not to broad too much about this at the moment..
actually i think i prefer the way we are now.. don't have to be get so tensed up and nervous whenever i see him.. don't have to care so much about my image whenever he's down playing basketball.. haha.. we can even be so straightforward with each other which gives me no pressure at all.. haven't get the chance to tell my girl friends about this.. haha.. gonna share with them tml if i rmb and get the chance to..
9:18:00 PM
