Sunday, July 16, 2006
hmmm.. bro.. here's what i wanna tell u la.. seriously i don't really know how to say it out when we were on the phone just now.. that's why asked you to come see my blog so i can tell you everything..
maybe what angel said is true ba.. to be truthful, was a little jealous ba.. but thinking it back, i think the way you are now is how i am like last time ba.. that's how i feel eh.. cause got new friends liao then will like that.. maybe how i feel like now is how you feel like last time..
hmmm, bro(jing long) ah.. must think carefully before coming to any decisions kz.. seriously, i really don't like the way you treat relationship.. things always happen so fast and sometimes really don't understand you.. that's why i just now say don't tell me when you really had an answer to it.. haiz.. just don't wanna know lohz.. but if you really wanna share then just tell me ba.. (cause don't wanna you to be so ke lian daoOoo there's no one to share, hehe!!)
to be honest with you la.. yesterday i don't wanna go out with you is not only because i'm broke but cause i'm rather bu shuang with you when i last week asked you go play pool then cfm with me but in the end i waited for you but you also no respond.. but i know you thought i intend to ask you out around 8 plus so that thing i don't wanna mention le..
things change quite a lot and sometimes i was really bu shuang with you until i don't feel like talking to you when online or in school ba.. heard from miang that there was one time when you were talking to her online then suddenly say be right back then when you came back you seem too much.. cause you thought sy was online then you wanna go talk to her then when you realise she wasn't online then you come back talking to miang again.. hmmm.. actually i don't know whether did you realise anything anot la.. you nowadays like seldom talk to me and miang le.. to miang, she finds it ok.. but to me, sometimes really sian diao whenever you keep telling me about sy's stuffs.. then you will realise i didn't reply you whenever you tell me these stuffs..
just now was also a little bu shuang you when you told me the news.. that's why at first really sound so low.. to be serious, these few days mood not good is also because of you la.. but of course got other stuffs which has been bothering me.. i also realise i don't seem to understand you this bro le.. i also find that you don't seem to understand me liao.. cause sometimes when i wasn't happy with you, you also didn't realise or sense dao.. or maybe somethings just shouldn't brood over de so don't need to care so much ba.. nowadays i also don't wanna ask you to accompany me go anywhere le cause don't really feel like talking to you..
think these should be all that i wanna say ba.. anyway, don't let those things affect you too much.. still got listening comprehension, rest early wor.. sorry that i did quite a lot of stuffs and treat you this way..
this theory is also trying to illustrate how i feel towards you and also others..
time changes+things change=it's natural!!
now can understand better what this means le ba...
9:54:00 PM
