Wednesday, May 17, 2006
maybe i really shouldn't treat them like that but i'm just feeling angry and fed up whenever i thought of the curfew thing lohz.. i really don't feel like talking to them now.. although i know they know that i'm still angry or what ba.. cause otherwise mama would have flare up when i treat her like that nowadays and sis also wouldn't send me the e-card.. i know what you people tried to do is to protect me.. i know!! otherwise i would already do some other things that would upset you people le.. but frankly speaking, i'm already a grown up and the 2 of you still do this kinda thing to me.. don't you both find it cruel??!! i know to the both of you i'm still a child.. cause in mama's eyes sis n bro were never like me when they were at my age.. still wanna try and talk to me.. i hope the 2 of you can stop it for the time being cause i know i wouldn't be in the mood to talk to you 2 for the time being.. i'm not trying to hide anything.. i know what i'm doing, i know what i'm thinking.. but i already have enough problems, why can't you people stop asking me since i don't wish to say anything?? maybe i had really made the 2 of you worried me sickly or maybe the things that i've done had upset you 2.. i'm sorry.. i didn't change ok.. i'm still the daughter and sis that you and you used to have.. just that i had more than enough problem le, so just let me be can??
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