Tuesday, April 11, 2006
todae de mood was up n down lohz.. dunno wats wrong wif me.. dun reali feel lyk toking den energy level was so low compared ter ytd.. ArhHhH!! reali can't stand myself sumtym sia.. cld b moodswing todae.. haha.. anywae, lucky todae de poa tuition gt cancelled.. otherwise, my mood sure worsened de.. hehe.. coz todae gt eng tuition at 6.. cha yi dian chuan bu guo qi..
so went online ter chat.. 1st person hu click on me is Melissa liao.. she nowadaes oways cum tok ter me wheneva e moment i go online.. den she told me loads of things sia.. sum more she was so envious of my lime green nike bag coz she oso lubs tat colour.. she was sumhow hinting me ter lend her carry coz i sae lend her take pics of it coz i din noe how ter reply her ma.. den she sae, Huh? lyk tat nia ah..? i actually oso dun mind lending her e bag la, coz no harm lending her anywae.. n since she reali lyk e bag so i told her tat we cn exchange bags for one dae lohz... but she oso nv wanna borrow la.. coz she scared tat her fwens will badmouth her, lyk connie n gang lohz.. haiz.. she so poor thing sia.. already poor thing enuff coz she herself noes tat dey dun lyk her, den sumtyms wanna do things tat she wans oso scared here scared dere de.. all those things she worries are unnecessary de lohz.. coz i told her b4 dun haf ter bother how others judge her or sae her, otherwise she will live a terrible life lohz.. den i almost sae until i oso dunno how ter console her le.. but i've tried my best!! hope she cn live happier... frankly speaking, she's reali quite ok de.. i juz dunno y e others dun lyk her.. mayb i dun understand her enuff.. =(
so while chatting, saw shan online.. den was panicking coz i still having cold war wif her ma so change my status quickly.. she noticed it den came ter tok ter me den apologise lohz.. sum more yh oso went ter tel her wat i've told her juz now in sch lohz.. shan told me everything but all those things tat i said r juz joking nia.. nt reali angry wif her le.. juz feel lyk playing nia ma.. but.. OMG!! den i realised tat she dun seem ter b in gd mood sia.. dunno y?? =( i hope its nt bcoz of wat i did nehz.. otherwise sure will guilty liao.. sum more i already broke my promise lohz.. actually wanna cold war wif her for 1 mth de.. but c her mood lyk so sad lyk tat, i went ter tok ter her lohz.. haiz.. ai ya.. dunno la.. fan si le.. nt a gd dae for me todae sia..
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