Wednesday, April 12, 2006
OH NO!! still can't get ter slp eh.. can't feel e tiredness sia.. mayb was tinking too much abt mani things liao.. was ah mun reali so harsh wif me in e past? she herself oso realised tat n Aaron oso said tat she was tinking too much.. so all i cn do was ter console her & i realised she reali treat me so differently compared ter e past.. she became more understanding, nt so harsh, nice, swit & almost everything tat i din reali expect frm her.. but on e other hand.. did i changed ter bcum another person? i dunno eh? bu yao zou cuo lu.. hmmm.. tink reali muz gif it a tot liao.. dun wanna change anything tat nd nt b changed.. hmmm.. oso tinking of wat jac said juz now.. m i so sensible in her eyes among everyone among us? was she disappointed wif me frm my action? but she seems ter quite understand me nehz.. she noes tat sumtyms i'm hiding my feelings.. haha.. its nt tat i dun wanna share or sae.. is juz tat i dunno how ter express.. i hope i cn trust her beta than in e past.. n i tink i muz try ter learn on how ter do it sia.. can't reali get ter slp oso cld b bcoz my feet de bone is aching now sia.. swollen & blue black liao... arhHhH!! saddening sia..
OMG!! cn ah mun sensed wat i gonna sae ter her? she forward me gd nite msg sia.. qi guai! she noes tat i'm complaining izzit? haha..
11:56:00 PM
